yomii

i dont think people do such things just to stand out in vk scene, there are plenty examples of looking stunning and different without body modifications of any kind done. plus it's difficult to get a normal job if you have piercings that are easily visible, tattoos are still not socially approved (remember nero case)

word 世界 makes me triggered af but theres no way something like this would happen

Soan is the type of bandman who’ll even get his solo project disbanded

remember me as the young girl you see in the photo cuz i have final exams tomorrow so its very likely ill age 40 years in a single night

remember me as the young girl you see in the photo cuz i have final exams tomorrow so its very likely ill age 40 years in a single night

I'm really resentful all the time. I can control it really well but it's always there. It doesn't actually affect me in any way other than it's just... there. I'm assertive, I can stand up for myself, I say what I believe in, I'm always honest and I'm never out to hurt anyone, and I don't think most people can even tell I have these resentments, but they're always there and their presence is just so internally dominant. I wish I could say everything I want to say to everyone who hurt me, but I'll never see them again and it's for the best if I don't. I can't forgive them because forgiveness is an emotion, not an action, and it has to be felt before it's dealt, and I know that if I ever said I forgave those people, I'd just be lying to myself and letting them back into my life only so they could betray my trust again. If not them, I'd be letting others do it in the future and not learning from the past. If I forgive people all the time, they just depend on me and get me down. If I don't and just never speak to them ever again, this happens. I'm holding at least four grudges, and I've had to stop loving people whom many would argue I should love "unconditionally" (I don't even believe in unconditional love). It doesn't affect the way I behave in front of others, and I don't even have depression because of it, but it's admittedly very tiring having imaginary conversations with people I don't even like. I would speak to a professional but I know they'd just offer me ways to control it when I can already do that. This is more to do with my heart and how it reacts to all this. Thank fuck I can let my head rule my heart and not go off on anyone because of this because if I couldn't, then I'd probably get arrested.
 
Sorry about this. This isn't the first time I've vented like this lately and I feel bad for it because I don't usually like it when people vent all the time to me (I'm okay with every now and again, but not if it becomes habitual), so I really am sorry. I just needed to get this out somehow because it's been on my mind for about a year or so. This is hopefully the last time I'll do this here, or at least the last time for a long time.

A catchy and fun song! Makes me want to go to their live and just dance to it  The members are also super cute in this video ❤️ 
 
 

Just when I thought I couldn't possibly love them any more, they're now colour-coded!? AAAAAAAAAH~ ❤️💛💗💜💙
 
Now all I gotta do is resist the urge to paint my nails in those colours... no, Gesu. Your nails are already pink. That's Ohana's colour. That's perfect as is.
 
Anyways, that song was awesome! I don't know how they pull it off, but they always have this perfect mix of typical oshare bubble-gum pop and totally original/out-there. Also, did Reno say "yami usagi" at 3:15? My Japanese ain't that great so I can't be too sure, but if so... I UNDERSTOOD THAT REFERENCE!

love how mary's laughing at himself doing this stupid dance moves, this is exactly how im feeling listening to this bubblegum schoolgirl shite being 24 years old

Yeah it's Insane that this trailer isn't fanmade XD
awesome samples though I'm excited !!

didnt know you could fuck up a trailer vid...well anyways im satisfied with the samples

remember me as the young girl you see in the photo cuz i have final exams tomorrow so its very likely ill age 40 years in a single night

didnt know you could fuck up a trailer vid...well anyways im satisfied with the samples

remember me as the young girl you see in the photo cuz i have final exams tomorrow so its very likely ill age 40 years in a single night

remember me as the young girl you see in the photo cuz i have final exams tomorrow so its very likely ill age 40 years in a single night

it is
 

Going through a break-up when you live with that person is the worst feeling ever. The mornings are the worst. I keep waking up and it takes me a solid minute to remember that it's over - and it breaks my heart all over again. We're treating each other kindly, almost too kindly; it's like we never broke up in the first place. 
 
I've missed a few days of work just to process all this nonsense. I can't even bring myself to begin looking for a new place - I've found a few decent matches, but I haven't budgeted enough money for a deposit / first & last month's rent so I'm stuck here, with him, for at least the next few months. Sorry for using this thread as a blog, but I don't really have any support system anymore. 
 
This sucks, y'all. 

omg yes

Sick² would be considered Kirakote btw. Osare has been dead for a long time. Kirakira is the new Osare and what is like a cross breed between Neo-Visual and Osare.
 
My favorite will always be Koteosa Kei
 
Osa kei
 
And Early 00s Kote kei because now the new wave of old school wannabe's sound the same and it's like ugh.
 

world needs split album of him and seiji

world needs split album of him and seiji