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i hope sou coming back soon ...

I'M ABOUT TO DESTROY EVERYTHING AROUND ME. I knew it's going to happen... But why so soon....
i saw them for the first time in my life at the same venue at revival day. AND NOW THEY WILL DISBAND at the same venue. 
I didn't enjoyed their stuff recently and their fans do not look that excited about everything or it's just me... I don't care... I will go there and headbang my emotions away. They were one of the most favourite band for 10 years.... it's hard....

I'M ABOUT TO DESTROY EVERYTHING AROUND ME. I knew it's going to happen... But why so soon....
i saw them for the first time in my life at the same venue at revival day. AND NOW THEY WILL DISBAND at the same venue. 
I didn't enjoyed their stuff recently and their fans do not look that excited about everything or it's just me... I don't care... I will go there and headbang my emotions away. They were one of the most favourite band for 10 years.... it's hard....

I'M ABOUT TO DESTROY EVERYTHING AROUND ME. I knew it's going to happen... But why so soon....
i saw them for the first time in my life at the same venue at revival day. AND NOW THEY WILL DISBAND at the same venue. 
I didn't enjoyed their stuff recently and their fans do not look that excited about everything or it's just me... I don't care... I will go there and headbang my emotions away. They were one of the most favourite band for 10 years.... it's hard....

I think it was just a hiatus the first time

No matter how tacky it is, I really missed this style. We need a proper [decent] oshare band in the scene. 

i think thats the reason i love it 

The promopics seem to be taken similarly like Lolita23q's few first shoots. All wrapped nicely in aluminium, lol.

I love this 2005 aesthetic so much. I opened the preview and was like "Oh this looks like Aru".
Then i opened the topic and it was him LOL So shocked 

this is DISGUSTING. I'm just gonna pretend my ears haven't been traumatised by this polished abomination. 
Edit: clearly I'm too attached to the original version of hakuraku

Me and my sleepy pup.

Japanese gyas come to vk gigs all dressed up with giant heels but just before the show is about to start they put on crocs or slip on and they come with a lot of bags.
Nobody is checking what's inside, I came with water bottle inside a plastic bag and the staff didn't notice (and probably don't care)
You'll get a drink ticket when you get to the doors so no need to bring something to drink actually
Note that I went only to vk gigs in really small live houses, idk if it's the same in bigger venues

He needs some Re-

I'm screaming. This PV is so good!!!! And song!!!! They became so good recently!!! 
One of the most favourite band ever.

I don’t know. I feel like it was a damned-if-they-do-damned-if-they-don’t situation with regards to the collapse. If they cut it, they’re further censoring the band than they already have been, and that doesn’t work when everyone was already reporting about it and everyone knew it happened. On the other, leaving it on the DVD can come off as kind of exploitative; but it’s also the last release for Mejibray for the foreseeable future, so maybe they’re hoping it gets people to buy the DVD for one last surge of cash.
 
I don’t really know how to read a lot of the shit that went down with Mejibray since May, but it felt like there was a lot of frustration and lingering sadness. If anything, if it -was- a PR stunt, I think it was more for the benefit 8P-SB. Forum (the label) really did not come out looking good in all this, and I know a good number of the regular gya were flat out boycotting the DVD. 

I'm screaming. This PV is so good!!!! And song!!!! They became so good recently!!! 
One of the most favourite band ever.

JOJO and his shovel.
 

My hair is getting pretty long again 

Can't wait for the new album. Just went back and listened to their debut again and it is stunningly brilliant.

I literally can imagine how it's going to sound (shitty acoustic guitar wank fading into 3 seconds of silence + mumbled spoken sentence or two —> brrruugghgghghMEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAOOOOOWWWWWWWWWWW —> ASH!!!! - gurrrrgurrrgurrrgurrrgurrhuguhurrggurr-chug-chug-chug-chug-chug-chug-squeal-dun-dun-dun-dun)
 
 

AvelCain:
During gyakudive i was almost lying on vocalist's box (idk how to call it) and accidentally touched Karma's foot. He looked at me like a psycho and slapped my face with his palm. It was like more pushing palm into my face. Duuuuude. 
Saw how Kisaki and Karma hugged each other because Sui told them to do it (?). It was the coldest hug i've ever seen. lol
Before that live i was lost and asked for a random people for help. They showed me way and stopped while saying "This is this place".  I raised my head and saw AvelCain in front of me. So i thanked these people and was pretending i don't know who is AvelCain.
 
SAVAGE:
During gyakudive i almost didn't broke my nose because guitarist catched my hand and pulled me on someone. I felt pain in my nose for few days. At live i thought i was bleeding.
Injured my back because Ryuka used my back as a table or a chair and the next day i was not able to sit or move.
 
Chariots:
Jin thrown smal sausage into me. 
 
D.I.D.:
I came to venue before live because i want to check where the venue is because i'm  a stupid gaijin and i'm always lost.  And at that moment i saw D.I.D. arriving in their van in front of me. I got scared and started run away. Sel'm guys saw this stupid gaijin running like a crazy. lol.  
 
Lolita23q:
After live one awesome guy gave to me his atari ticket and i've met Sou face to face twice. 
 
Lycaon:
Fans wanted to go to toilet but toiled doors was occupied by Satoshi and surrounded by BORN members. 
 
Trans Note:
Riding metro to Suzuya's live together with him. I wouldn't realize that if he wouldn't be staring at me TOO much. Like having literally no shame, turning to me and staring like a weirdo entire time till we left metro. 
 
etc. etc. so many....

Travelled to Tokyo again in December to see my favorite band, X Made Alcoholic Santaclaus and Yuukis first live with his solo project.
Met XMAS after the first live I went to and I was so damn nervous, but they where so damn nice and cute and talked to me in english, also took some pictures with them.
Went to one of Another Story's lives too, XMAS played there as well and when they've spotted me in the crowd after their show they hugged me again, talked to me and even gave me the setlist as a gift (along to some other merchandise). Saw them a third time a few days later. Had a mental breakdown right after their set but their drummer, yu-ta, wouldn't stop hugging me and asking me if I'm better now. Then spend quite a long time with them after all bands finished their sets, talking about everything that came to our mind.
Went to see Yuukis live then, my ticket number was quite low so I managed to be in saizen for his set, right in front of K from Haloring (aka KEI from XMAS) and he smiled at me when he recognized me, made me really happy. Met Yuuki after the event again and he was like "I know you!" and I nearly started crying because he remembered me. Got three cheki with him but couldn't think about a last pose, so I've asked him if he's got an idea. Well, you can see his idea on my profile picture. He told me to sit down and he sat on my back. Most precious memories so far!

Catching the towel at CANIVAL's birthday live for Kosuke and Luvia was the first time I'd ever caught anything at any concert! I actually suspect it was thrown to me specifically because I had recently been at the Xaa Xaa live where no one responded when Kazuki asked if people were having fun and saw how devastated he looked. When Kosuke asked the same question, I waited but no one did anything at first and I got worried so I started cheering (once I started, everyone else started). After that, I caught him smiling at me a few times during the set and then he threw it where only I could catch it. I might be imagining it though!

 
So many Nero ones! At the M-ology CORE listening event, I got to meet them wearing my Nero shirt and he hugged me! Then at an instore the following week, he remembered me! Unlike a lot of foreigners in Japan, I don't stand out very much because I have black hair/eyes so I'm always surprised when people remember me, let alone a bandman who I met for like 10-15 seconds. Then, at the signing before the Shizuoka show a few months later, I was really convinced he wouldn't remember me because I had cut off all my hair. I should have had more faith in Nero because he still knew it was me right away and this time he asked my name so he could sign it to me. He misspelled it but I don't care; I felt really special.
 
Getting to meet You from Gosan...I know a lot of people don't like him but he was so nice and really wanted to talk to me and ask questions. I mean, the guy doing the chekis was gone for some reason and I didn't want to be presumptuous so I was patiently waiting for him to come back but You called out to me and started a conversation. When I've met other bandmen, sometimes it's kinda awkward and I don't know what to say to them but he was easy to talk to. When we took the cheki, both of us immediately did the Zombie's Love Letter claws, and it was the perfect final experience before I left Japan.

It would be a shame not to mention SAVAGE a.k.a. DEPAIN ! These guys are insane live! I wish more of people would know about them! It's difficult to feel them if you haven't seen them live.  I didn't liked their music that much before but when i saw them performing i sold myself to them. lol