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少女椿

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少女椿 last won the day on June 4 2020

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About 少女椿

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    Kisaki's Errand Boy
  • Birthday 03/08/1992

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  • Location
    東京
  • Interests
    好きな人。友達。漫画。90年代V系。

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  1. Happy new year, and good bye...

    1. Keiyuh

      Keiyuh

      And don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty

      Keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest

  2. The best Christmas and the best year ever... it was scary to choose between NOTHING and IMPOSSIBLE, and it seems we have no way back... love and be loved, MH no minna! 

  3. Rarely post selfies, but here's my poor attempts at being... at being, okay. Feel myself so old, dear jesus... https://wear.jp/sp/romanticist1120/

  4. 少女椿

    Trying to stay cute while thinking about my perspectives being a good mom (to be honest I'm extremely sick, both mentally and physically) Well... who knows...
  5. I wish I could reach this level of prettiness

     

  6. 少女椿

    I was busy with christmas gift for my prescious love, and bought little treasures for myself... I'm a rare guest here, if you're interested in my collection updates, I'm trying to stay active here.
  7. I'm not even sure what's going on, feeling myself absolutely lost. 

  8. 少女椿

    The fuck is going on, but right in the timing i want to kill myself I found out I'm pregnant. Jesus, what a year...
  9. 少女椿

    It's so fun to see when people are mourning when celebrities talks about depression or committed suicide, but when it comes to the closest relationships, friends, parents, they always, like, "you? Depression? Pff, no", when I'm trying to describe my feelings and thinking about suicide, trying to get help, everyone pretending that nothing happens at all. I dont want to deal with it. When I was 15, I thought it would be good to die at 35. I'm turning 28 next week, and the last couple of weeks my mind was changed. Doesn't matter how hard I try, I'm tired. I have no interest in life. Tired to change myself for being good for everyone, to be worth to hear a single cheerful word. I'm not sure I want to wait until 35. If life brings nothing but pain, there's no reason to wait? Too deep thoughts for the lunch break, huh... I'm working with people who turned 95, 98, 100, 102. I'm here I am, almost 28, moving like a puppet doll, emotionless, trying to hide tears. Forgot how to live without "I want to die, I want to die, I want to die" in my head, every day, every fucking second.
  10. 少女椿

    Why it's so hard to stop spending money on clothes...
  11. Doesn't matter how many battles I've won growing up from UWU KAWAII BANGYA MARRY ME to my current self, mentally strong and responsible, how many "friends" were lost just because I felt myself emotionally abused, but society and "fandom" are rejecting that fact that people are tending to grow up and change their selves and their lives. This isn't even fun anymore, but I can't stop thinking I was trying too hard to see I've got literally nothing, this kind of "zero" you may describe as "stability". I'm drained.

  12. 少女椿

    Literally my life.
  13. 少女椿

    Nostalgic.
  14. 少女椿

    Your daily dose of your personal retro manga girl Trying to catch birthday mood, ah...
  15. What the fck is going on here

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