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I start school this winter and can't help but be really nervous, not really cus of covid, I would've been taking online classes anyway, it mostly has to do with my ability to do well. I won't let my brain scare me away but it's hard just to get out bed most days, and that's especially been the case this year. There's just a lot going on and I hope school with work and all this other shit won't take too much of a toll on my mental health. I generally manage my anxiety quite well but when it comes to stuff like this.. thinking about the future... it gets me super neurotic .. I know that's normal for anyone around my age but I just want to be prepared.
 
I think I'll be okay and that I can handle it, just need to stop ruminating on these catastrophes I've made up in my brain.

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Alright I was of the same opinion, not that I don't love it, cause I guess cause I enjoy Ai's voice with nothing behind it even-
but I miss K's bass the most. Just a certain impact is missing, Disposable already said it best lol 'public domain' sounding. Given everything though I think it's definitely enjoyable and could've turned out waaay worse if it were a different band. 「」まっしろ to me just sounds like an orgy between 便所２ / 発狂のカルテ, their current circus kei flare and then with some MM sprinkles,  but not in a bad way.
I notice though in this album more so, and a bit in the previous releases, Ai is just tossing out the upswing moan/squeals in places where they don't really have as much impact as in KtK.
I do hope they get (more) dirty / weird again. That all said I fucking love 火炎瓶 definitely my favorite want more of that, it's different enough to feel new but keeping their sound, actually wish it was longer. おやすみ  real close second. Don't dislike anything. 

I have a lot. I really enjoy vids with live footage in them or a different recording of the song, more a reason to binge PVs on youtube... I'm a big proponent of the old schools ones!! 
This PV never fails to get me emotional. I think Nawa's one of those songs I can listen to on repeat and never get sick of..
 
Best song by the best band evar. Kiyoharu's expressions are kind of ridiculous here which makes this my favorite PV by them. Random tambourine + 90s flowing cloth backdrop + licking lips one too many times + seductive looks into the camera
 
Jakura's kind of a recent find for me, the early 2000's vibes are strong in this one. Sooo good.
 
1:10 .... chills

I have a lot. I really enjoy vids with live footage in them or a different recording of the song, more a reason to binge PVs on youtube... I'm a big proponent of the old schools ones!! 
This PV never fails to get me emotional. I think Nawa's one of those songs I can listen to on repeat and never get sick of..
 
Best song by the best band evar. Kiyoharu's expressions are kind of ridiculous here which makes this my favorite PV by them. Random tambourine + 90s flowing cloth backdrop + licking lips one too many times + seductive looks into the camera
 
Jakura's kind of a recent find for me, the early 2000's vibes are strong in this one. Sooo good.
 
1:10 .... chills

Visual Kei PVs are probably one of the reasons why I love VK so Goddamn much. I'm always wanting a triple, heaping helping of all the cheesy Kote VK PV cliches such as:
Staring into the camera while flipping their hair Awkward attempts at dancing Breaking something that's made of glass Broken English White people being used as exotic props (Let's save the racial dynamic discussion for another thread onegai) A little bit 'o fan service  My favorite songs playlist on Youtube is not just for my favorite songs but also serves as where I keep my favorite PVs too! Because a good PV elevates the song, I do believe. 
 
Here's a hilarious, old school classic that never fails to make me laugh! BY-SEXUAL are so underrated
Missalina Rei hold a special place in my heart as a truly unique group that could do extremely silly and serious songs with ease. This PV always makes me feel better when I'm down!
This has been my favorite song for almost 4 years now, and this PV, my favorite for just as long. Despite it looking completely random, the storyline does follow the lyrics... Mostly. The rich visuals, colors, and extravagant European aesthetics within it make for a unique experience, and it was one of the first PVs that got me really into VK and especially Malice Mizer
I love me some Sandwich. I adore how lots of Angura Kei PVs are super low budget and just feature the guys messing around and having fun with each other. It's so down to earth and it's nice to see that music is a fun, artsy side project for these guys and not something they care about for the money. I especially love the dancing part of this PV!
This PV and song got me into Guniw Tools. I checked them out due to curiosity and their strange and unique DIY/Arthaus vibes sucked me in. The music itself is amazing with its insane genre mashing, but that aside, I love the PVs. I can tell that they're directed by FULL because NOOKICKY and SHILFEE PVs have this same direction to them, especially with the whole "foreign location" aspect. This PV seems somewhat jumbled but it actually follows the lyrical theme of being a critical look at Christmas traditions. 
This Pura PV has a very special place in my heart. The first time I ever saw it was when I discovered that it was a hidden PV on the Premium Best disc, with its early 2000s DVD menu and 240p quality in all of its nostalgic glory. It was the first time I ever saw it, but it also felt like I simultaneously have grown up with it by my side. 
 
I also love the PV for just how nonchalantly it treats its weird imagery. Ryutaro shoving a battery into a literal tuna mackerel and listening to the "music" in it(???), all of the falling shoes which are foreshadowing for the members being barefoot at the end of the PV, the sky portal and flying fish at the end of the PV... I have so many questions yet they never get answers. However, I do believe that is the beauty of this piece of art. As always, Plastic Tree don't spell it out for you, you have to tackle the themes for yourself. I'm far from stupid but I'm still struggling to figure out what the Tuna Mackerel Walkman is supposed to symbolize. The sounds of nature? Hmm...
 

If you don't like Kiyoharu just leave it at that. Don't be so melodramatic about it.  You're not going to run into him. He doesn't hang around trash yards.

I really don't like to waste my time on things I don't like, but I can't resist myself from saying how much I don't like this guy Kiyoharu . Seriously, hearing his voice just makes me sick and looking at his face is even worse. He's so creepy that if I would meet him on the street I would just like to vomit. He should do a favour for humanity and put a bag on his head and a socks in his mouth.
 
 
Sorry, not sorry.

luckily we have sukekiyo to bless us with the good tunes : )

Even when though Mejibray was already losing steam and having shrinking attendance and a lack of ambition, their disbandment was catastrophic to everyone involved, especially MiA's liver. 

Ikr it's amazing how active this thread is
Disturbing too 
 
Man everyone has their own problems 
Can't we just sit down and say 
"wow what the f*#k happened?" 
Let's just go somewhere nice. 
 

Goddamn  everything I cherished is either gone, forgotten, changed, or adapted to whatever shit trends these mindless tribes of people do its sad really YouTube was really relevant to me in like (2006 - 2012) untill most channels just left afterwords there was no such thing as memes so people had to resort to actual comedy there wasent eccentric edgy communitys so everyone didint need to force others throats 
Honestly I miss the days smosh were just 2 guys making skits so was tobuscus in the early days pewdiepie still played games which I loved him for Ray was still on equals 3 mystery guitar man was the summary of creative videos
There wasent shitty arg's it was all so fresh 
But times change but as much as my victims call me psycho I gotta say
Everyone has gone insane 
How could anyone coop with this
I Could never accept this I feel old when I say it 
People can't stay lonely for 1 day? For 20 years out of all the millions out all the foreign countries I went conjugated with their traditions I have only met 5 people 
They have a name for everything these days 
Its all reaction reaction reaction it's all critics critics critics 
So ask yourself what the fuuudge happened? 

Everyones asking the wrong questions what wee need to say is we owe our life to zombies8mylunch for this god awefull and inspiring thread 
Just smell the empty melancholy 
I love it here please don't stop talking

they all look like gremlins, without makeup, so what's the point debating his nose 🙃

I managed a way to let my cactus and both my succulents die.. so I think that says enough about me and my so called "green thumb" lol... I gave them sunlight, made sure not to over water (drained the pots often). Bought succulent food for them.. but nope, even though they were hardy plants.. 

I'll try again someday when I get my own place. I really enjoy plants.

I managed a way to let my cactus and both my succulents die.. so I think that says enough about me and my so called "green thumb" lol... I gave them sunlight, made sure not to over water (drained the pots often). Bought succulent food for them.. but nope, even though they were hardy plants.. 

I'll try again someday when I get my own place. I really enjoy plants.

I managed a way to let my cactus and both my succulents die.. so I think that says enough about me and my so called "green thumb" lol... I gave them sunlight, made sure not to over water (drained the pots often). Bought succulent food for them.. but nope, even though they were hardy plants.. 

I'll try again someday when I get my own place. I really enjoy plants.

I managed a way to let my cactus and both my succulents die.. so I think that says enough about me and my so called "green thumb" lol... I gave them sunlight, made sure not to over water (drained the pots often). Bought succulent food for them.. but nope, even though they were hardy plants.. 

I'll try again someday when I get my own place. I really enjoy plants.

In the past three years plants have become a raging trend. Are you a plant hoarder or do you not really care for it?
 
I grew up watching my grandma grow most of her food from her backyard so I learned a thing or two. Once I finally had my own space I started to try growing stuff, so this summer even though I live in an apartment I've been growing basil, chives, coriander, lavender, chamomile and sunflowers and I'm trying to grow some other flowers to attract bees. I'm not too much of a fan of simply ornamental leafy plants, but I would like to get a monstera at some point.
 
I also have other houseplants like spider plants, pileas, hen-and-chick and aloe veras. I tried growing chilli plants but had 0 success. At the moment I'm battling a gnat infestation (they're like fruit flies )  

The only thing mana smokes is fat goth doobies of primo quality cemetery w e e d

When I saw the GazettE live (in 2015) I felt more excited than I had felt at a couple of other concerts I’ve been to so that made it unlike concerts for bands I had been into for awhile (yet at the time I had been a new fan of the GazettE) I was impressed by how much energy that they had! As soon as they started performing I thought I would fall over and get squished because everyone in the crowd started going crazy (I quite understand why) The only non-energy-filled part was Ruki’s voice.. He sounded really tired!   I could tell he was straining his voice from listening to him..  But nonetheless he wasn’t disappointing in any way (He never disappoints!)  I’d say that Reita had the most energy out of the entire band, especially when they played Inside Beast! That was my favourite song that they played.  I don’t really have much more detail to add as I don’t remember much more, but it was an amazing night! 
 
That was way too long, wasn’t it? 

Hi Hiko my Japanese given name is Misao but I don't like it much either so I go by Misa sometimes, in the online realm.

Also idolizing Yoshiki is a slippery slope but one I stand by.. heh. How were the Gazette live?

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Mountain dew never fails to satiate my sugar addiction.

YOU ALL PICKED RAMUNE YOU BUNCHA WEEBS GHHHHHH

Mountain dew never fails to satiate my sugar addiction.