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You should keep doing what's best for you. If she's bad for you, stick to your guns

12012's self titled LMAO 

The Gazette's Toxic album. Everyone hates on it but I think it's one of their better ones XD 

Sorry to quote myself/ramble, but update; she's now trying to talk to me again and is being kinda pushy about me responding to her texts. We just don't have any meaningful communication anymore though and I feel kinda burnt out. Every time we meet up, it's just her on her phone ignoring me and me having to wave my hand in front of her face to get her attention. When I eventually do, we just... don't really do anything worth doing. It's draining.

Absolutely agree. I also hate it when plans are made, you know what's happening, you know who's going to be there etc and then on the day some other plans are made and some people are invited that you're not mentally prepared for. Fuck that. 

I don't believe that a the gazette "fan" can hate on toxic.i mean what's there to be hated? One of the most impressive things about this band is that their whole discography is simply stellar ,just some albums more epic than others. Like dim and dogma.

I will agree there. The reason I did not like TMOAB was just the screaming. It gets annoying after a while and I can’t find myself casually listening to it.
 
I like the Insulated World because it was a more laid back album and was just a fun one. The only thing that sucks about was the production, it’s horrible, but I never really cared honestly.

Toxic is fantastic! Catchy ass songs. Stacked Rubbish will always be the best album they have put out though XD

Macabre by Dir En Grey takes the pick.
 
Ask any Diru fan and they’ll say Macabre is their worst. I actually hated this album at first, but have grown to love it (To be fair, I like every Diru album so...lol). 
 
It’s such a diverse album compared to Gauze and was even surprised that a lot of people don’t like it. It’s a lot more heavier and experimental, although I do think it’s hard for newer fans to get into. 

Is it? Isn't Macabre pretty much universally loved among the fans, and generally considered a VK classic?
 
I'd say Missa, tho. Love it.

What a horrible night to have a curse.
 
 « I terrify them, Sypha disorients them, Alucard goes over the top and we support him. »
*Bloody Tears launched*

Absolutely agree. I also hate it when plans are made, you know what's happening, you know who's going to be there etc and then on the day some other plans are made and some people are invited that you're not mentally prepared for. Fuck that. 

I remember a few years ago now, probably about 7/8 years ago, my little brother and I  used to sit and watch this animated kids TV show called Little Wizard Tao. I’m trying to find it online and I cannot. It’s infuriating. 
 
Update: Found it literally 2 seconds after posting this. My life story guys.

Sorting through my meme folder, found this OC gem of mine. This is from a school talent show that was uploaded on YT years ago, where this band in particular was covering a We Came As Romans song. Not long after I gif'd it, they coincidentally took down the video (after a few years of it being up.)
 

got damn i hate it when people just drop shit on me unannounced IRL, esp. when I already had plans in the first place.. like, PLEASE give me some time to mentally prepare before having to interact w/ y'all and shit 

I had a fucking nightmare last night. First one I've had in ages, but it didn't feel like a nightmare when I woke up. I can usually distinguish a dream from a nightmare not from the contents of the dream itself, but from how I feel afterwards. After a nightmare, I usually feel super disoriented, like I don't know if it's PM or AM. Anyways, I have a leaky ceiling in my flat IRL, probably because of a burst pipe (I'mma get it looked at tomorrow). Anyways, in my dream, the water became really, really infectious very quickly and spread to my entire flat. The walls were just covered in this weird, papery brown mould. Now, here's the really weird part; my eyebrows... turned scaly. Like a snake. And I'm pretty sure I had some other horrible illnesses besides that, but I don't quite remember. I was just so scared and I couldn't wake up quickly enough. I think it was a sign that I really need to get that leak looked at (not that it's been there for very long... a week, maybe? And I only noticed it a couple days ago).

On a hot sunny day, I was walking in some dry marshy backyard behind an old decrepid mansion. As I was walking towards a log I noticed something unusual in the ground. It was an enormous crocodile in front of me camoflouged in the mud (I'm talking like Resident evil 2 sized). It started to rise out of the earth and lumber towards me so I ran away back towards where I came. Two others tried to ambush me from that direction so I ran around them. I looked back and saw one of them chomp on a small animal, crushing its bones and popping it open. Terrified, I ran into the old wooden house trying to find safety. Somehow, it had felt like I was there before.
 
I'm noticing this recent pattern of animals wanting to eat my face off.

Soooooo just as an update, even friendship was difficult due to emotions so I had to draw a line and say I couldn't do it any more. I don't want her to get hurt so this is the only way. By her request, I've now blocked her too. Hello again, Loneliness. 
 
I feel really low as we had so much in common and were really attracted to each other. However it was way too much too soon. I know I made the right choice as I stuck to my morals...it just really sucks not having a like-minded person to talk to all day. I feel like I've gone through another break up ugh.
 
This better be worth it. The universe better reward me fucking big time for having a conscience >.<

I have. Kick ass and awesome. In my Top 5 VK albums lol

I'm going to have to go with Toshiya. Toshiya's rhythm is Dir en grey's heart and soul and a lot of the reason why the band sounds so good. I've never felt that kind of connection or groove from any of Kisaki's bands, but Kisaki can play a mean bass. It's really dependent on whose playing style you like more.

Can we just cancel this being an adult membership please? I'm ready to escape on an island and hunt for coconuts XD.

not so much of a random thought but more so something i need to get off my chest ... walked past kyo a couple days ago.  

me, reading this thread first thing in the morning

(･ω･ )ノ hey guys whats going on in this thre-
 
Σ(･Д･;;)
 
(･Д･ ;;) =3 im outta here

I got a henna tattoo. I mostly likely dreamt that because I was out with my grandma yesterday and we saw these DIY henna tattoo things in a shop and she said I should buy one (I didn't, though).