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Really?! So, yes, it would be pretty interesting.

Strong agree. Also, Disorder is better than NIL

Honestly love NIL, but I can understand liking Disorder better. 

 

His 2002 album "Roentgen" is one of the most beautiful releases in J-music imo (but I don't expect he'll play anything from that one nowadays). The two albums after that are okay too, tho more rock-oriented. I lost interest after that cuz all the music vids I sampled were too bland/cringey for my taste.

From his older stuff, I really like Season's Call, although I don't think he would play it.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3H12yeB7Lmo

I haven't really been following his recent work that closely, but I thought MAD QUALIA and FAKE DIVINE were pretty solid. I'm sure he'll play those since they're some of the lead tracks from his latest album.

Turn on the game and then go to sleep with it on. This way you can take out your pent up anger on some guardians in a dream, and you'll be getting sleep at the same time. win/win.

they were on hiatus until 2020, their anniversary year, so idk yeah i guess??

This could turn out really great or not so great I'm nervous lol

I can't wait to buy it 😭

@platythe best purchase I ever made tbh

I do want to clarify my stance a bit, so ppl don't get it twisted or misunderstand me. I take a Hebraic/Biblical approach to forgiveness, and from a Hebraic stance, everything requires an action (or actions) - so forgiveness isn't just some disembodied emotion or an intellectual exercise. For true forgiveness to take place, it must first be asked for. This seems like common sense, but it's hella important.

Secondly, true forgiveness requires restitution or restoration. So if you break my bike or something, then you can't give me a donut in return and expect me to forgive you. I have every right to withhold my forgiveness in that regard. Also, in terms of restoration, you have to go over and above in restoring whatever you took away or did damage to so that there are no hard feelings. So for example's sake: if someone steals your car, you're gonna be PISSED - but if that person restores not only the care they stole, but also buys you several more cars, then you're gonna be much more apt to not only forgive, but also to forget.

Thirdly, forgiveness requires repentance  - which essentially means to turn from your way. Cuz it makes absolutely no sense to ask forgiveness, and then to restore, only to do the same thing again. You haven't turned from your way in that case. You have to prove that you've turned a new leaf and aren't going to do whatever you did again. So forgiveness is neither free nor simply emotional, but it's a process that absolutely requires action.

This is forgiveness in its ideal state. But how many of us are living in a community or a country where the law is Torah? Where the law is righteousness itself? None of us are. So essentially, most of us are dealing with folks that don't give a fuck about forgiveness, or righteousness, or the evil that they do. So what do you do? What do you do when there's no path to forgiveness? What do you do when justice and restoration is impossible?

Well, it depends on your perspective and understanding of the world itself. For me, I understand that our creator is just and loves balance, and he will not be mocked - so everyone eventually reaps what they sow. This is where I feel bad for people that are overcome by wickedness because they often have no idea of the path that they're on. That, and people who are caught up in wickedness can change their ways. They're still gonna reap what they sowed, but they can still change their ways at some point. I'm proof of that myself. So I have empathy there, because i know i've been in darkness too. And still wrestle with it everyday.

So to close, no one is truly required to forgive, unless the requirements for forgiveness have been met. However, when those requirements cannot be met for whatever reason, for me personally, I find it best to fully experience the emotions associated with and let it go. To heal, essentially. Now that doesn't mean that i'm still going to fuck with whoever  transgressed against me, but at the same time, i'm not gonna let that person's actions weigh down my heart, and send me off into the kind of downwards spiral that @nekkichi mentioned.

I had to move away from everything related to bible and christianity for variety of reasons, but an iteration of 109th psalm got me interesting, very satisfying results in the past.

Ah thanks for the insight, I'm sorry I didn't see it until now.  Let's just say this issue has been something on my mind for personal reasons, though I can see circumstances like @CAT5 where forgiveness is due. 

I won't go into much detail, but with certain events coming up it's on my mind again considering some events going on in my life. My mom thinks that they should be just forgive them and make up with the abuser, it's hard to convey to her that it'll probably never happen as he continues to play victim and not see the damage he has done. 

I however have seen the damage he has done, and I myself don't know if I can ever bring myself to forgive him for that. As for the victim, they're in a much happier place, getting married and buying a new house; they're definitely on the healing path without the need to have them in their life.

LOL

Most tend to do this as a coping mechanism for slipping up and being put in their place.

Very hard to elaborate on but these types of people believe that they would never get fired/reprimanded/accused by their shitty actions, let alone believe that someone would actually go to HR about it, or for it to gain traction whatsoever.

Dude knew it was a possibility, shrugged it off denying that anyone would dare say anything cuz he's a badass/untouchable, and well, here we are lol. Dude is having a hard time processing he got rekt.

My question is how the fuck he knew it was you? I thought this stuff was anonymous.

@YuyoDriftoh no that is the reason I turned him in, he's also been written up for production loss  but this incident threw him over the edge. He doesn't know I reported him....as far as I know 

Oh I gotcha.

Just let him simmer down and realize life moves on, just now somewhere else lol.

It doesn't seem they'll disband any time soon. They have a steady fanbase. 

He's the support artist, and honestly I'll go to support him-but it's still so random. Everyone skips over Utah. lmao 

that’s even more bizarre?  who’s he supporting?  🤔

A group called Starset. Not sure who they are, not sure if I will stay long enough for their set either honestly.

Are you the legend they speak of? The one who memed him?

@Gesuunfortunately no, I just sent him a meme in response to him bitching 

I love you

Really?? Nice to hear!

Neverending cycle for me lmao 

Haha, same here XD It's even worst when going to lives, and I see the goods table ^^;

Let's see the bright side, worst case scenario we could still build a tiny house with our vk collection for retirement. (I mean using the stuff as bricks)

I believe one of the reasons they paused activities was to prepare for their 20th anniversary, which would be next year. So my guess is they'll be back around then.

Okay yeah that makes sense. It probably will end up they disband, I follow Hitsugi on twitter and he's all about his new project.

Well I dont think he should be posting about how he misses Nightmare or anything like that, they're all working on other stuff, even Ni~ya now, so its not fair to single him out like that. But Yomi starting another band when he said he needed to recover is very sketchy, then Ruka and Sakito were at the same event and just completely ignored eachother; so it doesn't look promising. 

YES! I found so much more enjoyment out of them at the concert than I ever did while listening to it at home.