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Just wanted to comment: Love that avatar. D'espairsRay forever ✌️

best era for despa looks tbh...excellent choice of pic...tempted to change my mako for an old despa look now too tbh

Just wanted to comment: Love that avatar. D'espairsRay forever ✌️

Just wanted to comment: Love that avatar. D'espairsRay forever ✌️

Just wanted to comment: Love that avatar. D'espairsRay forever ✌️

I wanna be open with you all about something, the last couple of months have been the most difficult of my life, I have been very depressed, anxious constantly and I’d go from feeling super fine one minute to incredibly down the next. Things in my life, both work and personal, ended up getting too much for me to handle, I was walking home one night and had a breakdown and was prepared to go out and commit suicide by any means necessary. Thank god I convinced myself not to.

Now I’m taking steps to seek professional help, and I’m hoping I can get a diagnosis of what’s wrong with me, but I want to say thanks to each and every one of you here at MH, this community provided me with a sense of escape when I needed it the most, I’m so grateful to all of you. Much love ❤️ 

If any of you here are struggling with anything and you need someone to talk to, to vent about your problems no matter how big or small you feel they are, I’m here for you, just like the community has been here for me ❤️

how have i slept on asagi-era syndrome this long???

fuck nazis ☠️

tag a local x

wait tf is glamscure's vocalist not japanese 

i wonder how Kagrra, felt being one of the most iconic and incomparable bands in VK...

i wonder how Kagrra, felt being one of the most iconic and incomparable bands in VK...

i wonder how Kagrra, felt being one of the most iconic and incomparable bands in VK...

i wonder how Kagrra, felt being one of the most iconic and incomparable bands in VK...

I was always curious about how come the pv for Diaura's "Lost November" got aprox 1.5 million views on Youtube around the time it was released. I mean, Diaura wasn't a bit of the huge band it is today, and even the songwriting is pretty basic in comparison to the levels of excellent Diaura achieved circa "Triangle".

In fact, I remember feeling really meh at it by that time; actually got into the Diaura hype a years after when "Sirius" was released.

How can I ask help to a guy crucified? It looks like he needs my help. .__.

Tbh I fuck with all of Hiro's projects from visage to verxina but I feel like I'm the only one who actually digs verxina the most for the exact reason some people dislike it. I just love how messy and over the top it sounds sometimes, it feels more unique and different in that regard

I can only afford one CD and one DVD so what do I pick?

Do I get DIAURA’s new DVD or do I pick up an Arlequin DVD

Then do I buy CHE DO A RA by DIMLIM, or 0.1g no gosan’s new best of?

If you guys can suggest even better CD or DVD choices, suggest some! I wanna spend my money wisely XD 

it's been one of those deadman kind of days

god I miss them

Just got back from the doctor. They made it sound a lot worse over the phone than it is in reality! I just have an overactive thyroid, so better than what I expected thyroid issues seem to run in the female side of my family.

So I had a blood test on Thursday and they said they'd call back in three or four days if anything abnormal arose. The receptionist called me back today saying they weren't happy with my blood and needed to see me ASAP, although she also said it's nothing they can't treat, so I guess that means I'm probably in the early stages of something serious? Guess I'll find out on Wednesday... wish me luck, guys. The receptionist did. 😕

Sooo I'm guessing Devil Kitty died again?

So the Pokémon company are hinting at Sinnoh remakes so hard and I honestly cannot wait for confirmation 

So the Pokémon company are hinting at Sinnoh remakes so hard and I honestly cannot wait for confirmation 

I know it came out a few months back but Chanty's most recent mini is really good, much better than the album. I feel like they're much better in short bursts.