My feelings are honestly a bit of a mess.
its hard to put anything into words.
its sad that it has ended this way, but in a way it’s not surprising...it’s kinda hard to explain really.
I remember a convo from many many years ago when we were talking about someone we knew who was quitting the scene to become “a normal person”
i remember thinking at that time, that’s never going to be you...I just always kinda assumed he would continue working his own pace well into old age...
regardless, he was not famous or a big name that many would recognize, but he was a chill guy who made music that mattered to the people who listened to it and to him, I thought that was enough to make him happy.
so all I can really hope for as a old friend is that he can finally rest and find true happiness.......