Miku70

Kpop fanfiction tags: m-preg, tragedy, gay, 
 
Visual kei fanfiction tags: Piss and scat fetish, gore, needle play, asphyxiation, extreme slavery, kissing
 
Yeah, I agree with you. 

We've all made mistakes (especially on the internet, lol). No reason to jump on the "everyone hates me" train. It's a poor mindset that (whether you realize it or not) only serves to diminish your apology and negate your culpability. As was said above, take it as a learning point and it'll do you good.
 
I got into VK at a relatively young age and was, for the most part, pretty socially inept at the time. I look back on that part of my life with a fair bit of disappointment and disdain for the way that I acted and the way that I treated others, whether I realized it or not. I only reference this because much of what you're saying/doing here hits eerily close to home with the way I once was so, as someone who has maybe been in similar shoes, try to take my word for it - criticism is more often constructive than not and a community that is willing to accept you while calling you on your shit is worthwhile regardless of the fandom it's attached to.
 
More concisely said - no one hates you, dig what you dig, and don't dwell on your own mistakes - just learn, move on, and grow. 👍

Didn't have OJ before bed but once when I was fifteen, I dreamt that I was at a party and I somehow lost all my clothes (bar my underwear). It wasn't lewd; I just kinda… lost 'em? Anyways, I asked some of the taller party guests to stand around me as I walked home so no-one would see me, but I eventually got really cold so I pulled out my phone (which I had in me undercrackers fsr) and called Kamijo to bring me a change of clothes. He arrived within minutes on the back of a beautiful white horse looking like he did in the Masquerade PV and presented the clothes to me with a flourish. I thanked him and put them on, then he offered to take us all home. On the bus. He paid for our bus fares and left his horse at the bus station.
 
God, my dreams are so wacky. Anyone who's visited the dream thread will know that, but damn. What is going on in my head?

Once I've dreamed that I saw in MH that Kiryu's Mahiro has passed away because a lightning bolt hit his head

Hi~ No worries  You're welcome! And thank you so much for the following me back  Have a goodnight!

Well, basically they warn people that Maria is making girls drink, even underage ones, trying to get their line etc. And it's illegal and band behaviour. Apparently Maria also approched their fans, so they issued a warning to be careful around him.  Even if the girls ordered non-alcoholic drinks, Maria put alcohol inside. Fortunately they taste it and throw it away.

Just kind of going back and listening to some disbanded groups and wondering where some of them went lol I read on here that oz's vocalist became a farmer or something and I found out signal's yuri is still involved in vk but mostly as a director or other behind the scenes stuff

AvelCain, R-shitei, Amai Bouroku, Savage, Depain, Meary, Zigzag, Gossip (both old and new, to an extent), 0.1g Gosan, Mathilda (kinda), Yumeleep, SHELLMY (probably), and probably 3-dozen other bands would fall somewhere onto that spectrum. It seems to be less of a subgenre, rather than an aesthetic, although bands that fall under it tend to sound like R-shitei or Savage.
 
I know it's been used within the scene itself, so I don't think it's solely a web-generated term (Meary had an album named "Menheler-ism", and there was a history of vkei video the lead singer of Golden Bomber was in where they discussed how today's vkei uses "mental illness as a subject" or something to that extent). Mental illness and self-harm are definitely not new subjects in vkei, or music in general. The concept has just been more stylized and #branded than it has been in the past. Had time been rearranged, groups like Mucc or Earl Grey probably would have been considered part of that scene just based on lyrical content.

Kiryu is cancelled

Also, dislikes on the video keep going up

oh shit dont tell my family im hogging the connection for this nfndfn 

Yeah, he got exposed cuz his wife posted absolutely everything about their marriage on her instagram. She covered his face but... all the clothes he's wearing on them are the same he wear and post on his twitter XD

Anyway she used to be a saizen of him LOL Every bangya dream right

Well I'm happy he found someone who accepts his chin for what it is 

227 items :^) we good

i love ai shinkirou by them! was going to embed youtube video but it was yours ww didn't know they had a pv...i find vocals questionable a bit but it's not bad, and their instrumentals are very pleasant.
 

Yeah, Kurona was never the best vocalist, but he was a pretty good song-writer. I just wish this band released more beyond their first album. Lots of unreleased stuff they only played live lol.

Agreed. Still makes me freaking sad that Isshi said that. If I could have, I would definitely attended their lives to help them out because they deserved more recognition. One of the biggest disadvantages of being a VK fan overseas ;w;

I still remember Isshi saying how surprised he was that their last your was selling out given how they rarely did so. Ugh I still get sad about this and it's been 9 fucking years.

big agree on both points above - band was one of a kind. kudos to them for putting out as much quality material as they did considering their popularity level.

It's hard to say how they felt, but I think it was clear that they enjoyed what they did and dedicated much time to perfecting their craft. I think it's such a shame they weren't more popular because they put a lot of thought into every single aspect of their music and the releases they produced - lyrics, music, cover art, costumes, names, etc. They really deserved more =\

well they clearly felt like shit since their populalarity was fairly low

I'll make a donation of ¥500,000 if I can punch him in the face 

Every now and then I'll play some Antic Cafe songs like ryuusei rocket and tekesuta kousen just cuz.
People can lie all they want but they were actually really good!

Welcome here  😊

Yes I know, it's really important .  I hope we can the truth of this case ☹️☹️ .