AliceParanoid

20 is basically still a baby imo.  You will look much different in your late 20s compared to now. 

ah shiit I feel you man!  I've been through that too many times, never gets easier tho (nice to know right?)

hang in there, you can die when you get ugly and old

Don't worry, I'm sure there is someone amazing out there for you! This one setback, is just a setback. Though right now, it may feel heart shattering, don't ever give up. I know I'm sounding a bit too optimistic, but I've been through a similar situation many times, so I speak on past experience