Keiyuh

No not offended every cool band is like 2/3 my age Ofc some setbacks might occur 
Oh and what's simp? I'm not a frequent user on the interwebs

I go for a walk or a shower and cry a lot, usually I feel better almost instantly.

Intresting I'll have a sample

I experience the same situation, and, it's honesty hard. I mostly keep myself occupied with music, and my special interests. Talking with friends about it may not make you happier, but it can help get things off your chest, and make you feel a little lighter at least

Gratitude goes a long way.

"You really don't have to get offended on his behalf or anything like that" -- a message from one of your friendly neighbourhood Ryutarou Simps

It's pretty okay, for Ryutarou standards. 

it doesn't suck, but it also doesn't not suck

hope jesus heard his prayers asking to get his voice back

That's pretty harsh 
just the word ignore gives me childhood anxiety 

How is there a topic like this without a mention of Takuma (srsly come back soon)!
 
タクマ (Takuma)
→ LUV'ra-Doll → RusH → バビロン (BABYLON)
 
 
 

Damn 
He is 47 years old for God's sake he was preforming when you guys weren't even born 
Goddamn 

I have got to say that everything I've cherished in this lifetime hasn't grown well and plundered into a abyss of simple creed and jokes games I've grew up with or the people I've known all changed drasticly but in search of what matters in this world I feel iddylic when I visit this forum its been a long time since I found a forum with interesting people and friendly individuals all of them never hesitant to reply back when ever I write something on my mind I'm honored to be a part of forum that is preserved in times of discrimination and hate, anguish, fear, and loneliness. 

I have got to say that everything I've cherished in this lifetime hasn't grown well and plundered into a abyss of simple creed and jokes games I've grew up with or the people I've known all changed drasticly but in search of what matters in this world I feel iddylic when I visit this forum its been a long time since I found a forum with interesting people and friendly individuals all of them never hesitant to reply back when ever I write something on my mind I'm honored to be a part of forum that is preserved in times of discrimination and hate, anguish, fear, and loneliness. 

I have got to say that everything I've cherished in this lifetime hasn't grown well and plundered into a abyss of simple creed and jokes games I've grew up with or the people I've known all changed drasticly but in search of what matters in this world I feel iddylic when I visit this forum its been a long time since I found a forum with interesting people and friendly individuals all of them never hesitant to reply back when ever I write something on my mind I'm honored to be a part of forum that is preserved in times of discrimination and hate, anguish, fear, and loneliness. 

It's part not wanting to see him like that and part ignorance, they had deliberately lied to us and said that he'd only be there a few days, he died there not even a week later. The cancer had gone all through him by then and he had gone outside and walked around and fell and broke his arm and they put it in a sling because it wasn't going to heal anyway and I spent all of my waking hours the last six months of his life taking care of him and the last thing I said to him before I gave him some liquid morphine they had given him for pain was to get some rest. I woke up the next morning to find out that he'd fallen during the night and was taken back to the hospital in the morning; my grandmother having stayed up with him all night when he had woken her up yelling. Clearly I was passed out because taking care of someone with cancer, watching them wither away and lose 100 lbs, literally from 238 to 138 the week he died and looked like a holocaust victim is mentally taxing and stressful, made worse by him losing his mind and wondering where his parents were (obviously they were long dead). I really didn't want to see him like that and I don't think either of us could have stood me having to leave him there; he being to himself and talking up until about a day or so before he died and they sedated him to the point that he never woke up.
 
The worst part is probably because we had gotten there right after he had died, maybe 5 minutes too late and I never got to say goodbye or tell him I loved him, etc and the man raised me like a son since he had no children (my mother is from another man) and my father had been out of the picture until I was 15 so he was basically my dad. I won't continue to go at it, but man it's so much harder than you realize, you're waiting for them to die, you're just wanting them to be out of their misery and they linger and linger and then, yeah. If you ever have a loved one who's terminally ill don't wait to say goodbye because you might never get the chance. 

As a kid Ive always wanted to be a doctor 
Not because of the hours and the pay because everywhere I see people who are hopeless stone faced doctors waiting untill it's lunch break and comeback 3 hours later when theres patients suffering and sad because no one cares my father was very happy when one of the doctors payed close attention when I was a kid there was a crater a whole in my chest doctors said it would be a fatal bone structure or my metabolism somehow gone extremely advanced in a way my bones were rapidly growing I can't remember how much we waited for the xray when it was my turn they gave me a appointment 1 year prior it was clearly serious because no one would tell what was wrong when one of the doctors got mad because all of the staff went for their lunch breaks he held one of the xray and did the job himself after 20 mins he told me he was glad that it wasent anything dangerous my father since then praying to that man for good health and fortune 
One of the many reasons for me to be a doctor and a philanthropist 
As time grows shifter it's always nice to see people doing what's right and people having the courage to share their thoughts and emotions 
 

Its the songs you rarely play dude 
Otherwise what's the point of replaying your fav songs it'll just get worn down

Your top 5 favourite songs if you have the courage to share it
 
This time it didn't autocorrect
 
 

Signal - GLOW BACK OVER SCARS
Signal - M・E・L・T (rerecording)
Signal - Awakening impression
Signal - Apocalypse
Signal - Undertake

Megaromania - 残香～Dearest of scent～
Megaromania - Amethyst
Megaromania - A prelude to Glint
Megaromania - Sense of wing
Megaromania - Cynthia .... and more of Megaromania 🥰

My initial thoughts were "that's a really difficult question!" but who am I kidding, it's easily these five~
 
Mediena - fuhai
Mediena - Moment
Mediena - Suicide (vocal re-recording)
Mediena - monophobia
Mediena - haruuriyuugao
 
I just really can't get over this band lol

An Cafe, Lc5,Alice Nine ,Killerpilze, Tokio Hotel, B.A.P, Jung Daehyun, Yoo Youngjae, Bang Yongguk,BLACKPINK, The GazettE, Kiryu, Codomo Dragon, Zero [Hz], Londboy,Golden Bomber,KYO (french band pop rock électro),BB Brunes , MAMIRETA, Zonbi ...
 
This are permanent because I have period with certain artists and certain songs 😔.

You're favourite band if you have the courage to share the name
 
Edit : damn autocorrects me in 3 languages

Hey wanted to ask do you listen to CLOUD missing tear or kirei? Just wanted to know if you knew similar bands