-Tetsu-

well judging by their staggering pageviews (under 5k for first two), you aren't alone in that sentiment
 
at least you'll have fun watching your faves 💯
 

okay, update: just got a call from my company that there's no need to worry about losing my job T-T thank you, really, makes me feel better a lot T-T

I'm so sorry, that sucks...
 
Sending good vibes to you ❤ 

also this video is iconic
 

he was only able to do that because he was right down there with others experiencing depression and he was able to take his emotions and express it through music. how you feel about his suicide is how others will feel about yours, should you choose to walk that path. no matter how lonely you feel there is someone on this earth that will miss you if you kill yourself. you just won't be around to see it.

Congrats  

WHAAAAT!!!!!!!????
 
imo there are many great releases in June:
 
DIMLIM - VARIOUS
XEPPET – ALONE
アマンジャク。 - ジケイ
ハクビシン - スキマニュアル
仮病 - 洗脳ノ箱 / 桑ノ花
REVIVE – UNIVERSE
JILUKA – Xenomorphic
DEVIZE – Fallin’ Night
DictavE – Strelitzia
 
although i can't remember there was a bad month within the last 2 years for me so maybe i am just lucky with my musical taste... XD

when I've checked the article by Visual Ioner there wasn't anything written in the article expect that toe-thingy that was already in the headline. maybe that's one of the reasons too.
and what was that shitstorm about? just posted the actual reason for those who didn't know already. did I miss something?

woah, seems like I talked to the "wrong" people then haha
It makes me really happy that they actually have more fans than I thought!

They were one of the most popular VK bands in the west when they were active during their first period, several of their CDs were released here and I believe they had at least one successful tour and one that got cancelled due to Yuukis illness.

If Japan is enforcing music taste laws, why are Dir en grey still allowed to play lives?

nope, not the same band, sadly.

Good luck!

I used to write lots of stories and lost motivation for similar reasons, so I took up roleplaying, since it became easier to write stories with more people.

Hey, just my 2c: if something looks interesting but you can't seem to get into it, don't give it up immediately. I've observed that after long periods of apathy I need to push through an initial warming up period, and then I get hooked on whatever I'm doing and it becomes easier by the day.

I never thought that there would be any replies T-T 
I've already tried a lot of all the things you mentioned, but sadly I can't do any of the physically demanding things anymore because my job is exhausting af. Probably I should try to find some more new books and start reading again. Maybe my imagination will come back and I'll be able to continue my own stories.
Thank you for all those awesome ideas!

I never thought that there would be any replies T-T 
I've already tried a lot of all the things you mentioned, but sadly I can't do any of the physically demanding things anymore because my job is exhausting af. Probably I should try to find some more new books and start reading again. Maybe my imagination will come back and I'll be able to continue my own stories.
Thank you for all those awesome ideas!

writing/exploring new music/photography/messing around w/ music programs/drawing/hiking are all hobbies that can be done in smaller communities as well tbh just try & see what you like, you're obviously not gonna instantly be good at something so you'll need to give yourself a push sometimes lol

If it would be that easy I live in a small village with mostly old people and here's like nothing around us

and thank you Biopanda, you made me laugh the for the first time today!

I find it best to go out late at night and make sure to bring a flashlight and net with you. They can be pretty timid, but if you're careful you can grab one!

nice, thanks~
I stay away from social media in general rn, but I'll take a look & subscribe later!

Its a page that helps to promote stuff from someone (in this case Yuuki), also I post pictures, interviews, translations from everything I find about him, random facts ... it also helps to inform oversea fans about news if they don't have the chance to do it themselves - for example if they don't speak japanese and so on. if you want you can have a look facebook.com/yuukisupport/ or on twitter @yuuki_support. its pretty inactive rn because my exams are getting closer but mid-december I'll continue posting ^^

yes, please!