Ultra Silvam
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Kana was diagnosed with adjustment disorder in January 2018 and he told the president of B'Forest Inc., but the president didn't understand and told him he was sick and fired him. In March he got an attorney and in June he filed a lawsuit against the president for power harassment and for money he was owed. In the first trial it was confirmed that B'Forest Inc. owed Kana 3.2 million yen and that the president did indeed partake in power harassment. The court ordered B'Forest Inc. to pay Kana 3.7 million yen. However the president made an appeal, and at the appeal hearing in August 2020 they reached a settlement in Kana's favor of 3.3 million yen and an apology for the president's lack of consideration towards Kana's disorder. Kana received the settlement in September.
He couldn't write about it before because it was part of the trial, but he had been suffering from power harassment for years and eventually developed adjustment disorder because of it. Apparently the president never admitted to power harassment. Kana does not forgive the harassment and was initially adamant about the court's decision because he didn't want it to keep happening to his former label mates, but after the president appealed he just decided to accept the settlement. He wants his former label mates to be paid properly or to stop working for the label. He also made it a point to say that the president did apologize so no one should slander him or harass him because of this.In regards to how he's doing he says he is physically and mentally healthy. The trial took a long time and he had to get treatment for his disorder but he's glad he worked so hard and was rewarded by the trial. He didn't want to leave all the people that were concerned about him without answers, and he wanted to talk about his feelings over the last two and a half years, so this is why he made the post now. He would like to return to the stage again some day and hopes everyone is doing well during these times.
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I obviously can't speak for everyone but I don't think the change in style is why most people here are criticizing them. Sure, not everyone was happy about their new sound and lack of makeup, but if they genuinely wanted to do something else than I ain't mad at them for doing it.
The problem for me is that when I think about Dimlim (Retsu aside) the most recent thing I can remember is how bad and confusing the band's marketing was during the release of MISC. That sticks out to me way more than the actual music on MISC, despite me listening to it several times.
And this is the most recent thing I remember because they haven't given me anything to think about since MISC, and that was nearly a year ago now. I understand why they couldn't do their planned shows, but they haven't really done anything else in the meantime. No real updates or engagements.
And I honestly don't think I've ever felt this way with any other active band. Of course bands have released albums I didn't like, but my last thought about them was always "Oof, I wish that sounded better," and not "Oof, I wish they released the album on time and didn't let their guitarist on Instagram and didn't go silent for a year."
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5 hours ago, zerozeroninex said:Now I think Retsu (and Sho) got disillusioned with vk,they intentionally wrote a math rock album and blocked old fans to weed out vk fans lol.
That's just not a good look though. Almost their entire fanbase before MISC was made up of vk fans and metal fans, so for them to purposefully shut them out isn't really a good move imo. No one said they had to keep being visual kei, and if they just stopped dressing up and dropped the album I don't think anyone would have had a big problem. But Retsu renouncing vk and blocking old fans and the entire lyrical concept of MISC seeming like a jab at people who didn't like their stylistic change - well that's a good way to get people to stop caring about your band. Not to mention that the actual releasing of MISC was handled very badly with it being delayed several times, having confusing info on whether it was going to be digital only or physical, nearly no previews, and then Retsu with his "essence" and anti piracy antics at that time... I think they effectively managed to push away a good proportion of their old fanbase with all that.
They might be getting some positive attention outside of Japan, and they seem to have prioritized that over Japanese fans anyway considering their international bookings and Retsu doing that one interview video in English lol, but COVID put a stop to those shows so what are they doing for their new fans now? They released Kidoairaku on streaming services which is nice and all, but even their plans for an international merch store haven't quite worked out. I get that this year has been really tough but I just question where they're going to get the money to keep going with this band. They seem really inactive at the moment and that's usually not a good sign - even in these times.
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Website is back up along with a new Facebook and an official note page.
https://www.facebook.com/DeviloofOfficial/
https://note.com/deviloofofficial
Their EU tour also seems to be officially cancelled now instead of just postponed... Seems like they have new management.
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Romaji lyrics to 管 (Kuda) have already been posted by violetchain
I'm including them here for the purpose of completion
管 （Kuda）
Kanji:
Spoilerあなたの願いは此処にはないでしょう？
見つめた先にある潤む赤い瞳
ヒトとは不思議です 愛が見える事
絡まる想いは【管】となるでしょう
か け が え の な い 世 界
傷をなぞり 確かめ合い
優しい声に眠る夜へ
僕の前に微笑む君はいない
幾重に重ねた生命の回路図は
限りある数え歌 奏でる心音
愛とは不思議です 一つになれる事
か弱く静かに【管】を繋ぐでしょう
夢の先の明かりは僕等には遠すぎて
触れ合えず生き絶え
目を閉じ地に還る
傷をなぞり 確かめ合い
優しい声に眠る夜へ
僕の前に微笑む君はいない
離れぬように 名を呼び合い
流れる時に怯えながら
繋がった温もりにただ揺られて
Romaji:
SpoilerAnata no negai wa koko ni wa naideshou?
Mitsumeta saki ni aru nijimu akai hitomi
Hito to wa fushigidesu Ai ga mieru koto
Karamaru omoi wa “kuda” to narudeshou
Ka Ke Ga E No Na I Se Kai
Kizu o nazori Tashikameai
Yasashii koe ni nemuru yoru e
Boku no mae ni hohoemu kimi wa inai
Ikue ni kasaneta inochi no kairozu wa
Kagiri aru kazoeuta Kanaderu shinon
Ai to wa fushigidesu Hitotsu ni nareru koto
Kayowaku shizuka ni “kuda” o tsunagudeshou
Yume no saki no akari wa bokura ni wa tousugite
Fureaezu iki tae
Me o tojichi ni kaeru
Kizu o nazori Tashikameai
Yasashii koe ni nemuru yoru e
Boku no mae ni hohoemu kimi wa inai
Hanarenu you ni Na o yobiai
Nagareru toki ni obienagara
Tsunagatta nukumori ni tada yurarete
アンドロイドと果実 （Android to Kajitsu）
Kanji:
Spoiler感情が出せないよ 夢見てる「異常」
泣いて笑った世界が理解できなくてショートした
こっそりと隠していた「退化」への経路同じモノだらけの鏡のようでした
ツクリモノ
何処まで行けど同じ顔だけ
此処にはキミとボクだけが無数で見渡せど其処には希望はない
なぜ存在してるの？
このままでいいの？空っぽのどこかで
聞こえた気がしたんだ
いつまで生きればいいんだろう
気付き出した【プログラムエラー】は修復不可能にした
感覚がおかしいよ 動き出した「異常」
禁断に踏み入れた 後戻りは不可
たった一つの果実を求め始めた
行列を成したツクリモノたちが
崩れた秩序止められやしない
奪い合う世界止められやしない
此処まで来ても同じ顔だけ
此処にもキミとボクだけが無数で
見渡せど何処にも希望はない
ヒトツになりたいの
流れた何かが 空っぽのどこかで
確かに感じたんだ
キミと今管を繋いで
気付いたんだ【プログラムエラー】は
永遠を「削除」した
目の前の果実をただ見つめてた
キミトコレヲカジレバ ヒトツニナレルカナ
Romaji:
SpoilerKanjou ga dasenaiyo Yumemiteru "ijou"
Naite waratta sekai ga rikai dekinakute shouto shita
Kossori to kakushiteita "taika" e no keiro onaji monodarake no kagami no youdeshita
Tsukurimono
Doko made ikedo onaji kao dake
Koko ni wa kimi to boku dake ga musuu de miwatase do soko ni wa kibou wa nai
Naze sonzai shiteruno?
Kono mamade ii no? Karappo no doko ka de
Kikoeta ki ga shita nda
Itsu made ikireba ii ndarou
Kizukidashita “puroguramu eraa” wa shuufuku fukanou ni shita
Kankaku ga okashiiyo Ugokidashita "ijou”
Kindan ni fumiireta Atomodori wa fuka
Tatta hitotsu no kajitsu o motomehajimeta
Gyouretsu o nashita tsukurimonotachi ga
Kuzureta chitsujo tomerareyashinai
Ubaiau sekai tomerareyashinai
Koko made kite mo onaji kao dake
Koko ni mo kimi to boku dake ga musuude
Miwatasedo doko ni mo kibou wa nai
Hitotsu ni naritaino
Nagareta nani ka ga Karappo no doko ka de
Tashika ni kanjita nda
Kimi to ima kuda o tsunaide
Kizuita nda “puroguramu eraa” wa
Eien o "sakujo" shita
Me no mae no kajitsu o tada mitsumeteta
Kimitokorewokajireba Hitotsuninarerukana
箱庭 （Hakoniwa）
Kanji:
Spoiler足跡を辿って とても長く遥か
水面に映った白い羽見上げた
季節が変わりゆく瞬間と似た
あなたのその面影も少しずつ思い出になる様に
最後に見たあなたの涙
記憶をそっと締め付けるずっと
足跡を辿って とても遠く静か
見上げればいつも思い馳せているんだ
季節が変わりゆく瞬間と似た
あなたのその面影も少しずつ思い出になる様に
最後に見たあなたの涙
記憶をそっと締め付けるずっと
もう戻れない
いつかきっと薄れて
追憶の瞳に残した箱庭探したんだ
届かない今もきっと
季節が変わりゆく瞬間と似た
あなたのその面影も少しずつ思い出になる様に
最後に見たあなたの涙
今でもそっと締め付けるずっと
もう戻らない だけどずっといつまでも
Romaji:
SpoilerAshiato o tadotte Totemo nagaku haruka
Minamo ni utsutta shiroi hane miageta
Kisetsu ga kawariyuku shunkan to nita
Anata no sono omokage mo sukoshi zutsu omoide ni naru you ni
Saigo ni mita anata no namida
Kioku o sotto shimetsukeru zutto
Ashiato o tadotte totemo touku shizuka
Miagereba itsumo omoi haseteiru nda
Kisetsu ga kawariyuku shunkan to nita
Anata no sono omokage mo sukoshi zutsu omoide ni naru you ni
Saigo ni mita anata no namida
Kioku o sotto shimetsukeru zutto
Mou modorenai
Itsuka kitto usurete
Tsuioku no hitomi ni nokoshita hakoniwa sagashita nda
Todokanai ima mo kitto
Kisetsu ga kawariyuku shunkan to nita
Anata no sono omokage mo sukoshi zutsu omoide ni naru you ni
Saigo ni mita anata no namida
Ima demo sotto shimetsukeru zutto
Mou modoranai Dakedo zutto itsu made mo
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リビドー （Libido）
Kanji:
Spoiler今裏切りの【ストーリー】
始めましょう指踊らせて
愛なら答えはないさ
突き放す君は無意味さ
混ざり合う色 花弁に塗り潰したい
愛と憂いの狭間に置き去りにして
ゆらゆらゆら
解き放つのは【メランコリー】
ゆらゆらゆら
甘い眩暈 時の箍を外した
お気に召したら淡い夢を見て
お気の済むまで溺れていて
まだ透明の【スチューピッド】
続けましょう吐息絡ませ
さよなら戻れはしないさ
謳歌する此処では無意味さ
ゆらゆらゆら
溶け合ったらそれは【ドリーミン】
ゆらゆらゆら
曖昧記憶 唇から溢れて
ゆらゆらゆら
全て朽ちてゆくの【フォーリン】
眼を覚ましたらこの世界でずっと
心ゆくまで笑っていて
Romaji:
SpoilerIma uragiri no “sutourii”
Hajimemashou yubi odorasete
Ainara kotae wa naisa
Tsukihanasu kimi wa muimi sa
Mazariau iro Hanabira ni nuritsubushitai
Ai to urei no hazama ni okizari ni shite
Yurayura yura
Tokihanatsu no wa “merankorii”
Yurayura yura
Amai memai Toki no taga o hazushita
Oki ni meshitara awai yume o mite
Oki no sumu made oboreteite
Mada toumei no “suchuupiddo”
Tsuzukemashou toiki karamase
Sayonara modore wa shinaisa
Ooka suru koko de wa muimi sa
Yurayura yura
Tokeattara sore wa “doriimin”
Yurayura yura
Aimai kioku Kuchibiru kara afurete
Yurayura yura
Subete kuchiteyuku no “fourin”
Me o samashitara kono sekai de zutto
Kokoroyuku made waratteite
悪路 （Akuro）
Kanji:
Spoiler当たり障りのない 無菌室留まった
毒入りの台詞を 今此処で放つ
泣き言だらけの世の中に 足元ばかりをすくわれる
なれもしない平穏夢見 美麗を美麗を求めてさ
アスファルト慣れした 兵隊擬き達
ネンネンコロリトネムリナサイ
繰り返しの笑顔で
止まってんな
橙色した空の下 裸足で道無き道歩いて
終わりの見えない問題に 答えを答えを押し込んで
時代の空は何色か
泣き言だらけの世の中に 足元ばかりをすくわれる
なれもしない平穏夢見 美麗を美麗を求めてさ
擦り傷だらけの人生に 血の味だけがフルコースです
舌なめずりしたケモノに 報いを報いを願ってさ
Romaji:
SpoilerAtarisawari no nai Mukinshitsu tomatta
Doku iri no serifu o Ima koko de hanatsu
Nakigotodarake no yononaka ni Ashimoto bakari o sukuwareru
Nare mo shinai heion yumemi Birei o birei o motometesa
Asufaruto nare shita Heitai modo kitachi
Nennenkororitonemuriasai
Kurikaeshi no egao de
Tomattenna
Daidaiiro shita sora no shita Hadashi de michi naki michi aruite
Owari no mie nai mondai ni Kotae o kotae o oshikonde
Jidai no sora wa naniiro ka
Nakigotodarake no yononaka ni Ashimoto bakari o sukuwareru
Nare mo shinai heion yumemi Birei o birei o motometesa
Surikizudarake no jinsei ni Chi no aji dake ga furukousudesu
Shitanamezuri shita kemono ni Mukui o mukui o negattesa
未来計画 （Mirai Keikaku）
Kanji:
Spoiler周り見えない 夢はない 外に用はない
そんな夜型故に
無惨 騒ぐワイドショー尻目に
アイスあったっけ どうだっけ
甘え足りない 意味はない 日向はまだない
汚い生き物の上に
悲惨 世の木霊する戯言に殺到 筆頭したい
未来への計画はどうにでもなるくせに
僕への現実は明確なようです
明日は見えない 分からない 曜日も知らない
こんな僕を大事に
普段鳴らない母からの着信
ハッと ミュートした
何も知らない 言ってない 見せられはしない
僕の哀れな姿に
落胆させる事ばかりの日々
ずっと塞いでいた
あの頃の僕もそうでした
向き合えない事に
ホントは心に決めていた
ただ僕には羽が見えなかった
未来への計画はどうにでもなるくせに
僕への現実は明確だよ
明日の世界は不確かで震えるけど
もうすぐ僕はさ 羽広げ飛ぶんだ
Romaji:
SpoilerMawari mienai Yume wa nai Soto ni you wa nai
Sonna yorugata yueni
Muzan Sawagu waidoshou shirime ni
Aisu attakke Doudakke
Amae tarinai Imi wa nai Hinata wa mada nai
Kitanai ikimono no ue ni
Hisan Yo no kodama suru tawagoto ni sattou Hittou shitai
Mirai e no keikaku wa dou ni demo naru kuse ni
Boku e no genjitsu wa meikakuna youdesu
Asu wa mienai Wakaranai Youbi mo shiranai
Konna boku o daiji ni
Fudan naranai haha kara no chakushin
Hatto Myuuto shita
Nani mo shiranai Ittenai Miserare wa shinai
Boku no awarena sugata ni
Rakutan saseru koto bakari no hibi
Zutto fusaideita
Ano koro no boku mo soudeshita
Mukiaenai koto ni
Honto wa kokoro ni kimeteita
Tada boku ni wa hane ga mienakatta
Mirai e no keikaku wa dou ni demo naru kuse ni
Boku e no genjitsu wa meikakudayo
Ashita no sekai wa futashikade furuerukedo
Mousugu boku wa sa Hane hiroge tobu nda
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I tend to treat re-recordings and originals as two different songs. It doesn't bother me when bands re-record their songs as long as it sounds somewhat different or the production is better. But I honestly can't think of an re-recordings that are carbon copies of their original anyway. I feel like it's always worth their time because it's probably less effort than writing a new song, and it's something they can put on their new album/single. However of course that doesn't mean it's worth the fans time or money...
My favorite remakes are Etsu to Utsu and Kyoka Suigetsu from Kiryu's 2007-2017 album. I don't listen to the originals of those songs anymore. Etsu to Utsu was my favorite Kiryu song after it came out and I never thought they would top it, so I was pleasantly surprised when they did with the re-recording.
I also love most of the songs from Liphlich's first acoustic album, and I think that's a great example of remaking songs with purpose. Obviously a lot of changes had to go into making those songs acoustic and I don't think they were remade just to sound better or new.
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くしゃみ (Kushami)
Kanji:
Spoiler痛い痛いよ視線が
何見てんだよモラリスト
無防備なスカートの下
誰かが僕の噂をしてる
くしゃみが出そうだ
出るぞ出るぞ出るぞ射るぞ
へっくしょん
噂に脳が犯されて
鼻のカウパー垂れ流し
噂に皆んな犯されて
見えないものが見えてるの？
誰かが僕の噂をしてる
くしゃみが出そうだ
「へ」っくしょん
どいつもこいつもまた
噂噂の亡者だし
本物は僕だけなのに
痛い痛いよ視線が
何見てんだよモラリスト
無防備なスカートの下
さぁ出ておいで
左の穴かな？右の穴かな？
ムズムズするのどこかな
へっくしょん
Romaji:
SpoilerItai itai yo shisen ga
Nani mite nda yo morarisuto
Muboubi na sukaato no shita
Dareka ga boku no uwasa o shiteru
Kushami ga de sou da
Deruzo deruzo deruzo iruzo
Hekkushon
Uwasa ni nou ga okasarete
Hana no kaupaa tarenagashi
Uwasa ni minna okasarete
Mienai mono ga mieteru no?
Dareka ga boku no uwasa o shiteru
Kushami ga de sou da
“He” kkushon
Doitsu mo koitsu mo mata
Uwasa uwasa no monodashi
Honmono wa boku dake na no ni
Itai itai yo shisen ga
Nani mite nda yo morarisuto
Muboubi na sukaato no shita
Saa dete oide
Hidari no ana kana? Migi no ana kana?
Muzumuzu suru no doko kana
Hekkushon
ゴミ漁り純恋歌 (Gomi Isari Junkoi Uta)
Kanji:
Spoiler晴れわたった青い空
朝に僕は目を覚ました
いけない事だとわかってる
僕を止められない
あの子の部屋のカーテン
ピンク色のハート柄
そろそろあの子が
燃えるゴミを出すこの時間
禁断症状君が捨てた
昨日のお弁当のカス
禁断症状君が捨てた
謎めいているこのティッシュ
禁断症状君が捨てた
すごいくたびれた歯ブラシ
禁断症状君が捨てた
僕が送ったラブレター
黒い僕が喜んでる
宝物が増えたんだと
今夜のおかずはほら
昨日の君の箸
僕は君と純粋に
公園や遊園地とか
素敵なデートをして
ペロペロチューがしたいだけ
澄み渡った星空を
いつか君と見てみたい
そんな事ばかり
夜になると考えている
Romaji:
SpoilerHarewatatta aoi sora
Asa ni boku wa me o samashita
Ikenai koto da to wakatteru
Boku o tomerarenai
Ano ko no heya no kaaten
Pinku iro no haato gara
Sorosoro ano ko ga
Moeru gomi o dasu kono jikan
Kindan shoujou kimi ga suteta
Kinou no o bentou no kasu
Kindan shoujou kimi ga suteta
Nazo meiteiru kono tisshu
Kindan shoujou kimi ga suteta
Sugoi kutabireta ha burashi
Kindan shoujou kimi ga suteta
Boku ga okutta raburetaa
Kuroi boku ga yorokonderu
Takaramono ga fueta nda to
Konya no okazu wa hora
Kinou no kimi no hashi
Boku wa kimi to junsui ni
Kouen ya yuuenchi toka
Sutekina deito o shite
Peropero chuu ga shitai dake
Sumiwatatta hoshizora o
Itsuka kimi to mite mitai
Sonna koto bakari
Yoru ni naru to kangaete iru
囚人番号07番は愛した (Shuujin Bangou 07 Ban wa Aishita)
Kanji:
Spoilerまた囚人番号07番は
檻の中で昨日の君に手を伸ばした
声も文字も隔離されたまま
今日も冷たいベッドの上で目を覚ました
温もり思い出す午前10時
腕の重さが恋しくて
お揃いの手錠はずして
約束の首輪で飼って
なんでもするさ僕は床さえも舐める
執行猶予もなくて
刑期は重くなって行く
声聞かせて首噛ませて死んで
逃げ出してもまた気がついたら
檻の中で手を伸ばして叫んでいる
嫉妬束縛君を欲しがるほど抜け出せない檻の中で
返せ
囚人番号07番はされでも君を愛した
囚人番号07番は昨日の君叫んでる
お揃いの手錠はずして
約束の首輪で飼って
なんでもするさ僕は床さえも舐める
執行猶予もなくて
刑期は重くなって行く
声聞かせて首噛ませて死んで
Romaji:
SpoilerMata shuujin bangou 07 ban wa
Ori no naka de kinou no kimi ni te o nobashita
Koe mo moji mo kakuri sareta mama
Kyou mo tsumetai beddo no ue de me o samashita
Nukumori omoidasu gozen 10 ji
Ude no omo sa ga koishikute
O soroi no tejou hazushite
Yakusoku no kubiwa de katte
Nandemo surusa boku wa yuka sae mo nameru
Shikkou yuuyo mo nakute
Keiki wa omoku natteiku
Koe kikasete kubi kamasete shinde
Nigedashite mo mata ki ga tsuitara
Ori no naka de te o nobashite sakendeiru
Shitto sokubaku kimi o hoshigaru hodo nukedasenai ori no naka de
Kaese
Shuujin bangou 07 ban wa sare demo kimi o aishita
Shuujin bangou 07 ban wa kinou no kimi sakenderu
O soroi no tejou hazushite
Yakusoku no kubiwa de katte
Nandemo surusa boku wa yuka sae mo nameru
Shikkou yuuyo mo nakute
Keiki wa omoku natteiku
Koe kikasete kubi kamasete shinde
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I love this Liphlich one for the aesthetics and for how nicely the theme fits with the actual music.
I also really liked Veltro by the Gallo one when it first came out because hail satan edgy > i'm a psycho edgy
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I sort mine by most favorite to least favorite. It's more convenient for me to have what I listen to the most at the top of my rack. I've tried alphabetical before but I just get lazy about it when I acquire new CD's.
I keep my western and Japanese CD's separate, mostly just due to spacing issues and my aforementioned laziness. I bought most of my western CD's before any of my Japanese ones and kept them on one rack. I only really started buying Japanese CD's once that rack was already full, and I just didn't wanna reorganize them tbh
Total Saikou reacted to this -
If my translation is correct, than the website says that Ray is directing all the vocals on Angel's Cry and that it's their first melodic speed metal song. Well I don't exactly know what melodic speed metal is tbh, but I'm excited now and really hoping this turns out well.
The website also says that Keisuke composed Devil's Calling and Daiki composed Angel's Cry, and they're based off of demos they received from a musician they respect.
benzaiten._ reacted to this -
I'm hoping these are just revamps of his old compositions and he's doing this to show that he's improved, or something. Not that his old compositions were bad though (at least not imo)
Also the band's twitter still lists Hiroto as their drummer, but Hiroto did post on his instagram a few days ago that he got married, so perhaps he's just been busy lol
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On 12/9/2019 at 11:47 AM, Tokage said:i'm incredibly sure those are all jojo poses but i can't for the life of me remember which characters they're supposed to be imitating lol
I think it's based on this picture for sure, but I also can't figure out the specific poses they're doing. (It's really bothering me tho so someone help us!!)
Spoiler
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首輪教育のすすめ (Kubi wa Kyouiku no Susume)
Kanji:
Spoiler鳥籠囲われた首輪に名があるのなら
井の中の蛙と分からずとも人間だろう
あなたの無個性な宿題が人の脳を馬鹿にする
剥いた皹
無意味な意味
不気味な死期にも良く似ている
どうせ歌になる餌を排泄するためだけの価値を
何も捨てれない癖に結果パパには捨てられたよ
もうぐるぐるまわる
ぐるぐるまわる
しなやかなその剃刀
躊躇いもなくボクが飛び散ってく
呼吸をしてる
呼吸をしてる
何故だ息苦しくなる？
ぐるぐる血を流して
ぐるぐる歌を垂れ流せ
「メイクは■■と同じにしなさい」
その日に顔面真っ黒にした
「自我があるなら音楽は辞める」
正気なら音楽に騙された？
切り刻んで転んだこの死体
意味刻んで殺したこの時代
アンダーライン引いた嫌煙者の権限は？
だって君の飼い犬じゃない
綺麗なモノ見過ぎて色眼鏡が目を馬鹿にする
まるでゴミでも見るような小さな黒目が可愛らしい
半額シール貼られた安楽死故の細切れ肉
言葉で人は殺せる
苦しんだほうが新鮮かな？
もうぐるぐるまわる
ぐるぐるまわる
義務でもない再教育
此処は色のない籠の中だから
裸足で逃げて
裸足で逃げた
思春期の午前３時
まだまだ夜明けはまだ
ママから飛んだ血の部屋着
ぐるぐる回る
ぐるぐる回る
表現の自己救済
どうしてそんなにいじめてくれるの？
ぐるぐる回る
ぐるぐる回る
ひとりふたりまた消える
教えて？次は誰だ？
首輪に名前がない
Romaji:
SpoilerTorikago kakowareta kubiwa ni na ga aru no nara
I no naka no kawazu to wakarazu tomo ningen darou
Anata no mukosei na shukudai ga hito no nou o baka ni suru
Muita hibi
Mu imi na imi
Fu kimi na shiki ni mo yoku nite iru
Douse uta ni naru esa o haisetsu suru tame dake no kachi o
Nani mo suterenai kuse ni kekka papa ni wa suterareta yo
Mou guruguru mawaru
Guruguru mawaru
Shinayaka na sono kamisori
Tamerai mo naku boku ga tobichitteku
Kokyuu o shiteru
Kokyuu o shiteru
Naze da ikigurushiku naru?
Guruguru chi o nagashite
Guruguru uta o tarenagase
“Make wa ■■ to onaji ni shinasai”
Sono hi ni ganmen makkuro ni shita
“Jiga ga arunara ongaku wa yameru”
Shouki nara ongaku ni damasareta?
Kirikizande koronda kono shitai
Imikizande koroshita kono jidai
Underline hiita ken'ensha no kengen wa?
Datte kimi no kai inu janai
Kirei na mono misugite iro megane ga me o baka ni suru
Marude gomi de mo miru you na chiisana kurome ga kawairashii
Hangaku shiiru harareta anraku shi yue no komagire niku
Kotoba de hito wa koroseru
Kurushinda hou ga shinsen ka na?
Mou guruguru mawaru
Guruguru mawaru
Gimu de mo nai sai kyouiku
Koko wa iro no nai kago no naka dakara
Hadashi de nigete
Hadashi de nigeta
Shishun ki no gozen 3 ji
Mada mada yoake wa mada
Mama kara tonda chi no heyagi
Guruguru mawaru
Guruguru mawaru
Hyougen no jiko kyuusai
Dou shite sonna ni ijimete kureru no?
Guruguru mawaru
Guruguru mawaru
Hitori futari mata kieru
Oshiete? Tsugi wa dare da?
Kubiwa ni namae ga nai
左手はスナッフフィルム (Hidarite wa Snuff Film)
Kanji:
Spoiler感情が邪魔になるの
排水溝へと流れ落ちては
嫌な依存思い出す
貴方の左手を冷凍保存してしまいたいの
ずっと腐らないように
「切断」
スナッフフィルムのように
「切断」
それは愛しき切断です
「切断」
槌ってみた過去だって
「切断」
理想が死んだ現在こそ
「切断」
スナッフフィルムのように
「切断」
本当の私を失った。
Romaji:
SpoilerKanjou ga jama ni naru no
Haisuikou e to nagareochite wa
Iya na izon omoidasu
Anata no hidarite o reitou hozon shite shimaitai no
Zutto kusaranai you ni
“Setsudan”
Snuff film no you ni
“Setsudan”
Sore wa itoshiki setsudan desu
“Setsudan”
Tsuchitte mita kako datte
“Setsudan”
Risou ga shinda ima koso
“Setsudan”
Snuff film no you ni
“Setsudan”
Hontou no watashi o ushinatta.
nxbitakinema and ryuchan reacted to this -
I think that if you want to confront him about it and you feel confident then you should at least try. You're gonna have to stay calm throughout the entire thing though since self proclaimed assholes love to argue. You can't change someone else's behavior for them though.
I grew up with some family members who were aggressive and ignorant so I just avoided them at all costs. It wasn't an ideal solution or one that made me happy, but it was a lot better than actually interacting with them and I didn't have any other choice anyway. I just spent most of my time in my room and I never spoke to or looked at these people unless I absolutely had to. I wouldn't respond when they made stupid comments towards me, even if the comments were actually hurtful.
I never confronted anyone because I was too afraid to. Now I sometimes imagine what it would've been like back then if I did confront them. I think that the only way it would've worked is if I played really nice and pretend to care about their feelings while coming to some sort of compromise, so they felt like they were getting something out of it too. That's high effort manipulation though, but if you don't mind doing something like that then it might be worth thinking about.
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All lyrics written as they are in the booklet and romanized to the best of my ability.
変なメリーゴーランド
Kanji:
Spoilerさあどうぞ跨ってごらん
ようこそ恐怖とご対面だ
劣悪なメリーゴーランド
ホラーショー
変なメリーゴーランド
脚がない少女の跨る
タラタラ垂れたは
まわるまわるメリーゴーランド
変なメリーゴーランド
ぼくの木馬のこの人だあれ？
まさか真っ逆さま
悲劇にしてみては美しい鬱
劣悪なメリーゴーランド
ホラーショー
変なメリーゴーランド
何故ぼくら括り付けられる？
真っ暗な枕はトラウマの成長記録
変なメリーゴーランド
恐怖を克服してみましょう
汚い消えない横たわる墮落した夢
変なメリーゴーランド
まわる代わり代わるメリーゴーランド
もうやめて
もうやめて
「これが貴方の望む治療法(セラピ)なの？」
Romaji:
SpoilerSaa douzo matagatte goran
Youkoso kyoufu togo taimen da
Retsuaku na merry go round
Horror show
Henna merry go round
Ashi ga nai shoujo no matagaru
Taratara tareta wa
Mawaru mawaru merry go round
Henna merry go round
Boku no mokuba no kono hito da are?
Masaka massakasama
Higeki ni shite mite wa utsukushii utsu
Retsuaku na merry go round
Horror show
Henna merry go round
Naze bokura kukuritsukerareru?
Makkura na makura wa torauma no seichou kiroku
Henna merry go round
Kyoufu o kokufuku shite mimashou
Kitanai kienai yokotawaru daraku shita yume
Henna merry go round
Mawaru kawari kawaru merry go round
Mou yamete
Mou yamete
“Kore ga anata no nozomu serapi na no?”
嗅覚障害
Kanji:
Spoiler「もはや普通じゃないよ？」
とのたうち回るニオイすらしない
「最初はちょっと痛いけれど、すぐに気持ち良くなれるから」
さあ、始めましょう。
「痛い痛い」
らららららんらららんら
身体はダラダラ
生きているってそうさ素晴らしい
ららら
不安定なだらしない命
死んでいるってそうさ美しい
「2回したい」
嗅覚障害
生きるって痛みだと猛烈に死を意識しよう
Romaji:
Spoiler“Mohaya futsuu janai yo?”
To no tauchimawaru nioi sura shinai
“Saisho wa chotto itai keredo, sugu ni kimochi yoku nareru kara”
Saa hajimemashou
“Itai itai”
La la la la la la la la la
Karada wa daradara
Ikiteirutte sousa subarashii
La la la
Fuantei na darashinai inochi
Shin de irutte sousa utsukushii
“2 kai shitai”
Kyuukaku shougai
Ikirutte itami da to mouretsu ni shi o ishiki shiyou
不味い麻酔
Kanji:
Spoiler不味い麻酔
少数派がもはやそう、量産型だ
不味い麻酔
眼らせてよギプスで隠した月曜、絶望
不味い麻酔
依存だって逃げてまた依存探す
不味い麻酔
不味い麻酔注射針はどこだ？
最低は重なる裏切りも慣れたけど
それすら見慣れない僕に不安は寄り添ってくれた
不味い麻酔
使い回しが効くものを個住と呼んだ
不味い麻酔
奈落だからがラクタな堕落だ
ここに居場所はない逃げれる場所もないけど
「戻れないあの日に僕は確かに壊れたのです」
賞味期限切れの幸せに吐き気がした
「信じるって他人任せの勝手なエゴと知りました」
Romaji:
SpoilerMazui masui
Shousuu ha ga mohaya sou, ryousan gata da
Mazui masui
Merasete yo gipusu de kakushi ta getsuyou, zetsubou
Mazui masui
Izon datte nigete mata izon sagasu
Mazui masui
Mazui masui chuusha hari wa doko da?
Saitei wa kasanaru uragiri mo nareta kedo
Sore sura mi narenai boku ni fuan wa yorisotte kureta
Mazui masui
Tsukaimawashi ga kiku mono o ko juu to yonda
Mazui masui
Naraku dakara ga rakuta na daraku da
Koko ni ibasho wa nai nigereru basho mo nai kedo
“Modorenai no ano hi ni boku wa tashika ni kowareta no desu”
Shoumi kigen kire no shiawase ni hakike ga shita
“Shinjirutte tanin makase no katte na ego to shirimashita”
Rubra
Kanji:
Spoiler神様神様
お願いもう殺して
死に損ねた心はもう生き損ねたの
帰る当てもない真っ白な雪化粧
貴方に喰べられて右脚を失くしたの
ほら、もうおやすみ
見開いた瞳
暖かいママの手布で眠りたい
倖せ振り向くとお決まりが付いてくる
だから後ろ向きなまま過去を思い出す
明日も明後日もその先もきっと
変われない私に問う「倖せですか？」
ママの形見の白頭巾はあの夜に真っ紅に染まってしまったの
不倖を売り終えて声掛けられた
「悪い夢を視てたの？ほら、こちらおいで」
粉雪の舞う夜
足跡は三つ
幸せの絵に見当たらない私に
貴方はただただ暖かかったけど
「優しい嘘が恐怖の始まりでした」
Romaji:
SpoilerKamisama kamisama
Onegai mou koroshite
Shi ni sokone ta kokoro wa mou iki sokone ta no
Kaeru ate mo nai masshiro na yuki keshou
Anata ni taberarete migiashi o nakushita no
Hora, mou oyasumi
Mihiraita hitomi
Atatakai mama no fute de nemuritai
Shiawase furimuku to okimari ga tsuite kuru
Dakara ushiro muki na mama kako o omoidasu
Asu mo asatte mo sono saki mo kitto
Kawarenai watashi ni tou “Shiawase desuka?”
Mama no katami no shirozu kin wa ano yoru ni makka ni somatte shimatta no
Fukou o uri oete koekakerareta
“Warui yume o miteta no? Hora, kochira o ide”
Konayuki no mau yoru
Ashiato wa mittsu
Shiawase no e ni miataranai watashi ni
Anata wa tadatada atatakakattakedo
“Yasashii uso ga kyoufu no hajimari deshita”
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This is my attempt. The lyrics are written in the booklet but it's very disorganized as the lyrics for the songs are all split up and mixed in with each other. I'm pretty confident with 吐瀉物, but 便所2 gave me some trouble that I'll explain at the end of this post.
「吐瀉物」
Kanji:
Spoiler「噛み殺したお味は口に合いませんでしたか？」
台所の三角の中皮肉にも絡まった僕は
不必要だから吐かれたの？胃液ならば軽く済んだの？
イタ…イタ…いた
イタ…イタ…いた
生きたくない？だけど死ねない？
大丈夫、もう死んでた。
けど消えない？だけど消せない？
それを矛盾と笑いますか？
心がない前向きならば
哲学書にでも吐いちゃって
めんなさい。僕はいらない
こわれてく
吐き出すたびに痩せていく
空っぽになっていく君と
蛇口の水は今日も冷たい
から から から
吐ケバ…イタ…ケバ。
固形物だった私の
机には花置かれ嘔
もう綺麗？それさら否定？
いつものように怒りますか？
吐して僕を落として
盗まれた赤子にさえ
気づかない里親たちに
ゲロ吐イタ
「好かれたかったらの殺そう。自分をも個性をもそう。」
Romaji:
Spoiler“Kamikoroshi ta oaji wa kuchi ni aimasendeshitaka?”
Daidokoro no sankaku no naka hiniku ni mo karamatta boku wa
Fuhitsuyou dakara hakareta no? Ieki naraba karuku sunda no?
Ita... Ita... Ita
Ita... Ita... Ita
Iikitakunai? Dakedo shinenai?
Daijoubu, mou shindeta
Kedo kienai? Dakedo kesenai?
Sore o mujun to warai masuka?
Kokoro ga nai maemuki naraba
Tetsugaku sho ni demo hai chatte
Gomennasai. Boku wa iranai
Kowareteku
Hakidasu tabi ni yaseteiku
Karappo ni natte iku kimi to
Jaguchi no mizu wa kyou mo tsumetai
Kara kara kara
To keba... ita... keba.
Kokei butsu datta watashi no
Tsukue ni wa hana okare
Mou kirei? Sore sara hitei?
Itsumo no you ni okorimasuka?
Outoshite boku o otoshite
Nusumareta akago ni sae
Kizukanai satooyatachi ni
Gero haki ita
“Sukaretakattara no korosou. Jibun o mo kosei o mosou.”
(Sukaretakattara korosou. Jibun o mo kosei no korosou.)
「便所2」
Kanji:
Spoiler放尿放尿しようそうしよう放尿
???????
暗い狭い臭い
そこしの不安に
興奮覚えて
自慰行為した
放尿放尿しようそうしよう放尿
???????
大好きなきみが
真上で射顔だ
唾を飲み込んで
舌を出した
ぼくに飲ませて
じょばじょばじょば～
アンモニアです
残さずください
ぼくは平気で差別をする
???????【卑猥な隠語】???????
がきぃ鳴るまで待ちました
放尿放尿しようそうしよう放尿
???????
便所に便槽
きみと眼と眼合っちゃって
ナミダ目になっちゃって
ビンヒールの底で
踏みつけられた
きみに踏まれた
じょばじょばじょば～
生理だったの？
この血はどの血？
気はヒトは嫌いなの
お変態とか気色悪いの
Romaji:
SpoilerHounyou hounyou shiyou shiyou sou shiyou hounyou
???????
Kurai semai kusai
Soko shi no fuan ni
Koufun oboete
Jiikoui shita
Hounyou hounyou shiyou shiyou sou shiyou hounyou
???????
Daisuki na kimi ga
Maue de shagan da
Tsuba o nomikon de
Shita o dashita
Boku ni nomasete
Joba joba joba~
Ammonia desu
Nokosazu kudasai
Boku wa heiki de sabetsu o suru
??????? (Hiwai na ingo) ???????
Gakii naru made machi mashita
Hounyou hounyou shiyou shiyou sou shiyou hounyou
???????
Benjo ni bin sou
Kimi to me to me acchatte
Namida me ni nacchatte
Bin hiiru no soko de
Fumitsukerareta
Kimi ni fumareta
Joba joba joba~
Seiri datta no?
Kono chi wa dono chi?
Ki wa hito wa kirai na no
O hentai toka keshiki warui no
I can't really figure out some of the harsh vocals in 便所2 (hence the ???????) and there's no lyrics leftover. I'm also unsure about the last two lines in 便所2. I can hear the latter half of both lines, but the first halves are definitely different. I think they're just being sung differently than the way the lyrics were written though, since I don't hear those fragments anywhere in either song and I can't find anymore lyrics in the booklet.
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It took a year but I think I finally managed to read the lyric booklet correctly.
Kanji:
Spoiler芸術家タイプの君が今日もまた退屈私しのぎな相手の
芸術家タイプの君が今日もまたアイスピックで優しく殴った
平凡無機質気味な私は瓶詰めの中に詰められながら
平凡無機質気味な私のタイトなソレを発狂に変えた ああああああ
インドレスで El Topo 鑑賞から時計じかけのオレンジで
雨に歌えば交響曲にあなたのお目々もイッちゃってるね
アソコに発情した虫と私の婚約リストの標本で
「良い男を見つけてみなさい。それでね、膨らませてもらいなさい。」
ほどろふ好きい。
発狂発狂発狂発狂発狂発狂発狂
発狂発狂発狂発狂発狂発狂発狂
発狂発狂発狂発狂発狂発狂発狂
発狂発狂発狂発狂発狂発狂発狂
不適切な発情を見ながら自称ナルシストな君は
私がベジタリアンだからって瓶詰め逆さにカチ割った
それでも交尾を続けてる私の肺の中身は真っ黒で
レントゲン上の真っ白な粒の数だけ愛してと願ってました ああああああ
B級ロマンな掃き溜めの中であなたは夢見るナルシスト
ジャーナリズムに欠落しているあなたは夢見るモラリスト
大人になれない少女の手首とあなたは夢見るマゾヒスト
「潔癖症なの…。」あなたが嫌いな私は夢見るオナニスト
ほどろふ好きい。
発狂発狂発狂発狂発狂発狂発狂
発狂発狂発狂発狂発狂発狂発狂
発狂発狂発狂発狂発狂発狂発狂
発狂発狂発狂発狂発狂発狂発狂
発狂発狂発狂発狂発狂発狂発狂
発狂発狂発狂発狂発狂発狂発狂
発狂発狂発狂発狂発狂発狂発狂
発狂発狂発狂発狂発狂発狂発狂
Romaji:
SpoilerGeijutsuka taipu no kimi ga kyou mo mata taikutsu watashi shinogi na aite no
Geijutsuka taipu no kimi ga kyou mo mata aisu pikku de yasashiku nagutta
Heibon muki shitsu kimi na watashi wa binzume no naka ni tsumerare nagara
Heibon muki shitsu kimi na watashi no taito na sore o hakkyou ni kaeta aaaaaa
In doresu de El Topo kanshou kara tokei jikake no orenji de
Ame ni utae ba koukyou kyoku ni anata no omeme mo i- chatte rune
Asoko ni hatsujou shita mushi o watashi no konyaku risuto no hyouhon de
“Yoi otoko o mitsukete minasai. Sore de ne, fukurama sete morainasai.”
Hodorofu suki.
Hakkyou hakkyou hakkyou hakkyou hakkyou hakkyou hakkyou
Hakkyou hakkyou hakkyou hakkyou hakkyou hakkyou hakkyou
Hakkyou hakkyou hakkyou hakkyou hakkyou hakkyou hakkyou
Hakkyou hakkyou hakkyou hakkyou hakkyou hakkyou hakkyou
Futekisetsu na hatsujou o mi nagara jishou narushisuto na kimi wa
Watashi ga bejitorian dakaratte binzume sakasa ni kachiwatta
Sore demo kobi o tsuzuke teru watashi no hai no nakami wa makkuro de
Rentogen ue no masshiro na tsubu no kazu dake aishi te to negatte mashita aaaaaa
B kyuu roman na hakidame no naka de anata wa yumemiru narushisuto
Jaanarizumu ni ketsuraku shite iru anata wa yumemiru morarisuto
Otona ni nare nai shoujo no tekubi to anata wa yumemiru mazohisuto
“Keppeki shou na no....” Anata ga kirai na watashi wa yumemiru onanisuto
Hodorofu suki.
Hakkyou hakkyou hakkyou hakkyou hakkyou hakkyou hakkyou
Hakkyou hakkyou hakkyou hakkyou hakkyou hakkyou hakkyou
Hakkyou hakkyou hakkyou hakkyou hakkyou hakkyou hakkyou
Hakkyou hakkyou hakkyou hakkyou hakkyou hakkyou hakkyou
Hakkyou hakkyou hakkyou hakkyou hakkyou hakkyou hakkyou
Hakkyou hakkyou hakkyou hakkyou hakkyou hakkyou hakkyou
Hakkyou hakkyou hakkyou hakkyou hakkyou hakkyou hakkyou
Hakkyou hakkyou hakkyou hakkyou hakkyou hakkyou hakkyou
Also @Himeaimichu since you asked for this last year
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If the song I'm listening to has a music video or a live video then I tend to think about that. But I'm also one of those people who imagines themselves playing the song lol. I think that stems from my long desire to be an artist.
If I correlate the song with a certain point or person in my life, then I I just think of my memories. I seem to correlate songs to certain feelings of mine, so then I think about all the significant times in my life that I've felt that way. There's some songs I love that I absolutely can't listen to because of that, but I don't think this is "deep" or something that anyone else doesn't experience. For example, the song Slow Rain by Umbrella makes me a bit sad and reminds of loneliness, so I think about the times in my adolescence when I was particularly lonely. On the flip side, Radical Hysteria by Born reminds me of when I was a little punky teenager lol, so I think about those times and laugh.
I wish I could be the type of person who is able to create scenarios in my mind when I listen to music. I think I've tried before but I just can't seem to do it.
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I've had Sepia on repeat for a while and I think I love everything about it, even that super long outro. I had my doubts with their first single but even that has grown on me now. I normally dislike the more "mature" sound, but these guys have managed to break that for me and I actually kinda hope that this becomes their regular sound
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I actually REALLY like censor beeps in songs for some reason and I don't know why. But when a song has one it becomes significantly more interesting to me and I enjoy it a lot more.
I think my favorite example of a censor beep is the one at the 2:40 mark in Takadanobaba Ailen by Kuroyuri to Kage. The placement of it is just perfect; it doesn't cut off any words when it starts or ends. It sounds like there could literally be nothing that the censor is covering, and that intrigues me so much lol
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Kana (ex. Codomo Dragon) posts about his situation
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It's a bit like situational depression. An event has to happen that triggers a significant negative response in someone, and the person ends up having excessive anxious/depressed/abnormal thoughts and behavior. It's usually not permanent though, the person's symptoms improve with treatment and after the stressful event has ended, but if the stressor is ongoing than the disorder can become chronic