少女椿

I have this kind of thoughts too... i'm turning 24 soon and just finishing my career but i see friends forming their family, building their houses, etc and while i'm so happy for them it stresses me to think me in that scenario

@benzaiten._ I've always thought that I will be happy if I'll find somebody and then marry (or not, living together also counts), have my own child, and stuff, but suddenly realized that any kind of -close- relationship is... just... ugh... terrifying? I think I will be happy just to love somebody platonically, watch anime together, go to the liveshows, living -esthetically pleasing- life and sleep separately. I think my current -favorite person- is thinking the same, but I'm totally suck at describing my own feelings to the others so I think I'll just die alone （笑）

And don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty

Keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest

chikan them back 😡throw drinks at them

also im surprised when i still see vkei/ old school looking hosts. once i checked on one of those host ranking sites out of curiosity and the top guys were all pale dudes with bowl cuts 

@nikuman I hate being touched by people I'm not emotionally attached to, so I just run away and started to cry when I got home. It wasn't the first time, the first place in my personal ranking is a really awful situation when I was kissed by a drunk host and he was trying to touch my bra while I was too shocked to run away... 

The original?

2 is the best IMO but also the scariest

@Manabu yep, the original... for me EVERY part is so scary, I know I will hate myself at night 

Once you get to 400 or so posts, you can change the name of your rank

Wait what? You can?!

yup

@Arkady yes, Lareine Machi! The one and the only precious queen of his own rosekingdom ♡ suddenly bought normal version of Chanton l'amour 「l'horloge」today, and can't stop joking about what if when I put together limited and normal versions, he will appear like an angel or something, haha😅 he has an instagram and twitter, but he said he want some privacy, that's why he's rarely with us... just like 20 years ago...

Sadly it doesn't work. I already tried it with my copies of Chanton. 😢

@Arkady  I was really surprised that limited version was much easier to get... and it took me 7 years so get normal, and not used... 

Eiji vs Uyuni vs Sharaku in the ultimate VK gamer tournament....

@Tokage game unit of the NEET army

would watch a version of TRON where it's just all the beep boop vk musicians accidentally uploaded into the digital world

Your more expensive decks come with guides. I personally like Nekro's designs for the Gothic feel, but there's plenty of others.

marisu mizeru

@secret_no_03 suddenly found this! It comes with book, and cards are so aesthetically pleasing... https://www.amazon.co.jp/デラックス版-秘法タロットカード-沖-門土/dp/4408393711

laruku gets a bad rep in the west simply for being mainstream and ~not heavy, but they were fantastic (up until AWAKE in 2005 at least). don't listen to anyone who tells you otherwise. dune, heavenly, ray and awake are all great albums.

@saishuu I know that thing about "mainstream", but I think I love the balance, not really heavy music and deep voice sounds just great ☺ 

I'm an overall fan of their works. The "mainstream" stuff is just as enjoyable for me than anything else. "True" is my personal favorite. My reasons for still liking them are more emotional so I'm always happy to see them release anything solo or otherwise.

if we are reborn, let's meet again

@reminiscing2004 we're both manga maniacs, so this was, like, between the lines wwwww

I mean it's 2020, tanning yourself is a hate crime now 

@Komorebi yep, one day I found myself spending my time and a huge amount of money on stuff unrelated to vkei and (somehow) felt a bit relieved...

Nice, I feel stressed when I do XD

Unsure if sad or glad...

@Wakarimashita I've been waiting for too long and finally forgot what I'm waiting for 🤔

Evangelion: 3.0+1.0 You Can (Not) Delay This Any Further Because I Will Lose My Goddamn Mind