karai · ebi

We're all going back to the days of zines for niche shit, I mean I'm already back scrounging through individuals blogspots for one mp3 like it's 2002 since torrents also took the piss so...hello past, I did not miss you.

I did not know about that bill...stuffs gonna get really whack with underground stuff, like a porn prohibition, why are we still going further and further back in time. Also I'm so pissed about tumblr I've been on that piece of shit for 10 years, despite all it's nonsense it was still like a final frontier.

Damn can't view vid, but lol looks like I wasn't the only one who got played by that name haha.

You mean Gregory right? I almost made a thread to ask people to suggest me more stuff that sounded like Disguise on Tear.

Yes go for it, formal lessons for anything are...optional unless you're being a surgeon or something.
Take it from someone who's wasted the past seven years and just now took the initiative to make use of my art. The only thing you can really have is regret, and you don't want that shit on top of everything else that sucks. Just push for whatever you're most passionate for cause it's all that matters really.

Have you considered going back to 7 or XP?

I still use 7 and just turned auto update off...never have any problems.

Since it seems everytime I turn around win10 is giving someone shit or conflict with something don't think I'll ever upgrade. Plus that god awful Start menu.

Love Abraxas,  and speaking of SH, also check out Christophe Frutuoso's Silent Hill inspired music collection if you haven't already.

(There are other artists on the Broken notes collections but...he's definitely the best of them.)

F
man this year sucks

Yeah...I mean there's no question their abilities are still incredible, I saw them live again just last year and finally got to hear Bliss live, but the show opened with Dig Down, and that Cramps cover...plus had one too many Drones songs sprinkled in.

The empath leech passion I just don't feel from Matt's voice anymore.

@saishuu For me I have to disagree,

I liked tracks from BH&R, Hoodoo...Map of the Problematique, Glorious, Assasain, even on The Resistance, the Exogenesis Symphony tracks were beautiful.

Of course I kind of ignored the rest of the album, and just like anyone else I knew that album was a bad sign then, even if I didn't want to accept it. There was just too much happening with me then.

It's not really that I didn't know, I just never willingly acknowledged it concretely. A band that's the first you've ever gotten a chance to see perform live and many times after, and has chronicled years of otherwise lost booze soaked memories for over half your life, is just difficult to let go.

Speaking of tweets since I don't have anyone else to talk about this, one of Mei's recent tweets he said he went to hard with the mic fellatio and chipped a front tooth...and an old person he tried to help on the train told him 死ね ...he's not having very good luck lol

If only. Here's hoping you're a prophet

It seems all is there except maybe demo tapes or live limited, but the discog list is on vk wiki.

Not sure of the quality here but

http://evil-en-lucifer.blogspot.com/2009/05/merry-go-round.html?m=1

@AimiGen7 well, it worked but didn't...no lucidity at all,  6 very random consecutive dreams though, 4 with Mei but in an abstract way lol. Like when someone from your past shows up in a dream but is almost completely different as a dream NPC.

Couldn't fall asleep until 5:30 so that didn't help, but I am just happy to dream again. I've had long stretches of months/year where I really couldn't connect to my brain at all like I used to.

In hindsight I kind of wish I asked for something more normal, like that lol. Mei is creeping into all our dreams.

(i’m trying again tonight, i’ve added orange juice with my calea zacatechichi…full lucidity would be a ball) 

So long as we're not dead we're still winning. Can't let bullshit win, keep up the fight.

I got to hear some good recs from threads of yours when I first joined, glad you're back.