Monochromelove

I read this today, and I wanted add something.
There's need the right measure in everything. It's good to help people and listen to people that need to speak with someone. Even if sometimes it can be annoying to listen to over and over again the same problems, it's always charitable to listen  to also who is not so funny or it's  annoying. If we are kind only with those who gives just pleasures, we don't make nothing special. But of course , if we see a person thatbecame too much 'dependent' on us, it's not good either.  We don't have to became dependent on any creature/human beings. Maybe they  need more help from professionals, I would suggest them to go to a professional (even if at the end they can't really help ... Professionals can only help in 'surface'.   There's more 'strong' people, (that hide their deep sadness) and more weak people, that can be hurted most. There's a solution for all these things, but it's not a solution that can be told. It's up to each of who need it,  to find it.
Also, don't feel upset . You said "Aren't friends supposed to do that, and to get upset when someone leaves them for whatever reason?". no, friends should not feel that way, but we are humans and feelings get upset easily , so we can  hurts others very easily . We have to understand that people are not perfect and full of faults. Just  try  understanding/commiserate them,  because it's due to this human weakness's condition that make us this way, but  do not feel embittered, but just feel a charitable  'pity' for all these  human "miseries". Your friends would not really upset you, but this human condition make us do many things that we never wanted say but due to this weakness we can say.

"Maybe I'm just too cold-hearted to gauge that. I suppose I haven't exactly proven to be the most understanding person in the world."
No, don't feel that way. You can't save all the people and they should not give all this "burden" to you. But, remember, the human heart is in a weakness condition, so in this awareness, you can feel more calm and without too many thoughts , just commiserate the human heart, be patient and now you can  understand why such things happens, so it's more easy to forgive them, knowing the weakness of hearts. Just try to be friendly but also when see they became too much dependent on you, do some steps back, but don't totally leave all at once, trying  to not upset them ... Don't worry, and do the best you can,  Tell them you wish you could help them, but you are just human, and they are humans and don't have to be too much dependent on creatures. They need to find the real Light and not being dependent too much on creatures. Take care!


PS: very important thing: (!) In general, for this and anything else that may happen in your life, remember always,  Never allow those thoughts that are discouraging to tell you that you are 'hypocrit'  (you wrote this too), never listen to this feeling  "am I  a bad person?".. and so on... and all those negative things that sometimes you think. Ignore them totally.  (I dont want to say that we have to think we are perfect or without faults, as everyone have faults, but when we commit a faults, never feel too much upset upon yourself. That 'charitable ' feeling I speak above, it's not valid just for others, but also for yourself, you have to be patient also with yourself. This don't mean one is perfect, i mean, i want to say that even if we also can commit a mistake, we don't have to feel hurts or be too much upset with ourself. We just have to say 'ok, I did a  mistake, but I will stand up and next time I will do better. " Something like this. That mean, to recognize that we are weak heart too, but not feel upset upon ourself. be patient upon youself is the first thing too) , Remember... Never consent the  negative thoughts you heard inside. . I can't add more for now... But never listen to depressive thoughts, these motions you feel ...  I repeat, never listen to these  negative thoughts. Even if you think these comes from your thoughts... 

I read this today, and I wanted add something.
There's need the right measure in everything. It's good to help people and listen to people that need to speak with someone. Even if sometimes it can be annoying to listen to over and over again the same problems, it's always charitable to listen  to also who is not so funny or it's  annoying. If we are kind only with those who gives just pleasures, we don't make nothing special. But of course , if we see a person thatbecame too much 'dependent' on us, it's not good either.  We don't have to became dependent on any creature/human beings. Maybe they  need more help from professionals, I would suggest them to go to a professional (even if at the end they can't really help ... Professionals can only help in 'surface'.   There's more 'strong' people, (that hide their deep sadness) and more weak people, that can be hurted most. There's a solution for all these things, but it's not a solution that can be told. It's up to each of who need it,  to find it.
Also, don't feel upset . You said "Aren't friends supposed to do that, and to get upset when someone leaves them for whatever reason?". no, friends should not feel that way, but we are humans and feelings get upset easily , so we can  hurts others very easily . We have to understand that people are not perfect and full of faults. Just  try  understanding/commiserate them,  because it's due to this human weakness's condition that make us this way, but  do not feel embittered, but just feel a charitable  'pity' for all these  human "miseries". Your friends would not really upset you, but this human condition make us do many things that we never wanted say but due to this weakness we can say.

"Maybe I'm just too cold-hearted to gauge that. I suppose I haven't exactly proven to be the most understanding person in the world."
No, don't feel that way. You can't save all the people and they should not give all this "burden" to you. But, remember, the human heart is in a weakness condition, so in this awareness, you can feel more calm and without too many thoughts , just commiserate the human heart, be patient and now you can  understand why such things happens, so it's more easy to forgive them, knowing the weakness of hearts. Just try to be friendly but also when see they became too much dependent on you, do some steps back, but don't totally leave all at once, trying  to not upset them ... Don't worry, and do the best you can,  Tell them you wish you could help them, but you are just human, and they are humans and don't have to be too much dependent on creatures. They need to find the real Light and not being dependent too much on creatures. Take care!


PS: very important thing: (!) In general, for this and anything else that may happen in your life, remember always,  Never allow those thoughts that are discouraging to tell you that you are 'hypocrit'  (you wrote this too), never listen to this feeling  "am I  a bad person?".. and so on... and all those negative things that sometimes you think. Ignore them totally.  (I dont want to say that we have to think we are perfect or without faults, as everyone have faults, but when we commit a faults, never feel too much upset upon yourself. That 'charitable ' feeling I speak above, it's not valid just for others, but also for yourself, you have to be patient also with yourself. This don't mean one is perfect, i mean, i want to say that even if we also can commit a mistake, we don't have to feel hurts or be too much upset with ourself. We just have to say 'ok, I did a  mistake, but I will stand up and next time I will do better. " Something like this. That mean, to recognize that we are weak heart too, but not feel upset upon ourself. be patient upon youself is the first thing too) , Remember... Never consent the  negative thoughts you heard inside. . I can't add more for now... But never listen to depressive thoughts, these motions you feel ...  I repeat, never listen to these  negative thoughts. Even if you think these comes from your thoughts... 

I read this today, and I wanted add something.
There's need the right measure in everything. It's good to help people and listen to people that need to speak with someone. Even if sometimes it can be annoying to listen to over and over again the same problems, it's always charitable to listen  to also who is not so funny or it's  annoying. If we are kind only with those who gives just pleasures, we don't make nothing special. But of course , if we see a person thatbecame too much 'dependent' on us, it's not good either.  We don't have to became dependent on any creature/human beings. Maybe they  need more help from professionals, I would suggest them to go to a professional (even if at the end they can't really help ... Professionals can only help in 'surface'.   There's more 'strong' people, (that hide their deep sadness) and more weak people, that can be hurted most. There's a solution for all these things, but it's not a solution that can be told. It's up to each of who need it,  to find it.
Also, don't feel upset . You said "Aren't friends supposed to do that, and to get upset when someone leaves them for whatever reason?". no, friends should not feel that way, but we are humans and feelings get upset easily , so we can  hurts others very easily . We have to understand that people are not perfect and full of faults. Just  try  understanding/commiserate them,  because it's due to this human weakness's condition that make us this way, but  do not feel embittered, but just feel a charitable  'pity' for all these  human "miseries". Your friends would not really upset you, but this human condition make us do many things that we never wanted say but due to this weakness we can say.

"Maybe I'm just too cold-hearted to gauge that. I suppose I haven't exactly proven to be the most understanding person in the world."
No, don't feel that way. You can't save all the people and they should not give all this "burden" to you. But, remember, the human heart is in a weakness condition, so in this awareness, you can feel more calm and without too many thoughts , just commiserate the human heart, be patient and now you can  understand why such things happens, so it's more easy to forgive them, knowing the weakness of hearts. Just try to be friendly but also when see they became too much dependent on you, do some steps back, but don't totally leave all at once, trying  to not upset them ... Don't worry, and do the best you can,  Tell them you wish you could help them, but you are just human, and they are humans and don't have to be too much dependent on creatures. They need to find the real Light and not being dependent too much on creatures. Take care!


PS: very important thing: (!) In general, for this and anything else that may happen in your life, remember always,  Never allow those thoughts that are discouraging to tell you that you are 'hypocrit'  (you wrote this too), never listen to this feeling  "am I  a bad person?".. and so on... and all those negative things that sometimes you think. Ignore them totally.  (I dont want to say that we have to think we are perfect or without faults, as everyone have faults, but when we commit a faults, never feel too much upset upon yourself. That 'charitable ' feeling I speak above, it's not valid just for others, but also for yourself, you have to be patient also with yourself. This don't mean one is perfect, i mean, i want to say that even if we also can commit a mistake, we don't have to feel hurts or be too much upset with ourself. We just have to say 'ok, I did a  mistake, but I will stand up and next time I will do better. " Something like this. That mean, to recognize that we are weak heart too, but not feel upset upon ourself. be patient upon youself is the first thing too) , Remember... Never consent the  negative thoughts you heard inside. . I can't add more for now... But never listen to depressive thoughts, these motions you feel ...  I repeat, never listen to these  negative thoughts. Even if you think these comes from your thoughts... 

i'm like 8000 years late but this dude is the inventor of the "air instore" AKA the instore you keep on the store's calendar to save face even though no one is attending so you don't actually hold the event at all.
it's not that he's just unpopular, it's that he's complete despised.

it's a look from 2014, he's turned into a way poorer version of himself since and that's about it

Sound is amazing but lately , I want understand more about music industry.
I'm not sure why all these bands / solo artists uses always so  similar symbology:
 
or what about this? (English audio only )
 

Sound is amazing but lately , I want understand more about music industry.
I'm not sure why all these bands / solo artists uses always so  similar symbology:
 
or what about this? (English audio only )
 

Sound is amazing but lately , I want understand more about music industry.
I'm not sure why all these bands / solo artists uses always so  similar symbology:
 
or what about this? (English audio only )
 

Then I would suggest you go to his youtube channel. There is enough cringeworthy material on there....

How did you get access to their unlised video?

That is huge blunder move on Satsuki part if true. What kind of mess. Probably he thinks he is 90% of ReS or something tisk tisk tisk
 
sincerely, eyes of forest, JUST MAD PAIN, THORNY RAIN BREAK, ABBYS OF DESPAIR, and Shinhwa were bops  tbh

I have no clue, beloved
 
ya his old OHP is dead, this thing + social media accts is basically what is left for now.
 
I wanted to look his japanese concert schedule up and was too lazy to go like extra deep if whatever is available right away is his twitter announce for the 2nd world tour x

I was literally just on his Satsuki web OHP the other day and now it’s not even available. Or at least it is but it states he hasn’t verified his email...?
 
His new OHP needs work. It’s ugly AF and you can tell he made it himself. Instead of whoring his Etsy-style jewelry and self-released albums maybe, I don’t know, make a page introducing yourself and who you are, list your discography, your scheduled shows and make it easier to contact you. 
 
He’s pulling a Yoshiki. Except no one knows who Satsuki is and probably has one fan club member. As much as I looked up to him during the ReS days, he’s almost an embarrassment now at this point and it’s sad to see his downfall. 

I'm very much looking forward to this

oh yeah definitely, RES is miles better than sukekiyo or whatever prog metal satsuki will ever do

come thru growling QWEEN!
i know this is gonna flop but i dont even care

Oh great, another musician who just discovered metalcore / melo-death, just what we needed... 
 
jk, I'll reserve judgement for the final release

I don't usually listen to Satsuki.
But definitely after this ... I listen less.

she's still trying, duh?
 
sle those 130 youtube views cueen

So it's basically watching Satsuki do karaoke on a large stage?
 
Glad I'm not paying to see this...

I'm not trying to be silly about it just for the sake of having something to write about. Everything contained herein has not an ounce of exaggeration nor a single unwarranted superlative. This was a complete disaster and everyone is worse off for having been there: the organiser, satsuki and the attendees.
 
It comes to no surprise to anyone that obviously this was top 3 least attended visual kei show in Finnish history, with the only other contenders being that Maria band who performed at a youth recreational center, HITT and possibly any of the dozen times ADAMS and Plunklock came here.  Even if I forget a gig it's beside the point anyway, because what you need to take away here is that there was an audience of well below 100 people. I doubt this was an issue for the organisers as the low attendance must have been well expected beforehand, and as has been demonstrated in the thread before he has no band with him and henceforth the least amount of gear possible. Satsuki the shrewd business man came to rake in the merch money and get out as fast as possible.
 
The weather was fabulous and we arrived to the vicinity of the venue quite early and after checking out the line we gtfo'd to drink more at a nearby park. We looked to be the sole contributors to the average alcohol % in the attendee blood stream average.  After finding out that the bar would be closed we came to the mutual decision that we'd skip the Finnish act - who's name shall not be mentioned because I don't want anyone to check them out even in jest - who would be warming up for Satsuki for the night. My dislike for all the shite local bands everywhere near you is intense burning fire. 
 
So we finally went in shortly before Satsuki started and nothing could have prepared me for it. I honestly think that when Satsuki started singing over a really bad sounding backtrack everyone was in the same state of shock as I was.  The mixing of Satsuki's very distinct voice and the song playing in the background sounded so weird that I cracked up uncontrollably right away and tried to get a yoko ono joke out and just couldn't without control the nervous laughter. I talked to one other random attendee after the show who expressed similar feelings, so I would rightly imagine that most people there felt this way.  
 
Right for the first song the crowd was as unenthusiastic any I've ever seen. I don't think anyone knew the songs, I mean, at all. Satsuki must have felt very awkward after every time he tried to get the audience to sing the songs it would fall flat straight away. He was practically begging for reactions throughout the songs and after every song played and numerous times said that the audience was shy - he did this a lot. There were multiple few minutes long MC's that were the usual fare like nice to meet you Finland, my newest album is great please buy it and etc. these were the highlight of the show because otherwise nobody looked like they were having fun. I legitimately don't think there were any solo Satsuki fans there, but people like me who just came there for the visual kei association. There are few things worse than seeing a band bomb on stage and being on hands and knees trying to garner a reaction. Apparently during one of the songs they were filming the audience to make a crazy wild live show good time PV out of it and I don't think they'll end up using the footage from this show...
 
We spent the show sitting down pretty much and I was trying to be a jerk for the bulk of the show by grunting and yelling Rentrer en soi songs, which other people seemed to do a couple of times too and Satsuki no-sold every single one. I actually saw Satsuki outside the venue at one point and waved at the guy but he couldn't care less. - Anyway the show was gladly very brief and actually looks like it may have been cut shorter than initially intended, as the amount of songs played must have been ten or even less. Don't quote me on that though. 
 
Yikes. After it was all said and done I don't think anyone had much fun. Satsuki being a touring musician must have had crowds like this before in his life, but it's probably safe to say he won't be returning and I don't think the audience would either. Everyone looked caught off guard by the lack of live musicians and just how awkward the setup ended up sounding.  After the show I said that this might just be the first ever outright bad show I went to. I've certainly been bored at plenty, but even those bands had their fans and people seemed like they had a good time. Here I think every single scream and utterance from the audience was out of straight up politeness. Appl- above seems to have liked it and definitely in a completely different environment this might have turned out of very different, especially in country that has not been as spoiled as Finland has been over the years. A visual kei gig has any shred of novelty here it one point may have had, like we have had bands here like during the heyday of visual kei in europe every band was here at some point. A good crowd can salvage every show and calling the mood lethargic would probably be an understatement. Some of the satsuki solo stuff actually sounded fine, but the if a show just bombs on a fundamental level with the setting then not even okay songs can salvage it. 
 
If Satsuki is performing near you then I really wouldn't advice you to go unless you want to buy the  signed Cinema Cradle DVD for 30 bux which he was selling. 

See that's how these tours work that have a show in every town that's willing to take 'm. HITT and Adams are the other text book examples where they brought no equipment, had either airbnb or fans host them and then just rake in whatever the merch brings. 
 
Back in the day I thought shows like this only saturated the market, while lowering the stock and killing visual kei in Europe in the process, but now the scene is completely and utterly beyond salvaging so who gives a fuck. The bands that tour overseas are those that have no domestic career going for them. Satsuki is probably pushing mid-30's at this point too. Notice too that if satsuki isn't flying back and forth to Japan mid tour, the guy is staying in Europe for a really long time, and I can tell you he is not staying all that time in a hotel. 
 
still going 2 this 1 thou lolololol

^ Yup, pretty much. Kinda ridiculous imo.