AliceParanoid

Btw thenks for the Mixtape Hotcskes -3- 

Your Welcome!

ooh !! very unique, i'm liking those screams a lot. i'll be sure to check more into these bands. thanks so much!

I'm Gay af tbh but I cn tone if down.

Only thin I that I need to let m side  cut grow out 

I doubt those three countries are the only ones where you'll be denied entry after visiting such places of risk. It is mostly about the possibility that you have visited these countries to be radicalized or that you have otherwise picked up influences of risk. The threat is too large. I really would not take it so lightly as a 'lmao', if I were you. Especially in perilous times such as these. 

Welp guess I will visit in Pakistan now.
Got confirmation on Couchsurfing from smne and just waiting to get my Visa done and book my flights.
Just hope everything will work out good with the Visa www.


 

Never take pills if u don't know what it is tho. x:
It can turn out really really bad .3. 
Sounds also not good tho x__x [But I guess u leanrd from it? o:] 

Well tell me, if u did it haha

Well I got it from a person that's pretty dear to me, so I knew it wasn't anything too bad. But I learned from it yea :P. I think I'll lay off stuff like that from now on. I don't really have any good experiences from those, so better just stick with the normal stuff.

Ah okay. That's kinda off okay then haha.
Still dangerouse o:

Well Weed is okay but anything which goes further like Extasy ect is kinda bad for u x:

20 is basically still a baby imo.  You will look much different in your late 20s compared to now. 

ah shiit I feel you man!  I've been through that too many times, never gets easier tho (nice to know right?)

hang in there, you can die when you get ugly and old

Don't worry, I'm sure there is someone amazing out there for you! This one setback, is just a setback. Though right now, it may feel heart shattering, don't ever give up. I know I'm sounding a bit too optimistic, but I've been through a similar situation many times, so I speak on past experience

Paderborn. Near 'Bielefeld'[This town acutally doesn't exsit] and Dortmund. haha

I know that's Sweden is like hella expensive. 
But as much as I saw it the scene[Or people with alternative style and all] are widley accepted there and are out there aswell. 
Don't know how true this is but it looks always like it. 

yeah, we are very accepting towards basically everyone. 

Ahh okay. So it is really like this [Always heard and read it but never got it confirmed from an acctual Sweden Human haha] 

Well I already read things about the life in the country and all and known smne there already. 

I mean it should be kinda normal to research atleast about the country tho.

My principal moving would be for a job, if it's really interesting and the place seems nice, I would.

Nice is = accessibility, life quality (food, air), spirit openly (safety bkz stranger).

Yeah I'm ready now but I still have some emotional damage left by this topic probably, since I was just 'forced' to stop cause of some fcked up shit which happend to me. 
He is since this time the only guy which I trust and who makes me feel good when I'm by him -Really good friends aswell for sure, but they do it in a diffrent way then him.- 

Well take your time (and I really mean that), and enjoy your fresh start.

I will & I hope so much that's it will work out with him since he is just so 'perfect'[Nobody is but he is for me :D] but this will then come with time. 

The End was way too good. 
I just cant.

But the PV ...WTF WAS THIS HAHAHA

pregnant mannequin aesthetic

Hahaaha yes.
Idk. 
Do they wanted to show the new born Inital'L with it?XD

as a fellow pit participator, i'd be fucking TERRIFIED if i knew someone had heels on

You could break some toes good lmao

glad to hear you all had fun tho ^^

I seriously forogt that's at Punkrock concerts ect. Moshpits are done haha.
Also I though that's I would stay in the back anyway since I was late cause of the train -yay-
but stand in the 1-3 row the whole time then hahah. 
But for the next time I know it know hahah. 

It was so fckn awesome haha ;; 

When I listend to there b-sides earlier I always didn't liked them as much as there A-Side.
But since I listen even more to them [I listend always to them but just there Titel Tracks tho] I like threre B-Sides aswell hah.
May I always picked the wrong B-Side Tracks

VIOLET and 躁と鬱と境界 (sou to utsu to kyoukai) for example are very popular for my Mejibray-friends here!

Black Baccarat is simply gorgeous, the only reason that got me in Sadisgate!

@AimiGen7acid is always measured in microdoses anyway, but in general the only way to know the potency for real is by how others say it is loll, so listen to someone who's done it AND knows it's your first time if you can loll. 

I would recommend it in general , just make sure your situation is good.. don't really even make any additional plans honestly it's not gonna matter if you have nothing to do!

I'd just be aware though there will LIKELY be times during when you don't feel all good. tweaking out a little is fine, just shit like going in a different room or changing the channel may be all it takes to straighten out. You can go back and forth between being scared for hours and still not consider the trip bad at the end of the day.. 

It's really not for everyone but lmk if you want some more personal, poorly described anecdotes or whatever I have maany from the spring of my youth D:

@AimiGen7well ofc. I wouldn't take too much for the first time, since I had already a really bad trip on Extasy once and don't want to have such again haha. 

 

@ElazmusOfc the Set and Setting has to be good - and there should be a safe person who isn't on drugs. 
I just don't have one, so atm. I sadly can't try it. 
So yeah I will see when I will finally try it out lol. 

It's also time again to burn dem Dancelfoor. 

biiitch dancing into may without me <///3

Then let's dance in the June or smth togehter hahaha.
 

Blessing in disguise.

He probably means you don't have to go to work there from now on.

Nah I jsut overslepped first time. So I may get a warning. Still don't wanna go haha

I'm usually the one borrowing from people - we need kind people like you to keep up the bad habits

Well I already like gave away half of a package haha.
The thing is: I don't have a problem with giving friends sometimes one but I even gave strangers already aswell ect. 
But I wanted to change it cause of money lmao haha

Ya I get it, I'd probably do that too if I carried any with me. I don't want to make too big of a habit of smoking, so that's why I don't even buy any. 

I can only think of meary//メアリィ - based on name similarity & short lifespan alone, but idk if it's them

They were it!
THANKS SO MUCH!!! HAHA. 
Always messed them up with Merry Badend and didn't found them again xd

yay! I was, like, 99 % sure I've got the wrong band (i'm so out of touch with the scene rn) but glad you found them

We're still working on it, don't worry. Zeus has been busy answering questions here so this thread may be helpful 

Oh okay, thenks. 
Didn't saw it 0:

JOIN US JOIN US

I probsbly will and cry after my money cause I need there whole Disco HAHA 
#VKeiMakesMeBroke24/7

welcome to hell! it just goes downhill from here!

I will only buy them from Ramiel -Do I say now and will probably buy 748584574 from other Bands aswell haha-

mmm you've started a dangerous hobby, lol

I know.
Just looked the web shop up.
I.NEED.THOSE.CHEKIS. Lmao

life of ruin awaits-- no, congrats I mean !!

Congratulations!

welcome to the club!

ARCHEMI is simply amazing!

sounds good! i feel like I should up my game too, maybe I'll follow your example

Well the sweater is fckn aweomse and features Silten Hill on the Front & the shoes are just so awesome. Yuuki from Lycaon would defintly wore them haha 

You should never resort to self-harm at any point in your life. Keep your head up, life is tough. It's not worth hurting yourself over.

Please don't! I don't know you and I've never been in this situation so I don't know what the write thing to say is, but I know a lot of people that have eventually moved on better (emotionally) and they always regret cutting or their relapse. Recently this showed up on my YouTube recs and maybe it will help give you some support for what you're feeling. <3

this is how you do it! werk!

He just offerd me, that's he could go to CC, Jijuban, Little Hearts ect. aswell since he probably will have no plans at atleast 1 day and told me that's he wouldn't midn to go there then. 
Also my budget is up to 10.000yen since I'll pay him it back next month lol. 
Only condition is, that's I have to pick it up myself by him, which I surely don't mind 8D 

oooooooh set fire to em