CELESTIAL CIEL
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Eh... Listening to AvelCain again I realize what a beautiful band has left us. This vocals, guitar riffs, bass and drums...
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Thank you person on the interwebZ for reminding me about "Oh yes, my name is Christmas Tree" after all this years.
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I hope your fav band will disband, so you could get your priorities straight.
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God is so alive that he can let a psychopath enter the church and shoot down 4 people INSIDE the church. Behold the power of God.
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It's so hard to like something that also likes the person you adore. I'm about to quit vkei and die alone just because I love her so much, I'm so tired of being rejected. I can't keep my tears from falling. This year was really awesome... But God why, do I really deserve this pain.
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It's not about tastes, it's about how hard to like something that also likes that person, when even listening to some bands just brings nothing but pain, and there's a lot of things around that makes me feel worse, because I can't stop thinking about her. When I listen to bands we both like, when scrolling mh news and notice new bands she probably already know... Aah. Is it real madness. IDK...
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It's so hard to like something that also likes the person you adore. I'm about to quit vkei and die alone just because I love her so much, I'm so tired of being rejected. I can't keep my tears from falling. This year was really awesome... But God why, do I really deserve this pain.
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It's so hard to like something that also likes the person you adore. I'm about to quit vkei and die alone just because I love her so much, I'm so tired of being rejected. I can't keep my tears from falling. This year was really awesome... But God why, do I really deserve this pain.
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She moved to Japan this October just bc she's hardcore bangyaru. She's into modern vkei (I'm more into 90s vkei...), and I started to listen some bands she likes, gyaro, morrigan, etc, I rrrreally loved them... I know she loved lareine/versailles, Luci'fer luscious violenoue and her projects, and it was a huuuge part of my "childhood"... So I can't listen to bands I used to like, from my past or something I discovered because of her tastes, and it makes me closer to kill myself, I'm exhausted. I'm tired of losing everyone I love and everything that could be my protection. I'm a real loner, but when I meet someone I want to keep, after a couple peaceful months everything is burning down. Like if I never deserved all this love and attention and everything was just a sick narcissism with sadistic dreams of being the one and the only. I left my friends bc she seemed so disappointed when someone was trying to be a bit closer to me. I loved it, I really appreciate this, I don't need someone else if she makes me think she's close to me and it will never ends. I'm ready to be hurt, but something went wrong... and she seems so passive aggressive when we're talking. It lasts about a year, and we were friends for a couple of years before...
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Cantavanda reacted to this
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I feel myself so sick and can't listen to bands I love because of memories about everything happened this year. Fck, I just want some avelcain or RES but when I'm trying to play my winter playlists, and can't stop tears from falling.
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I feel myself so sick and can't listen to bands I love because of memories about everything happened this year. Fck, I just want some avelcain or RES but when I'm trying to play my winter playlists, and can't stop tears from falling.
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is everything that bad if I was looking for a certain thing and google advised me to contact a local suicide hotline
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https://www.esp.ac.jp/language/en/ wow is it real to graduate from this college and officially work as manager or staff? I mean, with work visa, etc... Errrm it's really sad I can't continue medical career because medical college or university are much more expensive than any other speciality... So I have no idea what to do after school, lol...
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@dovesi did you get yours? No? So that's the answer.
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https://www.esp.ac.jp/language/en/ wow is it real to graduate from this college and officially work as manager or staff? I mean, with work visa, etc... Errrm it's really sad I can't continue medical career because medical college or university are much more expensive than any other speciality... So I have no idea what to do after school, lol...
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@Masato I mean I have trouble with career after japanese language school, college or university, doesn't matter...
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Sooo, the new Starwave band. Whooooooo?
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Whooo lives in a pineapple under the sea?
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merchenticneurosis reacted to this
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TRUE BLUE or ROSIER?
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it's extremely hard to wear plastic tree tshirts and bags when you remember all this disappointing shit inside their russian fan-community
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it's extremely hard to wear plastic tree tshirts and bags when you remember all this disappointing shit inside their russian fan-community
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Amazeballs Finnish post-punk/goth jams, they're still active but throw like 2 gigs a year 😕
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CELESTIAL CIEL and dovesi reacted to this
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suji and CELESTIAL CIEL reacted to this
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can't wait can't wait!!(´▽｀*)
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merchenticneurosis reacted to this
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It's so sad that russian goth scene is dead... but I'm really happy that this band is still alive.
