karai · ebi

My cousin has hooked me up with a cool venom collab at a con, if all things go well. It's all new to me never being a fan artist, but so long as I'm still drawing monsters it's all good ┌(┌゜⊿＾)┐
Still working wip

After many delays I've finally got the BW digital versions cleaned up...there is a regular black one but I think I like the inverted one more.

Also made a new page id from an old photo

Ikebukuro, before MEIDARA's live! There was this little "shrine" that seemed like a good place to take few shots. Many stray cats were wandering around ❤️ 
 
 

After many delays I've finally got the BW digital versions cleaned up...there is a regular black one but I think I like the inverted one more.

Also made a new page id from an old photo

Natsuki sis cum back from retirement we miss u

2018.05.18
 
DEAR OZ,
 
COME BACK PLS.
 
LOVE, 
FURIK

Well, at least I'm not dead yet. Luckily the Cafe Mori powder I have is pretty good too.

I used to work there...and I'd be more worried about all the crusty rotten milk residue that I saw left in mixers / cans / pitchers, and dust / skin particles left on the dried fruits and powders when I wasn't the one on cleaning duty. That and the mystery stinky glop from the back that goes into all the fraps, that's supposedly the 'magic' ingredient. Really nasty stuff I'll never drink or eat from there again lol.
Sorry it's probably some unwarranted input, but anytime I see things about Sfux I go a little bananas. 😔

This goes in my personal "top 5 worst sentences i've ever read in a music review"

sometimes seems like he's more worried about new hair colour than new music.
 
 

Not too hot on the B-sides. I want to see them try a ballad,  something like Kuroyuri to kage's sousaku negai

This was the first time I've ever bought something in good faith without hearing it beforehand...and I ain't disappointed.
 
Can't wait to listen to it with actual bass.
I love Batsu's voice and his really fuckin goofy dancing, I hope that never changes.
 

Mei cosplayed Midori at his birthday live

good bye

Individually they look good. I mean, I accepted that yoshiatsu will never look as good as he did in lucid dream. I just nod and smile at the fact he's going deeper and deeper into his clown fetish. 

For what it's worth, that city he performed in in the Netherlands is known for this kinda stuff: 

 
Maybe an idea for a switch in target audience?

UPDATE :
 
-The title of the album is Milk.
 
-The tracklist is :
 
1. 脱獄
2. 心配性
3. 再放送
4. Infra
5. 流氷
6. 元旦
7. Ovni
8. Masturbation
 
-The cover is :
 

 
2800円 without tax / HSE-8040
 
New official audio of the third track Saihousou :
 
 
(what cool vibes!)

Wow awesome...That's good late night walkin music, reminds me a bit of Mute Swan. Gonna go check out their other stuff.
edit
don't know why I said Mute Swan, guess cause I listened to them all that day lol, but I meant The Black Angels...either way thanks again for sharing, about to go try to order at least one of their cds.

DAMY will release a new album on 2018.08.29 it will come in 2 types. Type A will be CD + DVD and Type B will be CD only.
 
Additionally, their Live DVD 「反抗全書-下剋上-」will be released on 2018.06.30
 
More details will be revealed at a later time.

Haruka returned for Mei's birthday live. Also, he posted something on twitter that according to google's crappy translation, he's in an exprimental studio with  some different friends' band? 
Here is the original tweet and picture. 
 

Being from a deep south state I can relate. Though I've only managed to have one casual LDR for about a year, but when he moved to Japan we decided the time difference was too much and he wanted to see how guys were there. So RIP that lol. After that I spend all my time alone. I do have a best friend I've known since pre-K, but aside from past jokes we have absolutely nothing in common in interests or aspirations or anything at all.
 
What I learned to accept was the solitude, and my advice is to never go out looking to force friendship or even acquaintanceship. Chances are both parties will be very irritated after awhile and it won't be a fulfilling experience. It seems that the people who will want to hang around or chat casually will come to you, when you're just doing your own thing, it's best for it to happen naturally even if it's rare. (For instance my ex started out as someone I hung with every night on an MMO, thought he was just some rando I'd never see again, but eventually then he wanted to know me more and we moved to things like skype and LINE.)
I'm not sure how or if it's even possible in these areas to just go outside and 'make' a friend lol, and I hear Utah can be a lot like the deep southern states too? Lot of Mormons or something. I've seen people do it but when I listen to them talk it's so superficial it makes me tired.
 
I think it's not worth bothering with if you can't be yourself and share your interests. Sorry not too good at organizing my thoughts, but I think if you stop thinking about it too much then eventually people will come to you when you don't expect it, be online or offline...(usually online lol)
 

Thanks to everyone for the words. (Sorry, not sure how to put it ;^^)

I find myself overthinking about myself when I talk to someone, or when I hang out with someone. I may have not said anything offensive/awkward, but then my anxiety tells me that I did and that person now hates me. 

I've gotten better to a point, but it's still hard to find someone here that I truly could consider a best friend. But I feel like in time I'll eventually be okay with that.
I can attest that the way Mormons are is that they are very superficial, especially since I was raised as one. In our Young Women's especially it was hard, because I was into different things than the other girls so they tended to shun me but then turn around and pretend to be nice whenever our leaders were around. So I've grown up thinking this is how everyone is, and that they're being nice to me to save face.