yomii

Yeah, dont worry, it was kinda rough at the time, she even went out of her way to work at the same place as me  but now, I can just laugh about it.
 
Anyway, enough about me. I hope it goes well, without much commotion for you

Well, it's been 4 months and I suppose that a lot of customers walk through that place and they might not remember
 
and y'know, might be for the best, cuz I was on the receiving end as a bartender, like two years back, and I ended up being stalked for 6 months after it didnt work out

i don't think so, who wants to talk about such things in front of someone's grandmother...but anyway even if they do, there is nothing wrong or shameful at what you and your friend did〜    and in case they say something really embarrassing it will be them who will behave as an asshole, not you.

sounds like some sitcom situation www
don't worry and have a great time tomorrow with your family〜 and don't forget to wear your most killer outfit to make that waiter suffer

you know such things as successful career, family and true love are not so common, even among people who don't struggle with depression...but i think the point is in trying to achieve such things anyway. maybe you will achieve an ideal, maybe you won't, but step by step you will make your life much more comfortable. you've said you have some things to finish, and you want to find a better job, so it means you do have some goals in life, so, can't these goals themselves become your "structure" instead of geek stuff? if you find a better job that will be your first step to a good career. and maybe you'll meet the love of your life there~ maybe not, who knows. but anyway it will be more comfortable to work in a place that doesn't disguist you.
tell me about your cat btw .w.

Haha, yes~ He always looks so amazing  It makes it hard to pick out which pictures of him to use, lol.
 
Btw, you look so cute in your new icon 

second this〜

second this〜

Same place where deviloof's consecutive single releases are

i know what you're talking about, my first ex commited suicide a year ago. of course it's not as bad as losing your relatives, i can't even imaging how horrifying it must be. but being half dead - well, i know that feeling. life is a fucking joke huh. i don't even think focusing on new things is a good solution - suppressing your inner thoughts doesn't solve the problem. idk what will work for you, but i've read some books and they helped me accept different things. i still don't think life is a piece of cake or something meaningful but now i'm like okay whatever, let's have some nice moments at least before i end up in grave

@yomii actually,your thoughts are pretty much like mine and makes sense to me.Notice that I've said a "better" life and not "new". I don't believe things can be completely erased either,we just wait for it to lose its power and learn how to live with it, paying attention to other things. But if you experienced death through someone else's death (a loss),you will never be the same, it's like living half dead, many things loses it's taste,the colors of many things are simply drained. Some people can "turn the page" by focusing on new things, some others like me keeps running in circles in the dark.

well i'm afraid you can't just erase negativity completely, you have to learn how to live with what you have, trying to become a better self maybe? idk where i'm going with this tbh, but i don't really believe that one can "turn the page", "start new life" etc. so, like, it's not meaningless to fight with your negative self, but hoping for perfect results can make it all worse. and what does your negativity say to you when you try to do something meaningful?
i'm sorry if i'm talking bullshit or asking stupid questions ._.

i must say i genuinely respect you for having strength to say all of this. and i'm sorry for your loss.
so now you've quitted your job and haven't got a new one yet? can't decide what to do next?

🙏🙏🙏 bless death

yasss hwunni hoP on that self-hating slavic sosig while u r at it!!!

cyka blyat

oh ebat'

i think so about eva. years ago i thought all that big titles are overrated, now i understand that its classics for a reason

i think so about eva. years ago i thought all that big titles are overrated, now i understand that its classics for a reason

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Daiki from deviloof uses a 7string fretless
 

Yohan from Kuroyuri to Kage used a Fretless Bass live, but there aren't any recordings out there of it...

wait
doesnt it say ヴ will be removed from countries names only?

yeah it says too that ヴ will be replaced to ブ in names of saint kitts and nevis and cape verde. i didnt even know such countries exist tbh...
it seems that at first the japanese didnt understand whats going on too, there are many tweets like "oh no whats gonna be with evangelion" lololol 
clickbait articles titles are evil

@yomii Callie is thankfully still around! She's had some mobility issues ever since (mainly with her back legs), but she's started to get some use back recently. Hopefully things keep improving from here! Thanks for the well wishes.