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CELESTIAL CIEL

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  1. I feel myself so sick and can't listen to bands I love because of memories about everything happened this year. Fck, I just want some avelcain or RES but when I'm trying to play my winter playlists, and can't stop tears from falling. 

    1. CELESTIAL CIEL

      CELESTIAL CIEL

      I messed up friendship with the most amazing person in this universe because of my homoromanticism, and now when she's too far away I understand I'll love her until the last breath ahahah aaah... Planning suicide right before my 26 birthday, it still looks like a happy ending. 

    2. CELESTIAL CIEL

      CELESTIAL CIEL

      I'm visiting psychiatrist twice a week and he laughing at me. I'm cutting myself again. 

    3. saiko

      saiko

      Your psychiatrist is laughing at you? That's is very far from being ethic. Btw, why don't you try psychoanalisis? Unless you have some symptoms that require the appropriate medication to make them go down (delirium, hallucinations, panic attacks), psychic suffering does not necessarily need pharmaceutical interventions. It's actually a matter of speaking and listening to oneself's deep dilemmas...

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  2. finally, short hair. it was.. unusual. i like it w

  3. GOT MY 2.5MM EARRINGS YAAAY! they are glowing in the dark! xD I can't wear metal piercing so I wear plastics :3

    1. Jun_

      Jun_

      !!! I use 14mm, plastic too :3

    2. CELESTIAL CIEL
    3. Jun_
  4. well i decided to watch evangelion. i was a kid when i watched it last time.

    1. Jigsaw9

      Jigsaw9

      Ah~ nostalgic! :3 I suggest giving a try to the new "rebuild" movies, they're pretty impressive too! (at least the 3 out of 4 that came out so far)

    2. Peace Heavy mk II

      Peace Heavy mk II

      The rebuild movies are fantastic and are a masterpiece on their own.

      Eva is one of my favorite series, especially when it gets super dark / demented. Each time I watch through I get something else out of it. "End of Evangelion" leaves me feeling super vulnerable.

    3. Gaz

      Gaz

      manga is so awesome (except the last chapter)

  5. caught a cold -_- but nothing will keep me from getting drunk tomorrow.

    1. Jigsaw9

      Jigsaw9

      dat's the spirit! 8D

    2. Rize

      Rize

      Wow haha. Get well soon though! ;)

    3. Gaz

      Gaz

      dont drink vodka pls

  6. got cnzq cds and some AWESOME related things. ??ッピー??ロウィン??w

  7. let the default pic war begin! raccoons profiles are going to be refreshed, finally. just as planned.

    1. nekkichi
    2. CELESTIAL CIEL
    3. digi

      digi

      angura raccoons ofc.

      the best raccoons there is.

  8. i hate this disappointing shit like HUMANS in my life. i want to live alone somewhere in the universe and never see them again.

  9. i like to watch the moon, so i think my flat is perfect for it - on 11th floor, I can see all around.

    1. Shir0

      Shir0

      I like it too :D is it full moon now where you live?

    2. CELESTIAL CIEL

      CELESTIAL CIEL

      i don't think moon phase depends of living place so it's the same everywhere https://pp.vk.me/c625523/v625523496/6236/ed7t65sYS6E.jpg

    3. Tetora

      Tetora

      Sounds nice. Praise the Moon!

  10. I came here to realize that I don't like this city. Awful feeling. Mostly because of the letter a got from my friend a day ago.

    1. Tetora

      Tetora

      What's wrong with it?

    2. beni

      beni

      The letter wasn't anything bad right? Hope things will get better for you. Are you there for long?

    3. CELESTIAL CIEL

      CELESTIAL CIEL

      I just realised that I missed a chance to live near friend. I had a choice, but I wanted to live a bit closer to home... Yep, it's my home for the next 4 years at least.

  11. downloaded x japan's discography for the first time after 2008. And guess what. That's AWESOME.

    1. Tetora

      Tetora

      Legendary band.

    2. CELESTIAL CIEL

      CELESTIAL CIEL

      their first song for me was rose of pain in the end of 2008 (autumn? november or near that)

    3. Jigsaw9

      Jigsaw9

      SADISTIC DESIREEEEE ♪

  12. failed alcohol challenge. 

    1. orange~

      orange~

      what's alcohol challenge? :D

    2. CELESTIAL CIEL
    3. orange~

      orange~

      Ok fair enough. Sounded fun tho..

  13. what has been seen cannot be unseen 
    DTNxUKIWsAEhj3Z.jpg 

    DTNxVN1X0AAl8u7.jpg 

    1. CELESTIAL CIEL

      CELESTIAL CIEL

      maybe i was too slow and everyone know about it, but i can't stop laughing(笑)i don't know who are these dezert but they're always hanging out with my fav bands and after this i want to know more about them, hmm...

    2. nick

      nick

      and the 2nd track is named DESSERT.

    3. HotaruFilth

      HotaruFilth

      Ah, Kazuma-san actually said he was surprised when he saw this jacket first. But later they met with this band at some uchiage and the vocalist came to him to apologize for this. He said he respected Kazuma-san too much, so decided to copy the jacket. 

  14. It's so sad that russian goth scene is dead... but I'm really happy that this band is still alive.
    tumblr_p92q8tayWR1rjwcn0o1_540.jpg 

    1. merchenticneurosis

      merchenticneurosis

      Can you recommend any songs? 

    2. CELESTIAL CIEL

      CELESTIAL CIEL

      @merchenticneurosis
      of course! the band have had many lineup changes, and the last lineup is the most stable.
      i like this period, the sound is more hysteric than their early works.

       

       
      this one is from their last album^^



      one of their early lineup, with totally different sound (but still good, i think...)

      https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oMfnVhX39cU 

       

       

      I'm not sure they're easy to get, but I have their discography and i could upload it.

    3. merchenticneurosis

      merchenticneurosis

      I'm digging, sounds great!

  15. Le new GOATBED album this year, f i n a l l y.

    1. yomii

      yomii

      like literally new?

    2. CELESTIAL CIEL

      CELESTIAL CIEL

      @yomii yea, according to Shuuj’s 「身を削って製作する」、 that probability must be high

    3. yomii

      yomii

      hype just got real

  16. it seems jyakura's last vocalist is planning to come back for a while and going to publish details this october (; w ; ) uuuuuwuu babyyy

    1. seikun

      seikun

      I like Jakura, but I'm not excited about comebacks anymore because given the current direction in the scene they won't sound the way I like it (old school VK).

    2. Peace Heavy mk II

      Peace Heavy mk II

      Which? Their first one or the one that was in Pasha / S for like 5 minutes?

    3. CELESTIAL CIEL

      CELESTIAL CIEL

      @seikun I'm not sure it will be jyakura comeback, but he's just super excited about his own "comeback"...

       

      @Peace Heavy mk II ye, that guy from pashya :) their first vocalist was active until 2017 and suddenly disappeared

  17. I can't understand, why some people hate anons, but still use anon services.

    1. Dark Kinma
    2. CELESTIAL CIEL

      CELESTIAL CIEL

      distinctive feature of internets............

  18. Uchuu kyoudai was really cool title. Another filled with drama wtf title...

    1. Gaz

      Gaz

      uchuu kyoudai is complete or still ongoing?

    2. CELESTIAL CIEL
  19. hello, insomnia, long time no see.

    1. nick

      nick

      Hello, satetsu-kun. :3

    2. CELESTIAL CIEL
  20. Two pair of cat's eyes, shining in the darkness of the deep rainy night... I would rank this 'totally scary'. Well my fault, I let them go outside right now.

    1. nekkichi

      nekkichi

      jfc what kind of animal cruelty??? why are you hanging cat's eyes outside??? it's not 1420?? get a lightbulb???????????????

    2. CELESTIAL CIEL

      CELESTIAL CIEL

      wou i laugh i cant

  21. How can I lose weight when next to me are strudels that smells so irresistibly attractive. jesus fucking chriiiiiiist whyyyyyy

    1. Zeus

      Zeus

      give them to me

    2. Biopanda

      Biopanda

      Eat the strudels while jogging, obviously

  22. I got a job ^^~ for two weeks, but.

    1. Shir0

      Shir0

      great :D better than nothing ^^

    2. Dark Kinma

      Dark Kinma

      it's short :/ but better than nothing yes...

  23. where's my snow

    1. Minami

      Minami

      in mountains

    2. CELESTIAL CIEL

      CELESTIAL CIEL

      не ну ?то не круто. е?ли в больших городах нет ?нега в ?то врем? - ?то ебаный от?той.

  24. watch it again and again.
    1. Gaz

      Gaz

      ohhh suppurate! sadly he isn't doing anything like this anymoar :/

    2. CELESTIAL CIEL

      CELESTIAL CIEL

      i know they made jakura covers too. (i'm happy that sup is a member of my vk group (~w~) his tastes are also awesome)

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