orange~

Well I got it from a person that's pretty dear to me, so I knew it wasn't anything too bad. But I learned from it yea :P. I think I'll lay off stuff like that from now on. I don't really have any good experiences from those, so better just stick with the normal stuff.

yeaaaa MDMA, but some time ago in this one party I also got some pills I had no idea what they were. I don't have any idea what happened after taking them, I have a faint image of throwing up in some bushes and smoking stuff, but after that many hours passed- resulting my cellphone being stolen and ending up in some small city far away from Helsinki lol :'D I also met some people afterwards (who I have no memory of), who said they were talking to me on some random train station.

I don't know if I bother going to that gathering, sounds like another fucked up night in the making

okay wow that sounds crazy! xD I suppose I wouldn't mind stuff like that, but I'm not quite there to take start doing stuff like that on the dancefloor! (nor will I ever be) :'D but it's sounding better and better all the time haha

you didn't go to anything like that did you?

since we are on the subject (don't get the wrong picture though, this is not an everyday thing for me), I don't really mind weed, it doesn't even have that big of an effect on me,. I was just drifting to some other stuff too which got my guard up after being too messed up. Having said that, I just got an invitation to 420 gathering party with a bunch of EDM artists performing and stuff lol xD 

Hmmm... I might just put Berlin on my possible-travel-locations-for-this-summer list now  (I had only tokyo and new york there previously) I'm not that big of a party person either, but every now and then it's good to braindead yourself and just have fun.

The thing is, I live in Helsinki, Finland, and there is this one part of city where I always run into free weed and cigarettes, no matter what, so it's not that exotic. but I hear clubbing can be prettty epic in berlin! That I gotta see!

yeaaa.. but you just gotta go clubbing when in Berlin so what the hell. It's not like my conviction is gonna last when the summer comes along XD

lol sounds like a trip well spent. I'm trying to lay off that stuff, so dunno if Berlin is a place for me atm. I'm having a rehab of sorts

hahah, well you got your share of travelling while there, no? I've been stuck in Finland for a good while now, apart from brief trips to elsewhere every now and then.

But i've actually seen more of Japan than just Tokyo, been to many places in central region there; kobe, nagoya, osaka, kanazawa, nagano... etc. I've just learned about myself that I am what they call 'cityfolk'. I just like it more in bigger cities. Still I would like to see Okinawa area and around Sapporo too someday, as I haven't been near those places ever. But for now... it's either gonna be Tokyo or New York.... or nothing at all, if I back down from taking the loan. : /

haha, I see. Well there lies my problem. I kinda prefer scandinavian girls, so moving out of finland sucks in that regard.

In any case, my friend has read my fortune and she said I would die in one of those war torn eastern countries, so they're kind off-limits for me, for now.

awesome !! those are good months to hang around finland, if you must. But I agree, Finland sucks. My travel idea would be titled "Dead End Tokyo" -  just to go to the nastiest and seediest parts of the city and see what happens. But I'm not sure yet if I'm gonna be feeling that self-destructive.

woah nice one! I'm kinda inbetween atm whether I'm gonna be travelling more in spring/early summer or in autumn. I could take a few thousand euro student loan and just take off... but not sure yet.

haha that's too much! I couldn't take that heat either. I just can't take this winter anymore. It's freakin snowing now!?? The worst thing is, that it was already spring here, but it got cold again for no apparent reason.

where are you travelling dispo? hopefully it gets better here before you come back.....................................

Gotta start saving money. Frozen wastelands have effect on people you know! I was really energized and positive in the warmth of the sun! things were really looking good I thought - but then I came back to this ever-long grayness and fell right back to my usual dark place.. geeeeeezzz....

@Ada SuilenOh you like in rome? That's cool! 

I'm liking the little I've seen of the city so far! That's not much yet though.  Trastevere seemed to have a cool atmosphere, at least compared to the biggest tourist spots near colosseo. Although I guess Trastevere is popular with tourists too?

oh and pizza is awesome here!!

@nekkichi, lol yea that must be it. But average Russians don't have the same taste as many Italians seems to have. Russians tend to overdo it. (just my opinion) 

Might be just some big city-bubble, but everyone here seems to have this groomed, neat and stylish look to them. I did meet some younger people and they dress more closely to what I'm used to. But it's still pretty far away from the brooklyn-hipster-hobo-shell suit style that's common in Helsinki, Finland.

I'm in Rome atm.. I was thinking of going to Napoli in a day or two, but my brother's leg is busted and it looks like we cannot change locations D:

I'd use youtube downloader like there's no tomorrow.

I've actually been living this nightmare for a week now. My only internet source is at school atm. It's gonna be weekend.... shit!

haha, yea don't know which one is worse

I'm posting from school. And I did get a new data card for my old cellphone.

It wasn't exactly a mugging. I was too drunk and wasn't thinking straight when this guy wanted to see what music I was playing <.< He took my phone and sprinted out of the train.

I have no idea what route it was. I was going to Korso, but for some reason I was in a train to Hyvinkää.........

I think I deserved to get my phone stolen, being in a state like that and all :'D

A guy stole it from me at a night train D:

For me Xaa Xaa is really hit or miss. I only like few of their songs and rest are pretty meh tbh. But the songs I like, I like a lot.