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Why not, so y'all can put a face to a username I guess. :'P Here's me normal mode and VK mode lol
 

everyday look
 

serving lewks (at the GazettE concert in Dallas)

Aw, I love that haha. That's amazing. I got into them in 2005 when I was 10 after I heard Feel Good Inc., then when they came back with Plastic Beach when I was 15 I got super into them again. And then of course when they came back with Humanz I became obsessed with them once again haha. They'll always be my favorite! 
 
Oh that's awesome!! I agree with you, their concert in Philadelphia was one of the best concerts I've ever seen! I've seen them three times total, and I even got to meet Damon Albarn after one of the shows. He was super nice and signed a copy of their first album for me. 
 
Haha, no judging here. :'D I think most people had that emo phase at some point. My emo phase started out with Evanescence until I got into VK and it all went from there lol.

In no particular order...
 
Kagrra, - 沙羅 〜懐かしの楽園〜 2005年4月14日(木) SHIBUYA-AX (DVD)
Kagrra, - Gozen
Vidoll - Blue Star (Regular Edition)
Vidoll - 人魚 (Ningyo)
Vidoll - 僕、ホワイトデーも一人斬り
Vidoll - INNOCENT TEENS
Vidoll - 華ナ名ノ誓イ身診‐通過点‐
Peace and Smile Carnival 2005
Peace and Smile Carnival 2009
Like an Edison 2005 New Year's Comment DVD
Like an Edison 2006 New Year's Comment DVD
DIAURA - Malice (Type A)
DIAURA - Malice (Type B...)
DIAURA - Versus (Limited Edition)
DIAURA - Versus (Regular Edition)
DIAURA - Definition (Type A)
Alice Nine - 華想夢想紙 
D - 皇帝～闇に生まれた報い～ [Type A]
Fixer - Fixer (album)
DespairsRay - Terrors (First Press)
DespairsRay - Coll:set 
 
the GazettE - Verwelktes Gedicht photobook (Limited Edition)
the GazettE - Standing Live Tour 2006 “Nameless Liberty Six Guns” tourbook with CD
old D'espairsRay flyer
old Vidoll photosets
Visual Rockers DVD Bible (Alice Nine/A9 Cover)
Too many magazines from Cure, Fool's Mate, and Shoxx
 
Super late, but thank you so much @Valicious, @Biopanda, and all the staff at Rarezhut for making it possible to purchase these items!

Why not, so y'all can put a face to a username I guess. :'P Here's me normal mode and VK mode lol
 

everyday look
 

serving lewks (at the GazettE concert in Dallas)

Thanks!
 
Speaking of Gorillaz, I was convinced when I first listened to them I was the only fan in my entire school and that me and my best friend were like the only ones who listened to them. I ended up managing to get my other friend hooked on them around the time Humanz came out. 
 
I eventually got the opportunity to see them live with my friend. Probably the best concert I’ve been to. That and Panic! At The Disco (don’t judge me)

Why not, so y'all can put a face to a username I guess. :'P Here's me normal mode and VK mode lol
 

everyday look
 

serving lewks (at the GazettE concert in Dallas)

oh nice!!  I love Gorillaz, they're my favorite band other than the GazettE lol. I've loved them since 2005. That's awesome you like them too! I was gonna say, in your pic you look just like your icon :'D

Why not, so y'all can put a face to a username I guess. :'P Here's me normal mode and VK mode lol
 

everyday look
 

serving lewks (at the GazettE concert in Dallas)

oh nice!!  I love Gorillaz, they're my favorite band other than the GazettE lol. I've loved them since 2005. That's awesome you like them too! I was gonna say, in your pic you look just like your icon :'D

アヤビエ (ayabie) - -EquAL pRayer 2aLL- Limited Edition
アリス九號. (alice nine) - JEWELS Limited Edition
 
I'm really pleased with both of these and got them super cheap. Thanks RarezHut!

Welp, I guess I'm going to enter the bidding wars for a copy of the live limited CD on Yahoo Auctions. Wish me luck lol. I wish the money could go to the band instead of the person who bought it profiting off of it but 🙃 What can you do I guess. I'm going to be buying all of their subsequent releases to support the band as best as I can from abroad. Hopefully I can go see them live sometime next year. If no one gets to it before me (given that I actually win a copy) I will probably upload it on here.

I have the same shirt! Gorillaz was one of the first bands I was obsessed with. I would never shut up about them back in eighth grade lol.

Why not, so y'all can put a face to a username I guess. :'P Here's me normal mode and VK mode lol
 

everyday look
 

serving lewks (at the GazettE concert in Dallas)

Me with a Stormtrooper at Comic Con back in May. I was rocking my Diru shirt that day lol

Me and my homie Ai from gulu gulu 

Ayyy after a brief frustration with customs, it's here! (≧▽≦) 
 
Initial'L - MOON LIGHT DOWN
Initial'L - VISION
Initial'L - Tokyo Horizon
Initial'L - Can you feel it?
Lycaon - Gypsy
Lycaon - Last Dance
DIMLIN - Rijin
NOCTURNAL BLOODLUST - Unleash (lol if it's gonna be both the first and the last new release of theirs that i'll buy if they disband)

DARRELL – DEVIL’Z
REVIVE - 人身供儀
NAZARE – IDEAL (ltd. edition)
アクメ - モノノケレクイエム (Type B )
NOCTURNAL BLOODLUST – UNLEASH
 

I joined this place today. It's really amazing! I will visit this site often in the future. And I will communicate with members with good information.
I look forward to seeing you!
Monochorome-Heaven 最高!!!!!!!

Went on the buying spree last few weeks and today last package was delivered. Here are the new additions to my collection:
Gazette - Decomposition Beauty
Gazette - Gozen 0-ji no trauma radio (super happy about that one)
Gazette - traces vol. 1
VA - Nippon rock Noriko Shouji selection
Gazette - Madara
Lynch - XIII
Exist Trace - Twin gate
Exist Trace - Vanguard of the muses
Exist Trace - Recreation Eve
Exist Trace - ambivalent Symphony
Dadaroma - pornograph
Dadaroma - dadaism 4
Dadaroma - Stanczyk
TM revolution - Under cover 2
Yousei Teikoku - Pax vesania
Undead corporation - O.D.
Nocturnal Bloodlust - unleash
Nocturnal Bloodlust - best of

 
Edit: Can’t post picture for some reason so you have to imagine there being a photo, haha

the wind whispers: stream CHEDOARA ～ ～ ～

No matter if they're autographs, picks, drum sticks, water bottles, or who knows what on earth that bandman throws, you know all that excitement to get to own that reward, so show them off here!
 
Here are autographs from coldrain and Nocturnal Bloodlust, cheki taken with NCBL, and Masa's pick!

The reason why I asked this question is exactly to force myself to close the gap between male and female inside of me, to be more like the female vkei fans.

And for gay cis guys in relationships with trans guys, sometimes it’s not even the dick itself.

This. Thank you. I was always under the impression that being a gay man means you like dick, not that you exclusively like the very masculine western representation of men lol

Honestly, I don't 100% understand the need to pick it apart and try to figure out how certain genders are supposed to or tend to like vk. I wish we could just sort of enjoy it and leave it at that but I guess that's not realistic. As a trans person (I bring this up because I used to be a "typical teen female fan" and am now a male fan, so I've been on both sides), it was always a mixed bag of loving the style and wanting to be like/dress like them, being attracted to the pretty members, and loving the music and the scene in general. It was like that from the beginning for me and honestly I would bet that it's mostly mixed of a few or even all of those things for most people. It's true that I used to be more into the members back then, but I think that had more to do with me being a teen than my perceived gender at the time lol. I still find a handful of members good looking but that's not much of a draw for me anymore (I am gay though, and js but I'm getting sick of seeing the claim on here that "gay men aren't attracted to androgynous men" lmao speak for yourself henny). Now I love the music and I guess I am pretty into the collecting aspect of it, but I think I have always been. I've always been into the aggressive, harsher sounding bands (UnsraW used to be one of my favorites back then) so idk if that really has anything to do with it. I'm more into the style than ever too, I started trying out my own vk looks within the last year. That's my personal experience anyway. And as others said, of course there is a difference between western fans' experiences/tendencies and those of Japanese fans. Also, I think the culture is changing over in Japan surrounding male fans. I think they're becoming more common and band members in newer bands are becoming a bit more open minded about it. Especially backed up with what Paraph was saying. The whole vk culture has changed so much even from when I first got into it and I definitely think that's part of it that has changed for sure, even if just by a bit.