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Today I picked Turkey 
Since I stayed for like 4 months there I warmed up to their culture as I made my way into Asia 
While pop and anatolian melody and folk music are their main attraction I mainly focused on their attempts on nu metal and alt metal and I picked from a band that I liked similariesd to Linkin park for their catchy and deep lyrics 
MaNga is a band in Turkey formed in early 2000 a 5 piece band which mixes genres both local and international (alt rock metal anatolian and folk) the reason they're called manga is that they wanted a name that would mean universal manga gained fame after their debut albums lead single called "bir kadin cizeceksin" (you will draw a girl) which it's lyrics are very deep in a manner that it focuses on main problems of many people in their reaccuring moments in life and I really like it after their 2005 album in 2008 and 2009 they drop their sophomore album which was a massive success with singles as cevapsiz sorular (unanswered questions) and dunyanin sonuna dogumusum (born at the end of the world) their success caused them to be nominated in the eurovision contest before it went shit they were placed 2nd place with countries like UK and france placed their nominations on Turkey for their first ever English spoken song "we could be the same" 
 
 
"Unanswered questions" 
Was a mysterious song which was shot in Prague Czech Republic similar to Linkin parks numb where they shot the entire video in Prague to 
The acoustic guitar and piano followed by cello and faint violins give a drafty feeling as if being swept away by a breeze that doesent exist the songs lyricism speaks of solitude and loneliness as if no one share a thought like thyself
The song is listed above 
 
"bir kadin cizeceksin" (you will draw a girl) 
 
Their lead single in their debut album which is a personal favourite 
To understand this song an obvious translation is required which I'll do my best if anyone wants 
The song is massive to its instrumental manners and the lyrics with genres and techniques that would sound cheesy but nailed quite surprisingly (rap nu metal anatolian etc) 
But I have no idea to this day what the animation is supposed to mean
 
"dunyanin sonuna dogumusum" (born at the end of the world) 
 
My favourite next to unanswered questions 
Think this song as a continuation of the 1st album but more layers 
The lyrics are about the cycle of people in their own make belief worlds and constant need of consuming (pornography, fashion, attention etc) while not explicitly related the lyrics semation is as one the world isint what we knew once was that everyones has their own degeneration if anyone asks I can translate it roughly 
 
We could be the same 
 
The eurovision song that frankly deserved to be 1st place half of the 1st world European countries agree so why not 
As a way of gratitude in a short time span the vocalist learned English so he could compose the lyrics 
 
This is one of the bands that cought my eye in Turkey which I'm glad I gave any attention at all but finding a effort worth of this bands early days was really hard so I just gave up halfway instead I just decided to be a actual tourist and look around the country 

Thats because he lives in the past.
 
Ba dum tss

Sometimes I dream about cheese.. 

No limits just go cray cray 
I don't care if you like teletubby ost 
As long it's your fav

I have got to say that everything I've cherished in this lifetime hasn't grown well and plundered into a abyss of simple creed and jokes games I've grew up with or the people I've known all changed drasticly but in search of what matters in this world I feel iddylic when I visit this forum its been a long time since I found a forum with interesting people and friendly individuals all of them never hesitant to reply back when ever I write something on my mind I'm honored to be a part of forum that is preserved in times of discrimination and hate, anguish, fear, and loneliness. 

Wish that I was back in high school 
Where everything's easy
No cares just childhood teasing 
But now everything gets depressing 
Relax everything's stressing
 
 

Anime doesent suck 
It swallows I've only watched 3 series 
Yugioh, death note (screw season 2), monster (only for Johan and they showed him like for 15 episodes) 
But nowadays it's either retarded fantasy, or knockoffs for example a colourfull skank, a op long haired repetitive main character, overdone settings, the list won't end the only thing I've ever liked about anime is like back in 2006 back when the Internet was a whole and not divided into tribes of elitist fucks scrubbing public attractions (woman rights, Lgbt rights, this goes on forever) so don't blame anime it's been a while since anyone's actually used creation or imagination because most retarded fucks only ever like imagining them being in the position of the mc feeling the desolate emotions of degeneration 

No asking reddit will only answer you that they organise with muscle memory 
There was a site where you can copy your playlist to other media 
But its a obv scam 

Scrobbling isn't recording. Last.fm uses data such as the length of a song, it doesn't analyze the content itself in any way.

... it was supposedly to follow bandomen news but I guess lately I am rambling more than doing that
(/Come to think of it, there was a website ages ago (like... 10 years?) which was a myspace/facebook sort of community like "share your ramblings/secrets"? And there were communities/groups like "depression", "cheating" or whatever? I miss the link to that website )
 
But yes I've had my fair share of bad doctors too sigh. It's always "go to 10 doctors until the 10th finds out something (that should've been really obvious probably) and saves me". Last time I talked about my experiences in an online forum people were so unsettled I picked a fight and left it so I digress but well  ; I am actually a health pro bc I thought somewhere around these lines as a teen lol, but then Everything Went Badly and I gave it up which is another reason I've been so anxious during this COVID-19 frenzy, people are always asking a lot of health professionals and it's unfair and I don't wanna be the "just find a vaxx!!!" person. On The Other Hand, (rambles about how doctors failed to discover an obvious tumor that one time) ... SO YEAH I don't ask a lot But Come On (- title of my autobiography maybe).
Anyway, after a small crisis I am back to "ok... let's just go to ANOTHER doctor". It's expensive and lame to pay 10 doctors so the 10th finds out that one obvious thing you had suggested but I'm not giving up !!! ganbatte (ง'̀-'́)ง hwaiting ヽ(•̀ω•́ ゝ) and shit

I'll never understand those weirdos who are talking on the phone for hours, loud and surrounded be people. Here's Japan,  bitch, respect the rules or go back your fucking home.

Chell I understand reminds me of the time I was in my heart cardiology xray checkups and there's an deformity where the ambilico cord to the baby's heart is not closed and it leaves a distinction in the chest a krater which I have well my family was worried since it was critical for my well being it was luch break for the doctors and they just postponed the evaluation to another 6 months my family was worried they didint know what to do untill a doctor came in he was yelling for the doctors acting like this and he did everything himself he took a tomography xray and samples to be safe and when the xray came in it wasent a problem it closed off my father till that day is still praying for the health and gratitude for that doctor he would say he himself was very happy whenever a doctor or nurse actually gave a crap and asked him hows it going I didint have any career interest so I just wanted to be a doctor not for the relaxed work times or the ridiculous salary I barely ever use it i just thought it would be hopeful that people like them actually cares for them 
 
Chell for you
nobody is perfect I spent my life lonely in search of things that was and will never be mine sometimes I think I'm very greedy although my main involvement in humanity is philanthropic
The only feeling of loneliness I ever feel Is not in daily life or in the city but at my home at night thinking what if I had that friend  I didint have much to look forward so I always looked back the only people I ever care are less then my fingers but I chose a path I could've been what my heart desired  but I chose the truth even as it was tearing me apart as much it bought everyone else in my spot happiness fulfillment peace it bought me chains 
So I ask you what's the true reason you joined this site? 

OH SHIZZLE GUYS I just watched sakura con 2009 commercial and goddamn now I know where Giru Giru cums from 
Lmao girugamesh rofl 

Yesterday, for the first time in my life, I got to watch a moonset! I was getting ready for bed when I noticed how big it was and ended up watching it. Then I realized that it was slowly but surely sinking behind the horizon! So I watched its faint light and soft yellow glow slowly ease itself past the rugged mountains... It was like the moon itself was going to bed. 

Ikr it's amazing how active this thread is
Disturbing too 
 
Man everyone has their own problems 
Can't we just sit down and say 
"wow what the f*#k happened?" 
Let's just go somewhere nice. 
 

Goddamn  everything I cherished is either gone, forgotten, changed, or adapted to whatever shit trends these mindless tribes of people do its sad really YouTube was really relevant to me in like (2006 - 2012) untill most channels just left afterwords there was no such thing as memes so people had to resort to actual comedy there wasent eccentric edgy communitys so everyone didint need to force others throats 
Honestly I miss the days smosh were just 2 guys making skits so was tobuscus in the early days pewdiepie still played games which I loved him for Ray was still on equals 3 mystery guitar man was the summary of creative videos
There wasent shitty arg's it was all so fresh 
But times change but as much as my victims call me psycho I gotta say
Everyone has gone insane 
How could anyone coop with this
I Could never accept this I feel old when I say it 
People can't stay lonely for 1 day? For 20 years out of all the millions out all the foreign countries I went conjugated with their traditions I have only met 5 people 
They have a name for everything these days 
Its all reaction reaction reaction it's all critics critics critics 
So ask yourself what the fuuudge happened? 

Everyones asking the wrong questions what wee need to say is we owe our life to zombies8mylunch for this god awefull and inspiring thread 
Just smell the empty melancholy 
I love it here please don't stop talking

No need to be so dark 
If you really want affection try to get closer to people without giving yourself away that's how I lived for 18 years
 
What you call paradoxical is chaos 
For instance on one entrance exam I did every question on math correct which got me to the core of top 2000 out of 2.8 million and on the military exam I did every one wrong which got me under the minumum requirement of entrance that is a paradox its simply chaos
But your problem is you didint want to make enough of an impact on their life you simply want it to happen naturally you should know humans are greedy you just have to make it all about them  or simply put you just want them to be perfect which in fact is impossible even on respect standerts I don't know how "close" you are with them but know this if you truly care for them it's not late to avert their views on you but as the old adage goes bad beginnings call for bad endings  in fact if you don't like them they don't deserve you there's always someone to share
you just have to find them 
 

Well I just woke up and the first thing I saw was this lmfao thx for setting the mood :(

Yo

I can't write and nobody cares - a post on being unloved I guess

Welcome person I totally don't know
 
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Hi everyone, some of you may already know me but for those that don't, my name is Cinny.
I've been into visual kei for almost five years now, I was introduced through Miyavi, but the first band I listened to was SULFURIC ACID.
My background is punk, so by nature most of my favorite bands are from the beginnings or proto (Extasy, Free-Will, Anarchist Records). This is my favorite period because I feel like it contained the most soul and creativity, I'm generally not into many modern bands but I still enjoy listening, I like seeing a newer band with innovation because it feels fresh for the scene.
I've always felt that I've had a personal relation and connection to Visual Kei since I learned about it and heard some great old school bands for the first time. Making an introduction here is long overdue for me, I hope I can get along well with everyone and have nice talks!
 
These are some bands I like the most, I also love a lot of more obscure music, I can be put into a 90s or Kote fan category.
Dué le quartz
COLOR
妃阿甦
X/X JAPAN
SEX-ANDROID
THE DEAD P☆P STARS
SISTER'S NO FUTURE
かまいたち
MALICE MIZER
SEX VIRGIN KILLER
AION
ect.
 
Nice to meet you all  🐸

When I mean old school I mean bands from 1998 - 2007 max 
Mainly because vk bands are using the same cord progressions and have shitty lyrics

I felt that.... 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
In my heart