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I joined TW because a friend of mine told me it's nice there lol
I regret nothing, I owe you guys a lot of awesome bands/songs ♥ 

I don't remember exactly cause it was forever ago but it was related to Batsu. 

You've been spamming My Dragon all day, are you alright? Do you need to talk? You probably needed a rest from having the same edgy unkn0wn 4 bands on repeat for 12+ hours straight the day before.
(the only thing I could pick on tbh. You listen to MSI, I automatically like you)
 
 
https://www.last.fm/user/Ryni-Chan
 
(Yeah, I'm already aware that Black Eyed Peas' worst song is one of my most played ever)
 

My name is written with 自縛霊 and translates to 'ghost of a suicide victim'. 
Usually people just call me 'Jiba', which is the easiest for all, but jibakurei marks a time of my life, when I kind of evolved. So I like to say I 'killed' my former self to obtain my new form. 
And ols my former nickname wasn't suited anymore. I was called 'Pon' before since I had mostly older friends. But somewhen it changed and I got several younger friends lol

Some may know me or still know me, some won't know me. 
 
I've been around since even before MH was moved to this forum. And I was absent for quite a few years. 
Since I'll go and study in Japan from August/September on and stay for a year, you can look forward to this time, 'cuz I love sharing and I'm thinking of offering a shopping service, etc..
I'll get to know where I am allowed to stay in the next few days(we have the luck of having associated universities), so as soon as I know it, maybe some of you guys also stay in Japan during my exchange and we can meet  
 
I'm editor for EN.CORE, which is an online magazine for Japanese Rock and Metal and I'm in charge of the VK section.
Now, many of the MH members have a wide range of artists, music, etc., and we're always looking for new people. That's why I am posting now. 
 
Most of our staff is German, since our headquater is in Berlin, Germany, but we want to work all over the globe. So we have translation staff in Japan, photographers, editors, freelancers, technic department workers, aso.. We try to cover everything worth being looked at and we're looking for staff with a wide mind, a serious but passionate view on music, concerts, culture, aso.. And especially helpful would be people who live in the US or Asia, to represent us on different places.
The name EN.CORE does not only apply to the encore after concerts, but also that we want to grasp the core of what we're working with. It's our main philosophy for everything we do.
We are not a fan magazine, our aim is it to be suited for fans as well as musicians, to deliver good service beyond what your normal 'J-Rock magazine' comes up with. We wish to work with EN.CORE as a real job in the future, so everyone gives as much input as they can. In the near future EN.CORE will not only be available in English, but also in Japanese. 
We're on friendly terms with a lot of people from other magazines and we have reviews, interviews, concert reports etc. with for example HOTEI, Luna Sea, BORN, Tsukasa Mogamigawa, Crossfaith, Ladybaby, MONO, Hizumi (Umbrella Design) and many more.
 
Click here to view EN.CORE
 
 
 
If you're interested, pls don't hesitate to contact me here via PM, so we can talk about further details. 
I'd be very happy if you could answer a little survey, so that I have some points with which I can introduce you to my editor in chief  
 
Name:
Age:
Location:
Musical interest:
What do you want to offer? (Writing, photography, technical advise, managemental support, proofreading, etc.)
Can you play an instrument? Are you in a band? Do you have skills/knowledge that can fit in our needs? 
 
 
Until now we can't pay a salary per se, but we get you the chances for interviews, free concerts which we will report about, aso..
 
 
If it's not okay to post this here, pls send me a message where I can post it  
Thank you!

Some may know me or still know me, some won't know me. 
 
I've been around since even before MH was moved to this forum. And I was absent for quite a few years. 
Since I'll go and study in Japan from August/September on and stay for a year, you can look forward to this time, 'cuz I love sharing and I'm thinking of offering a shopping service, etc..
I'll get to know where I am allowed to stay in the next few days(we have the luck of having associated universities), so as soon as I know it, maybe some of you guys also stay in Japan during my exchange and we can meet  
 
I'm editor for EN.CORE, which is an online magazine for Japanese Rock and Metal and I'm in charge of the VK section.
Now, many of the MH members have a wide range of artists, music, etc., and we're always looking for new people. That's why I am posting now. 
 
Most of our staff is German, since our headquater is in Berlin, Germany, but we want to work all over the globe. So we have translation staff in Japan, photographers, editors, freelancers, technic department workers, aso.. We try to cover everything worth being looked at and we're looking for staff with a wide mind, a serious but passionate view on music, concerts, culture, aso.. And especially helpful would be people who live in the US or Asia, to represent us on different places.
The name EN.CORE does not only apply to the encore after concerts, but also that we want to grasp the core of what we're working with. It's our main philosophy for everything we do.
We are not a fan magazine, our aim is it to be suited for fans as well as musicians, to deliver good service beyond what your normal 'J-Rock magazine' comes up with. We wish to work with EN.CORE as a real job in the future, so everyone gives as much input as they can. In the near future EN.CORE will not only be available in English, but also in Japanese. 
We're on friendly terms with a lot of people from other magazines and we have reviews, interviews, concert reports etc. with for example HOTEI, Luna Sea, BORN, Tsukasa Mogamigawa, Crossfaith, Ladybaby, MONO, Hizumi (Umbrella Design) and many more.
 
Click here to view EN.CORE
 
 
 
If you're interested, pls don't hesitate to contact me here via PM, so we can talk about further details. 
I'd be very happy if you could answer a little survey, so that I have some points with which I can introduce you to my editor in chief  
 
Name:
Age:
Location:
Musical interest:
What do you want to offer? (Writing, photography, technical advise, managemental support, proofreading, etc.)
Can you play an instrument? Are you in a band? Do you have skills/knowledge that can fit in our needs? 
 
 
Until now we can't pay a salary per se, but we get you the chances for interviews, free concerts which we will report about, aso..
 
 
If it's not okay to post this here, pls send me a message where I can post it  
Thank you!

Recently I'm missing my piercings a lot lol So I don't feel really confident about my looks anymore, so pls don't mind
Until a few years ago I had 24 piercings and now I'm NAKED
How about you guys?
 

THE KIDDIE- 1414287356
 
How are you today?

My name is written with 自縛霊 and translates to 'ghost of a suicide victim'. 
Usually people just call me 'Jiba', which is the easiest for all, but jibakurei marks a time of my life, when I kind of evolved. So I like to say I 'killed' my former self to obtain my new form. 
And ols my former nickname wasn't suited anymore. I was called 'Pon' before since I had mostly older friends. But somewhen it changed and I got several younger friends lol

Recently I'm missing my piercings a lot lol So I don't feel really confident about my looks anymore, so pls don't mind
Until a few years ago I had 24 piercings and now I'm NAKED
How about you guys?
 

Some may know me or still know me, some won't know me. 
 
I've been around since even before MH was moved to this forum. And I was absent for quite a few years. 
Since I'll go and study in Japan from August/September on and stay for a year, you can look forward to this time, 'cuz I love sharing and I'm thinking of offering a shopping service, etc..
I'll get to know where I am allowed to stay in the next few days(we have the luck of having associated universities), so as soon as I know it, maybe some of you guys also stay in Japan during my exchange and we can meet  
 
I'm editor for EN.CORE, which is an online magazine for Japanese Rock and Metal and I'm in charge of the VK section.
Now, many of the MH members have a wide range of artists, music, etc., and we're always looking for new people. That's why I am posting now. 
 
Most of our staff is German, since our headquater is in Berlin, Germany, but we want to work all over the globe. So we have translation staff in Japan, photographers, editors, freelancers, technic department workers, aso.. We try to cover everything worth being looked at and we're looking for staff with a wide mind, a serious but passionate view on music, concerts, culture, aso.. And especially helpful would be people who live in the US or Asia, to represent us on different places.
The name EN.CORE does not only apply to the encore after concerts, but also that we want to grasp the core of what we're working with. It's our main philosophy for everything we do.
We are not a fan magazine, our aim is it to be suited for fans as well as musicians, to deliver good service beyond what your normal 'J-Rock magazine' comes up with. We wish to work with EN.CORE as a real job in the future, so everyone gives as much input as they can. In the near future EN.CORE will not only be available in English, but also in Japanese. 
We're on friendly terms with a lot of people from other magazines and we have reviews, interviews, concert reports etc. with for example HOTEI, Luna Sea, BORN, Tsukasa Mogamigawa, Crossfaith, Ladybaby, MONO, Hizumi (Umbrella Design) and many more.
 
Click here to view EN.CORE
 
 
 
If you're interested, pls don't hesitate to contact me here via PM, so we can talk about further details. 
I'd be very happy if you could answer a little survey, so that I have some points with which I can introduce you to my editor in chief  
 
Name:
Age:
Location:
Musical interest:
What do you want to offer? (Writing, photography, technical advise, managemental support, proofreading, etc.)
Can you play an instrument? Are you in a band? Do you have skills/knowledge that can fit in our needs? 
 
 
Until now we can't pay a salary per se, but we get you the chances for interviews, free concerts which we will report about, aso..
 
 
If it's not okay to post this here, pls send me a message where I can post it  
Thank you!

Some may know me or still know me, some won't know me. 
 
I've been around since even before MH was moved to this forum. And I was absent for quite a few years. 
Since I'll go and study in Japan from August/September on and stay for a year, you can look forward to this time, 'cuz I love sharing and I'm thinking of offering a shopping service, etc..
I'll get to know where I am allowed to stay in the next few days(we have the luck of having associated universities), so as soon as I know it, maybe some of you guys also stay in Japan during my exchange and we can meet  
 
I'm editor for EN.CORE, which is an online magazine for Japanese Rock and Metal and I'm in charge of the VK section.
Now, many of the MH members have a wide range of artists, music, etc., and we're always looking for new people. That's why I am posting now. 
 
Most of our staff is German, since our headquater is in Berlin, Germany, but we want to work all over the globe. So we have translation staff in Japan, photographers, editors, freelancers, technic department workers, aso.. We try to cover everything worth being looked at and we're looking for staff with a wide mind, a serious but passionate view on music, concerts, culture, aso.. And especially helpful would be people who live in the US or Asia, to represent us on different places.
The name EN.CORE does not only apply to the encore after concerts, but also that we want to grasp the core of what we're working with. It's our main philosophy for everything we do.
We are not a fan magazine, our aim is it to be suited for fans as well as musicians, to deliver good service beyond what your normal 'J-Rock magazine' comes up with. We wish to work with EN.CORE as a real job in the future, so everyone gives as much input as they can. In the near future EN.CORE will not only be available in English, but also in Japanese. 
We're on friendly terms with a lot of people from other magazines and we have reviews, interviews, concert reports etc. with for example HOTEI, Luna Sea, BORN, Tsukasa Mogamigawa, Crossfaith, Ladybaby, MONO, Hizumi (Umbrella Design) and many more.
 
Click here to view EN.CORE
 
 
 
If you're interested, pls don't hesitate to contact me here via PM, so we can talk about further details. 
I'd be very happy if you could answer a little survey, so that I have some points with which I can introduce you to my editor in chief  
 
Name:
Age:
Location:
Musical interest:
What do you want to offer? (Writing, photography, technical advise, managemental support, proofreading, etc.)
Can you play an instrument? Are you in a band? Do you have skills/knowledge that can fit in our needs? 
 
 
Until now we can't pay a salary per se, but we get you the chances for interviews, free concerts which we will report about, aso..
 
 
If it's not okay to post this here, pls send me a message where I can post it  
Thank you!

Some may know me or still know me, some won't know me. 
 
I've been around since even before MH was moved to this forum. And I was absent for quite a few years. 
Since I'll go and study in Japan from August/September on and stay for a year, you can look forward to this time, 'cuz I love sharing and I'm thinking of offering a shopping service, etc..
I'll get to know where I am allowed to stay in the next few days(we have the luck of having associated universities), so as soon as I know it, maybe some of you guys also stay in Japan during my exchange and we can meet  
 
I'm editor for EN.CORE, which is an online magazine for Japanese Rock and Metal and I'm in charge of the VK section.
Now, many of the MH members have a wide range of artists, music, etc., and we're always looking for new people. That's why I am posting now. 
 
Most of our staff is German, since our headquater is in Berlin, Germany, but we want to work all over the globe. So we have translation staff in Japan, photographers, editors, freelancers, technic department workers, aso.. We try to cover everything worth being looked at and we're looking for staff with a wide mind, a serious but passionate view on music, concerts, culture, aso.. And especially helpful would be people who live in the US or Asia, to represent us on different places.
The name EN.CORE does not only apply to the encore after concerts, but also that we want to grasp the core of what we're working with. It's our main philosophy for everything we do.
We are not a fan magazine, our aim is it to be suited for fans as well as musicians, to deliver good service beyond what your normal 'J-Rock magazine' comes up with. We wish to work with EN.CORE as a real job in the future, so everyone gives as much input as they can. In the near future EN.CORE will not only be available in English, but also in Japanese. 
We're on friendly terms with a lot of people from other magazines and we have reviews, interviews, concert reports etc. with for example HOTEI, Luna Sea, BORN, Tsukasa Mogamigawa, Crossfaith, Ladybaby, MONO, Hizumi (Umbrella Design) and many more.
 
Click here to view EN.CORE
 
 
 
If you're interested, pls don't hesitate to contact me here via PM, so we can talk about further details. 
I'd be very happy if you could answer a little survey, so that I have some points with which I can introduce you to my editor in chief  
 
Name:
Age:
Location:
Musical interest:
What do you want to offer? (Writing, photography, technical advise, managemental support, proofreading, etc.)
Can you play an instrument? Are you in a band? Do you have skills/knowledge that can fit in our needs? 
 
 
Until now we can't pay a salary per se, but we get you the chances for interviews, free concerts which we will report about, aso..
 
 
If it's not okay to post this here, pls send me a message where I can post it  
Thank you!

Recently I'm missing my piercings a lot lol So I don't feel really confident about my looks anymore, so pls don't mind
Until a few years ago I had 24 piercings and now I'm NAKED
How about you guys?
 

Recently I'm missing my piercings a lot lol So I don't feel really confident about my looks anymore, so pls don't mind
Until a few years ago I had 24 piercings and now I'm NAKED
How about you guys?
 

Some may know me or still know me, some won't know me. 
 
I've been around since even before MH was moved to this forum. And I was absent for quite a few years. 
Since I'll go and study in Japan from August/September on and stay for a year, you can look forward to this time, 'cuz I love sharing and I'm thinking of offering a shopping service, etc..
I'll get to know where I am allowed to stay in the next few days(we have the luck of having associated universities), so as soon as I know it, maybe some of you guys also stay in Japan during my exchange and we can meet  
 
I'm editor for EN.CORE, which is an online magazine for Japanese Rock and Metal and I'm in charge of the VK section.
Now, many of the MH members have a wide range of artists, music, etc., and we're always looking for new people. That's why I am posting now. 
 
Most of our staff is German, since our headquater is in Berlin, Germany, but we want to work all over the globe. So we have translation staff in Japan, photographers, editors, freelancers, technic department workers, aso.. We try to cover everything worth being looked at and we're looking for staff with a wide mind, a serious but passionate view on music, concerts, culture, aso.. And especially helpful would be people who live in the US or Asia, to represent us on different places.
The name EN.CORE does not only apply to the encore after concerts, but also that we want to grasp the core of what we're working with. It's our main philosophy for everything we do.
We are not a fan magazine, our aim is it to be suited for fans as well as musicians, to deliver good service beyond what your normal 'J-Rock magazine' comes up with. We wish to work with EN.CORE as a real job in the future, so everyone gives as much input as they can. In the near future EN.CORE will not only be available in English, but also in Japanese. 
We're on friendly terms with a lot of people from other magazines and we have reviews, interviews, concert reports etc. with for example HOTEI, Luna Sea, BORN, Tsukasa Mogamigawa, Crossfaith, Ladybaby, MONO, Hizumi (Umbrella Design) and many more.
 
Click here to view EN.CORE
 
 
 
If you're interested, pls don't hesitate to contact me here via PM, so we can talk about further details. 
I'd be very happy if you could answer a little survey, so that I have some points with which I can introduce you to my editor in chief  
 
Name:
Age:
Location:
Musical interest:
What do you want to offer? (Writing, photography, technical advise, managemental support, proofreading, etc.)
Can you play an instrument? Are you in a band? Do you have skills/knowledge that can fit in our needs? 
 
 
Until now we can't pay a salary per se, but we get you the chances for interviews, free concerts which we will report about, aso..
 
 
If it's not okay to post this here, pls send me a message where I can post it  
Thank you!

Some may know me or still know me, some won't know me. 
 
I've been around since even before MH was moved to this forum. And I was absent for quite a few years. 
Since I'll go and study in Japan from August/September on and stay for a year, you can look forward to this time, 'cuz I love sharing and I'm thinking of offering a shopping service, etc..
I'll get to know where I am allowed to stay in the next few days(we have the luck of having associated universities), so as soon as I know it, maybe some of you guys also stay in Japan during my exchange and we can meet  
 
I'm editor for EN.CORE, which is an online magazine for Japanese Rock and Metal and I'm in charge of the VK section.
Now, many of the MH members have a wide range of artists, music, etc., and we're always looking for new people. That's why I am posting now. 
 
Most of our staff is German, since our headquater is in Berlin, Germany, but we want to work all over the globe. So we have translation staff in Japan, photographers, editors, freelancers, technic department workers, aso.. We try to cover everything worth being looked at and we're looking for staff with a wide mind, a serious but passionate view on music, concerts, culture, aso.. And especially helpful would be people who live in the US or Asia, to represent us on different places.
The name EN.CORE does not only apply to the encore after concerts, but also that we want to grasp the core of what we're working with. It's our main philosophy for everything we do.
We are not a fan magazine, our aim is it to be suited for fans as well as musicians, to deliver good service beyond what your normal 'J-Rock magazine' comes up with. We wish to work with EN.CORE as a real job in the future, so everyone gives as much input as they can. In the near future EN.CORE will not only be available in English, but also in Japanese. 
We're on friendly terms with a lot of people from other magazines and we have reviews, interviews, concert reports etc. with for example HOTEI, Luna Sea, BORN, Tsukasa Mogamigawa, Crossfaith, Ladybaby, MONO, Hizumi (Umbrella Design) and many more.
 
Click here to view EN.CORE
 
 
 
If you're interested, pls don't hesitate to contact me here via PM, so we can talk about further details. 
I'd be very happy if you could answer a little survey, so that I have some points with which I can introduce you to my editor in chief  
 
Name:
Age:
Location:
Musical interest:
What do you want to offer? (Writing, photography, technical advise, managemental support, proofreading, etc.)
Can you play an instrument? Are you in a band? Do you have skills/knowledge that can fit in our needs? 
 
 
Until now we can't pay a salary per se, but we get you the chances for interviews, free concerts which we will report about, aso..
 
 
If it's not okay to post this here, pls send me a message where I can post it  
Thank you!

Recently I'm missing my piercings a lot lol So I don't feel really confident about my looks anymore, so pls don't mind
Until a few years ago I had 24 piercings and now I'm NAKED
How about you guys?
 

Recently I'm missing my piercings a lot lol So I don't feel really confident about my looks anymore, so pls don't mind
Until a few years ago I had 24 piercings and now I'm NAKED
How about you guys?
 

are poppers a carb

For real? I mean... fat girl can always loose weight but it's much harder to change an ugly face... unless you hit it with a chair...

I highly believe I am asexual, but I would rather not label myself as anything other than myself — seeing as I bear no interest in sexual activity, I feel it's unneccesary to call myself anything –sexual at all or leap into any social construct regarding the matter. I am not sexually attracted to people, but more or less aesthethically. Surely, there are people I find immensely beautiful and alluring to look at, but I could never imagine myself sharing a bed with them for any other reason than actual sleeping. I grow uncomfortable when people touch me for extensive periods of time, and I had rather not even shake hands with people whom I have not known for at least a month or two. I do not know if these experiences are an extension of Asperger syndrome —they very well could be— as there are plenty of people on the autistic spectrum who have no problems with sexual activity and attraction whatsoever, or if they are two separate things altogether. I have had some boyfriends in the past, but I would always grow anxious the moment anything started to happen beyond kissing. Not wanting to have sex with these boys always lead to me being cheated on as I could not and did not want to please their physical needs. This has also lead me to not desire a relationship for myself, either. I do not know if I can ever see myself in a relationship. If I were to have sex at all in this life, I wouldn't have it before marriage. I need to be certain of the person, however it's always unclear whether you will be spending the rest of your life in the same relationship. This is conflicting and currently I am leaning toward not ever having sex at all, even in a potential marriage. Unfortunately it's difficult soloing life, especially with how darned expensive everything is nowadays. You can barely keep up a regular household with two individuals, let alone one.
 
I find anything pornographic extremely distasteful and I bear quite the aversion against the openness of the matter of sex in this age. It is everywhere, and it makes me very uncomfortable and dirty. I find the human anatomy very aesthetic and interesting, and to see it being tarnished by sex is —in my eyes— very sad and abasing. Perhaps this is ironic in that case, but I could never see a penis as anything more than an organ meant for urinating, for instance, yet I find it a very beautiful organ.
 
As for the view on Visual kei artists; as I said above, my attraction to some of them is purely based on aesthetic pleasure. Perhaps it is also why I am more or less attracted to so-called femine-looking men, with softer shapes and tones, that Visual kei is an attractive medium. I like pallidness, long limbs and extremities, and ethereal-looking creatures, I would say even androgynous. Anything that would seem to exceed humanity. 

Showing what makeup and haircut can do to your face. So the different faces of JRD
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
Also I lift, so don't come for me.
 
 

I ended up cutting my hair short because.... well... why not I guess