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I bet for over 10 years I've been on this forum, some of you probably wanted to know how I looked like. If I was a guy, if I was a girl. Well both is correct, because I identify myself as gender fluid. I've always find myself reclusive and introverted and now since I fought my demons I just want to be a new me and just be me.
 
This is when I feel like being a guy.
 
Somewhere in between being a guy and girl.
 
And when I want to be my girl self. And Yes I do go out wearing makeup and all that jazz because California rules.
 

I was at a Gatsby's 1920's party yesterday ^^
 
I'm starting to get bored of my hair, might be cutting it shorter at some point.

The pond in my neighborhood was frozen yesterday! So, I braved it and took a self-portrait on it.
It was frozen pretty solid so I actually ice skated a little too (haha).

Thank you ♥ 
Ahhhh, I bet you're exaggerating! 

Me and my deer eyes, but I guess that's fine anyways. 

Recently I'm missing my piercings a lot lol So I don't feel really confident about my looks anymore, so pls don't mind
Until a few years ago I had 24 piercings and now I'm NAKED
How about you guys?
 

You're beautiful *_*. If I really care about my appearance, I would not even leave the house

Recently I'm missing my piercings a lot lol So I don't feel really confident about my looks anymore, so pls don't mind
Until a few years ago I had 24 piercings and now I'm NAKED
How about you guys?
 

Dressing fancy for work~.
 

Got my hair a new cut today. 
It's kinda weird still to have lost like all hair on one side but shit happens and I like it. 

Im gonna be 20 next month lol

You're so cute!! 

Getting ready for my Grindr Date like:
-> Room still smells after food.
-> No shaved legs. 
-> I'm nervouse.
BUT the outfit stays. xD 
Also I really like they wa i look on the picture tho. 



 

For the first time....me:
 
 
 

Me with my cheap-kei wig and guitar today on Rio's carnival:
 
 

good mood today ... so ... hi.
 
 

I now have a crush on ChemicalPictures. <3
 

Creepy IPhone camera quality :<

1:58
"OBAMA'S CRY!" o.O
 
 

"it fucks in my anus"?

Obvious case: Daishi from Psycho le Cému.

Hitomi is a Brett Anderson fanboy

ALSO he didn't ever say this, but he channels Gackt so hard it's not even funny. I mean he was a roadie for Malice Mizer and all. The costumes in Moran's 堕落へと続く偏愛の感触 PV look very similar to Malice Mizer's Le Ciel... The long ass white nails Gackt had? YUP HITOMI TOO

(OLD but GOLD) JUN from GOLDEN BOMBER is a Ryohei fanboy
 

Not musician-fanboying-over-musician as is typical, but I have a feeling Satsuki is a HUGE fanboy of the manga/anime series Angel Sanctuary. His Twitter name is Satsuki_Rociel (Rociel is the name of Angel Sanctuary's main antagonist/prettyboy fan favorite), Rentrer en Soi have an album named UNENDING SANCTUARY, Satsuki posed as an angel for a couple of photos...
 
         
                                                                                                               (^ angel feathers appear randomly A LOT in AS, especially when his supposed idol
                                                                                                               character appears)
 
Though nowadays he doesn't strike me as being anything like his idol:

 
 
Also MARRY+AN+BLOOD had an album whose name started with "天使禁猟区" (Japanese name of Angel Sanctuary), interestingly. I know all this because I am a bit of an AS enthusiast myself ^^'.