JRD

Panigyao here. MMF was their label until 2006. Then everything was produced by Kana himself;  he wore himself out doing all the managing, producing, making album art, e.t.c and retired, thus ending Panic Channel(save for Meguru doing sessions under Panic Channel with his current project's memebers; also because KYO~YA retired as awell). They were never on sequence; Tomozo is Meguru's close friend, so they got featured on a lot of sequence stuff, but never were signed with the label.

This is gonna be long.

I suffer from  GAD, Social Anxiety, Bi-Polar, and depression. I've been taking these with a lot of meds. including Alprozalam; which in itself is extremely addicting and after a while your body becomes dependent on it. I've been suffering 4 years of trying to ween off of this, which most would consider xanax. I hold a high paying job and working on my graduates in English; the stress level that comes with it combined with my irrational fear of looking people in the eyes, sitting next to people, eating out in public, being around people I don't know would give me extreme anxiety and panic attacks. Xanax would calm me down and destroy this fight or flight response, but I began to abuse it for the littlest of things; like running to the grocery store, shopping, etc. Every day I've been taking less and less of Xanax and my Therapist has been trying to get me into group therapy; but I can't stand being in a room talking about feelings with people I don't know.

What triggered all this was just one acid trip from hell. I've been raving for well over ten years at this point, but a fateful day 5 years ago, at EDC, that changed my life forever. I've always suffered from these symptoms, but the bad acid trip from hell forever changed my life. 

Don't judge the drugs on this kids; once you try something and you like it, there's a fight everyday of your life to resist the urge to stay sober. If it wasn't for my determination to live abroad for 2 years, I would never have been here today. I thought about suicide to end my suffering. I still have the scars from my attempt, but in the end seeing the eyes of the people you love when you struggle to live or die is the most hurtful.

I hacked this account. I've read all the messages and please inbox me anything that I left unfinished 2 years ago. I'll gladly sort everything out. And why fuh am I not an Iconic member. More than 300 of these post have been me uploading rares for you kids.

Dai will come back and everyone is gonna have to choose which forum we want to be apart of. IAMWILL will come back and flame anyone that says anything bad about Diru, and don't forget about KAWON either, e.t.c,

I miss the drama T.T but here's to another 10 years of us BSing and going into our 30s and caring about guys dressing up and looking pretty for underage girls with their over the top host club look and more bad vocals please!?

Got my stuff from Danao today! Item in pristine condition and bubble wrapped. Serious seller and responds quickly. Would definitely do another transaction if another chance arises!

Someone start running Visual Scandal again, then we would not have this problem.

3 hours ago, Gaz said:

wait, are they back at being 5-piece band?

Yep! Suzu rejoined and he wrote 9 songs off the album. Karu(bass) wrote 3, Tsuyoshi(guitar) wrote one song, and the last one is a remake of 紅い糸(of course written by hisato).

I guess Suzu is gonna be the main song writer now because all the songs he wrote are heavy and reminiscent of the first 5 releases. 

As if you guys don't know who this band is already since it's me lol

I think Ten Ten killed MBHI to make a mess of his old bands that doesn't mesh well. You can obvs tell this with Razor because Tatsuya is written the music, and the djent sound and heaviness that came with Tatsuya, went with him to Razor. Seriously Lack.Co is all over the place, I can't find it listenable. I love his vocals, but this band is killing his career and taking a huge dump on it.

Well the band is pretty obscure to begin with, but as soon as I saw the name I knew it was them. The guitarist Jun was in Kiss my way and now he's in More. So I don't know how this is going to play out, since Jun has an influence on the bands sound overall. Well he be in both bands? Or will this just be a one day revival thing.

They're not a new band! OMG THEY'RE COMING BACK??!! YASSS 

This breaks my heart because I've been following his activities since aya and GeNe(which should have lasted longer than they should). I swear I was looking up info on him a week ago to see how his condition was going. He's been fighting cancer since somewhere around the breakup of aya and the formation of GeNe, I believe. Which is like almost 10 years ago. I think it first went successful then it came back and got worse. Most people would have given up, but I think him just wanting to live and make music helped him going.

R.I.P Kentz

I somehow thought this was about Ziggrat; as this band's name is almost exactly the name of a Ziggrat song called 君死二タマフ事勿レ.

25 minutes ago, seurong said:

 

wait what

you mean THE passpo?? (the idol group???)

It was a joke hahaha. This is when they tried to sign a record deal onto their company and the girls had to choose a band. Who knows? Maybe one of them digged rino and he's been doing side projects with them discreetly.

He was secretly working with PASSPO☆after they saw this performance.

Showing what makeup and haircut can do to your face. So the different faces of JRD

Also I lift, so don't come for me.

I'm not gonna even answer with a reply because of how much a hole you dug yourself and midi:nette pouring dirt on you.

I bet for over 10 years I've been on this forum, some of you probably wanted to know how I looked like. If I was a guy, if I was a girl. Well both is correct, because I identify myself as gender fluid. I've always find myself reclusive and introverted and now since I fought my demons I just want to be a new me and just be me.

This is when I feel like being a guy.

Somewhere in between being a guy and girl.

And when I want to be my girl self. And Yes I do go out wearing makeup and all that jazz because California rules.

4 hours ago, jon_jonz said:

Stage fright, seriously ?

But this band has no fans.

He may keep performing with them because no one will be there to scare him 😂

People WHO DON'T HAVE ANY ANXIETY ISSUES to talk about others that do shouldn't say anything. I suffer from extreme anxiety and have to take meds. Especially cause I overthink things through, what can go wrong, what will go wrong, how will it go wrong, constantly going through your head. Seeing how people are judging you. So if you don't have anxiety you don't know shit about what others go through. Not everyone thinks of the world as sunshine and rainbows and everything is fine. Extreme introverts like myself have a difficult time with dealing with anxiety, and your negativity on the situation just shows how much you know on the subject.

Does any know where to get Crude Boy? I really liked their demos and I can't find a shop that sells Crude Boy. At least L-A-E is carrying their next one.

Meguru added me to his personal Twitter(not the public one) I'm so happy. I asked him a few question that confirmed that We're missing 5 extremely rare songs. I hope he send me them one day.

They're called

『混』,『乱』,『番』,『組』,憶測のVenus

I want that live Dist single. I also need to get new single. Fuck me for having to work all the time. I have no time to catch up on anything. Makes me want to quit so I can play pokemon go listen to vk.

FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU live limited. Ten Ten must really hate be in needs of fans.

I fucking love this. I want it.

I hope it goes back to the e chugging djent inspired metalcore thing they were doing before Tetsuya left. Or everyone rejoining and we finally get a My head bursting open call a doctor decent release with I HATE SUNDAY.

Or we get a Chemical Pictures one man tour reunion with Jimmy or a KuRt reunion with a Zill hologram.

One can only dream. Ten Ten, don't break my heart.