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  6. Posted

    I think keiyuh is pretty good though 

    His voice can reach a high point without  breaking his voice I really enjoyed the earlier albums and early 2010

     

    Dai had a great transformation from his vk style in 2002 - 2003 probably my favourite songs came from that time when they dropped the style the same year they disbanded :(

     

    Tomo from vistlip Imo has a great voice for rapping 

     

    Tsuyoshi Himura was part of a cool underground band with incredible success then turned to a more obscure but still great band  and 21g which was a really great different taste in music 

     

     

     

  8. Posted

    I have got to say that everything I've cherished in this lifetime hasn't grown well and plundered into a abyss of simple creed and jokes games I've grew up with or the people I've known all changed drasticly but in search of what matters in this world I feel iddylic when I visit this forum its been a long time since I found a forum with interesting people and friendly individuals all of them never hesitant to reply back when ever I write something on my mind I'm honored to be a part of forum that is preserved in times of discrimination and hate, anguish, fear, and loneliness. 

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  10. Posted

    12 hours ago, secret_no_03 said:

    It's part not wanting to see him like that and part ignorance, they had deliberately lied to us and said that he'd only be there a few days, he died there not even a week later. The cancer had gone all through him by then and he had gone outside and walked around and fell and broke his arm and they put it in a sling because it wasn't going to heal anyway and I spent all of my waking hours the last six months of his life taking care of him and the last thing I said to him before I gave him some liquid morphine they had given him for pain was to get some rest. I woke up the next morning to find out that he'd fallen during the night and was taken back to the hospital in the morning; my grandmother having stayed up with him all night when he had woken her up yelling. Clearly I was passed out because taking care of someone with cancer, watching them wither away and lose 100 lbs, literally from 238 to 138 the week he died and looked like a holocaust victim is mentally taxing and stressful, made worse by him losing his mind and wondering where his parents were (obviously they were long dead). I really didn't want to see him like that and I don't think either of us could have stood me having to leave him there; he being to himself and talking up until about a day or so before he died and they sedated him to the point that he never woke up.

     

    The worst part is probably because we had gotten there right after he had died, maybe 5 minutes too late and I never got to say goodbye or tell him I loved him, etc and the man raised me like a son since he had no children (my mother is from another man) and my father had been out of the picture until I was 15 so he was basically my dad. I won't continue to go at it, but man it's so much harder than you realize, you're waiting for them to die, you're just wanting them to be out of their misery and they linger and linger and then, yeah. If you ever have a loved one who's terminally ill don't wait to say goodbye because you might never get the chance. 

    As a kid Ive always wanted to be a doctor 

    Not because of the hours and the pay because everywhere I see people who are hopeless stone faced doctors waiting untill it's lunch break and comeback 3 hours later when theres patients suffering and sad because no one cares my father was very happy when one of the doctors payed close attention when I was a kid there was a crater a whole in my chest doctors said it would be a fatal bone structure or my metabolism somehow gone extremely advanced in a way my bones were rapidly growing I can't remember how much we waited for the xray when it was my turn they gave me a appointment 1 year prior it was clearly serious because no one would tell what was wrong when one of the doctors got mad because all of the staff went for their lunch breaks he held one of the xray and did the job himself after 20 mins he told me he was glad that it wasent anything dangerous my father since then praying to that man for good health and fortune 

    One of the many reasons for me to be a doctor and a philanthropist 

    As time grows shifter it's always nice to see people doing what's right and people having the courage to share their thoughts and emotions 

     

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  11. Posted

    10 hours ago, secret_no_03 said:

    I wish I would have visited my grandfather in hospice when he was dying and had a proper goodbye. I also wish that I took better care of myself in my 20's (thankfully I'm in good health but still) and I wish that my aforementioned grandfather hadn't worked all of his life to die with nothing to his  name but a 30 year old beaten down vehicle. I don't regret really anything that I've done personally because I'm a strong believer in fate and feel that everything happens for a reason.

    That's so sad

  12. Posted

    I feel anguish in the air

    People who never really had the emotion of sharing but with a face of annonimity and a false sense of security I feel entitled, graced to see so much what people want but never will they have 

    Coop up what ever the media or entertainers shove 

    Every community for everyone trying to find a place where they belong only reason for that is finding commonnery but will never help not even scratch the itch to truly feel or share that's why many go back to the past no to relieve their memory but understand what they thought intruiged in reality if you ever saw those things right now you wouldn't feel pretty much anything 

    What would I want or change? 

    Would it really matter? 

    The outcome will be mineuscent 

    A memento is what everyone has but no one needs 

  13. Posted · Edited by Keiyuh

    3 hours ago, platy said:

    >  the price of my rent

    > bands switching a heavy sound for a pop sound

    > Visual kei being so stuck in its ways

    > The idol industry model

    > the focus of the anime industry 

    > the weather

     

    I didint like linkin parks last album but I always enjoyed MTM and ats

    Media and entertainment overly Japan 

    Shitty overrated anime 

    Finding escapism in things that will never be mine 

    Being stuck in a dillema that will define everything 

    Doing what's necessary or what I truly want 

  18. Posted

    On 3/27/2020 at 6:00 PM, avaritonista said:

    Just thinking I could sUMMmaRiZe my favorite playlist of 1000+ songs to only 5 favorite songs of favorite bands... yeah...

    Its the songs you rarely play dude 

    Otherwise what's the point of replaying your fav songs it'll just get worn down

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  20. Posted

    On 1/30/2020 at 8:05 PM, StriderSubzero said:

    I'm a bit confused as to what you're actually looking for? Is it specific albums or just rock bands from that time period? 

    When I mean old school I mean bands from 1998 - 2007 max 

    Mainly because vk bands are using the same cord progressions and have shitty lyrics

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  23. Posted

    On 12/10/2019 at 11:38 PM, Himeaimichu said:

    Wanting MH members to choose only ONE favourite band is criminalised under the US Constitution as "Cruel and Unusual Punishment"

    I've just realised I said "favourite bands" 

    Oh my god I'm dumb

  25. Posted

    On 12/8/2019 at 6:19 PM, Flame-X said:

    The new CoD Modern Warfare. It's the most refreshing CoD game I've played since the last time I played a CoD game was Black Ops 2. But my goodness this game is ridiculously huge. Over 140 gigs of install files.

    Its a copy paste of battlefield mate

    Only reason to play it is to see Simon riley

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