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Status Updates posted by Gesu
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I dropped my Shrek mug on the kitchen floor last night and it broke. I had that mug for two years. Farewell, Shrek... for now. I will probably purchase another identical Shrek mug because I am strangely heartbroken by this turn of events.
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Do you ever just cling on to an old band way, way too tightly? And I don't mean actually listening to their stuff. I mean just saying you love them when you're actually kinda over them and much prefer someone else. So, for me, that band is DELUHI. Yes, they disbanded before I even knew what visual kei was. Yes, I do still like them. But I keep telling myself they're still my favourite band even though I'm pretty damn sure it's DIAURA.
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The two I'm thinking of are v[NEU] and DIV.
I followed DIV from start-to-end, but they kinda left on a mellow note for me. I always kept an eye on them and was super enthusiastic about each single/mini-/album, but none of their material (imo) got to where NEXX did. Even though I used to wait for their midnight releases on iTunes, I haven't listened to DIV in over a year. Since ACME has dug the knife even deeper, I've just been listening to NEXX.
v[NEU] was fantastic, but I haven't been inclined to listen to them as of recent. While I also felt pretty involved w/ them, my preferences have shifted to Jun-era NEU and HeaRt.
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Probably Dir en grey, tbh. I used to be super into them to the point where, as a teenager, I had saved thousands* of pictures of them (both individual members and as a band), as well as taking up way too much space on my pc with their pvs, music, and lives.
I still listen to their music when they release something new, and sometimes I go back to their old music I used to love so much. Overall, tho, I think I've moved on. I probably wouldn't admit that otherwise, and I'll more than likely deny ever saying any of this. 😂
* I'm probably exaggerating, it was probably more like hundreds but whatever.
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When can I edit my rank? I'm already sick of being Kisaki's errand boy.
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*VENT*
I wish my best friend would stop expecting me to listen to her problems all the time if she's not prepared to listen to what I have to say back. It really gets me down... it makes me feel like she doesn't trust me at all. She says it's because she doesn't want me to feel like I have to say something, but I always tell her I don't have anything to say and that I wish she'd stop telling me about all her hypochondriac issues that I can't do anything about (she's been doing this for years, and it gets old pretty quickly), but she does it anyways even though she knows it pisses me off and makes me feel helpless. It wouldn't be so bad, but she's not the first person who's expected me to just sit there and nod my head before. Don't they realise that making people feel like they can't do anything to help their friends makes them feel crappy, too? I get that it can feel good to get things off your chest (as I'm doing right now), but if it's over and over again and you're not going to listen to what the other person has to say, it's meaningless.
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I feel like this type of ppl always has actual best friends they never bother with their shit and also friends of convenience that they dump the bullshit onto, and you should teach them boundaries/switch the subject once the whining comes up giving them an idea you aren't interested if the conversation about life issues isn't mutual.
my current go to line when i run into this behaviour is nodding a couple times and then outright telling them like 200 reasons I prefer candle meditation over talking to people who I know for a fact aren't interested in my personal problems.
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Can totally relate. You could just outright say "if you're not gonna listen to what I have to say then we should just skip this conversation" or something. I've got to the point where I don't bother with niceties, some people will only get a reality check once you're blunt with them.
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I always am blunt with her at this point, but she still doesn't listen. The weird thing is, I don't think she does it on purpose, but as I said, it's not the first time it's happened. I'm not a pushover because I've managed to end multiple friendships like this, but it still always happens to me and I don't know why... guess I'll just have to try being even more blunt. Thanks, you two.
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As the resident Gumin of MH (or at least one of them), I would just like to say on behalf of the entire DIAURA fandom that your new profile picture is gorgeous.
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bless 🙏
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monkeybanana4 reacted to this
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Agreed! Beautiful voice and face also, I'll like your reply soon, I promise. I just ran out of reactions for the day, again. >.<
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This is Hitomi. He is forty-one years old today.
Happy birthday, you infuriatingly beautiful son of a bitch (and I mean that in the nicest way possible).
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Whoa that's amazing! He looks incredible👌
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monkeybanana4 and Gesu reacted to this
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I still can't believe he's forty-one. I'm almost tempted to believe he secretly doesn't age, lol.
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Gesu and Nighttime Jae reacted to this
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Same here. If you compare pictures of him now with pictures of him about twenty years ago, his facial structure hasn't changed a bit, so there's no way he's had work done. I'm less than half his age and I already want to know his secrets for when I get older!
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It's too hot in England 😓
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ya'll, seriously. We only have 2 months of decent weather in the year. Soon it'll go back to doom & gloom don't worry. (tbh today's the perfect mix of cloudy cool, yet a little warm)
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reminiscing2004 and Gesu reacted to this
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Just wanted to say, congrats on becoming a reincarnated really hot person ㊗️
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Alabama Public Television is offended by a gay rat 🙄
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Ugh homophobes. Alabama is a shithole. First they pass the dumbest abortion law ever and they get offended by gay people.
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This was an hour and forty minutes well spent
I have to post the link because the BBCode is just showing up as a box with a cross in it.
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Well, I got into my next year of college but they said they're gonna kick me out if I don't improve by October. Yet more proof that I'm a good kid but dumb as a rock.
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College education, while valuable and enriching, doesn't determine the success or level of intelligence of an individual. Just look at people like Albert Einstein or Bill Gates who dropped out and turned out fine (heck, better than fine). In this day and age, I think it's more about what your goals are and how much work you put into achieving them. Not to discount college, but there are much more resources online now that allow people to learn just about the same content. The only difference is that it's less rigid and allow you to focus down on what you actually care about.
Obviously, this is a general statement and it varies on what you want to do, but I think you're gonna be okay. Keep your chin up! And don't be afraid to fail. Learning from your mistakes is just as invaluable. -
I feel you. I'm in my last sem but am pretty much facing the same thing.
All I can say is good luck, work hard and smart, and a college degree doesn't determine your future! More importantly, take care of your health and finances too.
(unless like me, you're stuck in a tiny country where participating in the rat race is mandatory but that's another story 😌)
Also kind of ranted here, sorry!
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Merry Christmas~! 🎄
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Every year when Christmas comes...
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Gesu and Ada Suilen reacted to this
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Merry Christmas! VK music on Christmas day is always the best
One of my favorites~
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Seeing as I'm getting a Nintendo Switch in three days, I figured I'd want the Nintendo Switch Online App... which of course means I had to buy a fancy-schmancy new phone. You're welcome, corporate overlords.
(Oh well, at least this means I now have access to more otome games...)
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For anyone wondering, I didn't die! I just haven't had (and won't have) my own Internet for a while so I'm sending this from public WiFi. Hope you're all well and that you all have a very merry Christmas! Xoxoxo
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Does anyone know how to change the cover photo? I have a kind of geometric green thing right now. Also, is there a way to change the rank title (so mine rn would be Kiwamu's Bitch), or do I have to rank up some more before I can do that?
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I turned eighteen in September and I'm still in that "omg I'm so old" phase, but then when I see people's birthdays on this site and literally all of them are in their twenties/thirties, I think "Jebus Christo, I'm a fuckin' babby 😳"
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Just got back from the doctor. They made it sound a lot worse over the phone than it is in reality! I just have an overactive thyroid, so better than what I expected thyroid issues seem to run in the female side of my family.