Manji 卍

Do it. With YouTube and books you can learn everything you need at home, just need to save up for a guitar and you can get it 2nd hand just to start with. 

You don't really need music lessons to become a decent musician tho. For some it might be easier with help, but you can just as well just play by yourself and learn along in your bedroom. Aren't musicians like David Bowie, Eric Clapton, Jimi Hendrix, Prince, Frank Zappa, Dave Grohl and so on self-thought? And some of these are among the most impressive musicians the world has ever seen.
 
If you can't afford lessons, then just buy an instrument and learn how to play by yourself.

Sadly, I never had music lessons in my life, but I'm looking forward to learn it as soon as possible
Music is everything

Then start making some music and pray you're good enough.

Actually he says there will be a gig within this year. ALL ABOARD THE HYPE TRAIN

I feel that way about "Back To The Old House".

good headphones kill the budget-kei
 
I have to switch to my "fun-cans" (modded SHP9500s with Alpha Pads) that color the sound enough to make shit mixing enjoyable. 

Good headphones only call attention to the shoddy mixing.
 
This album is really hit or miss. Ignoring the mixing, I think that some of the songs are good. A lot of people think otherwise, and understandably so.
 
It really just depends on your taste and how well you're able to ignore the awful mixing.

no headphones will fix that... 😰

Expensive Headphones will only make the bad mixing more obvious (though I personally don't mind it. Though it does sound a bit too "Compressed". Not as in like file compression but as in, it feels like they're playing in a tightly packed space)

@appl- I really thought so,but when I listened the whole compilation album... idk, feels like the same recipe were used in every track, it gets kinda tiresome, needed some diversity.

I understand you,I'm in need of the same thing,but feels like there's no one that I can open myself about such thoughts. I've tried some therapist and stuff but it feels weird paying someone just to listen to your problems. I think you should try to phone them,you got nothing to lose trying it

It happens to me whenever I search how to die quickly or something similar .---.

You always can call such hotline,
 
 
for me nothing works, because I know my problem, and the way to happiness there isn't any simple solotion for. talking with a random person doesn't work, doesn't solve anything. But someday I hope to hit the right road so that I really can smile daily happy! 

@Manji 卍 TRUE! I swear to fuck, I end up posting on social media whenever it's rainy season like "My fashion sense gets better when the weather is bad" because seriously? When the hell am I supposed to wear my black leather jacket or classy black shirt with long sleeves and shit? Also dude, which tropical country are you from? I'm from Southeast Asia so the weather here is either the sun is melting my skin, raining cats and dog, the rain goddess decided to flood the country or a twisted combination of the three lol

@riyusama exactly lol lol
Also,you always keep waiting for cloudy, rainy or cold days just bcuz it fits your mood

Same. You either always get made fun of your clothes being too hot for the weather or sometimes you're dying from the heat but need to keep up your black aesthetic lol 

same, it's hard being goth in a conservative town in a southern state ;w;

I fucking love the entire peste noire discography. Best band active now imo 

don't tell me how to live my life hun x

Wasn’t planning on it. Spent a year seeing my brother going to shit because of them, so no thanks. 

I've always wondered if my peers and I would have done better if they hadn't eagerly suggested focalin and benzos and shit to our parents when we didn't get good grades at age 12... there was obviously SOMETHING wrong with me/us, but in retrospect popping a bunch of amphetamines while going through puberty seems like we were TRYING to make it worse over time XD. As an adult  I've been revived like a half dozen times w cpr and narcan pens and a lot of my friends that still lived near me are dead now for similar reasons - I know most got the same deal I did at that age. Still, I just believe in personal responsibility at the end of the day!
 
We would sit through the fucking (D.A.R.E. - anti-drug) presentation in grade school and I couldn't pay attention to the dangers of being on speed cuz I was on too much speed already....

dunno which format you use (I like flac) but here's the flac version https://indoflac.com/download-album-radio-head-pablo-honey-flac/

Japan: Pale, Asunojokei (明日の叙景), Sleepwalker, No Point In Living, Arkha Sva, Ψυονξηε, Absolute Of Malignity.
China: Evilthorn, Aphasiac, Dismal, Demogorgon, Deep Mountains, Mihundian (迷魂殿).
South-Korea: Pyha, Kryphos.
Check out https://pestproductions.bandcamp.com/ in general, they're based in China and sign a lot of Asian black metal bands.

CHTHONIC