kyoselflove

their new mini album "Red or Maryam" will be released at 2015/12/16 (limited edition 8,640yen), which will include USB
 
[contents]
-Songs-
high-resolution (48kHz/24bit WAV)+MP3 (320kbps)
01.Secret mode(Red or Maryam ver.)
02.愛と哀を遺さず…(ai to ai wo nokosazu...)
03.Dry
04.Red tide
05.NOVA SPIRAL
06.ラナ(rana)〜from Future Boy〜
07.beautiful
 
-Music Clip-
Secret mode
 
-Live Footage-
DECAYS presents「THE GROWTH TO DECAY」
2015.07.28 AKASAKA BLITZ
01.NOVA SPIRAL
02.beautiful
 
2015.07.28 AKASAKA BLITZ Off-shot Photo Data
12 Photo Cards

DECAYS new CD (type & title not yet finalized) will be released at 2015/12/16, although details have not yet been announced
 
 
btw they will hold their one-man live at OSAKA MUSE at 2015/12/21 and at Shinjuku BLAZE at 2015/12/24

Pretty sure that's the only difference.

Some stuff I got recently~
 
Dir en Grey - Dum Spiro Spero limited ed., Decade 1998-2002, 改 -Kai-, The Marrow of a Bone Limited ed., Withering to Death, Macabre
Biosphia - Suicidal Diva
Cocklobin - schnee

DAMY - テトラ
iNSOMNiA – iNSOMNiA
MORRIGAN - ブラック・ルシアン
 

Some rarez and lots of super cheap shit


Fun fact: SCREW S/T, which I snagged for ~¥500 was sealed.
Oh, and MISSA and the R指定 comment DVD are free gifts from the one and only @kyoselflove!

My sister got married today. I usually don't care about weddings, but I am happy for my sister and am glad she chose someone that makes her very happy. I wish her and my brother-in-law the best.
...
Plus, I wore a suit (and drank martinis) and looked fucking awesome, so... today has been quite successful!

my trollin Koichi look..

drunk fun, woooo.

my trollin Koichi look..

drunk fun, woooo.

my trollin Koichi look..

drunk fun, woooo.

my trollin Koichi look..

drunk fun, woooo.

my trollin Koichi look..

drunk fun, woooo.

my trollin Koichi look..

drunk fun, woooo.

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Develop One's Faculties or DOF is a band that had his debut on October from 2014, all their members wasn't new on the music scene, most of members comes from bands like cocklobin and Chemical Pictures.

Members are:
Vocal & Guitar: yuya (@dof_yuya)
birthday: 05.08
(ex. Minerva, cocklobin)
Guitar: rui (@dof_rui)
birthday: 07.26
(ex. the Pumpkin Head, Chemical Pictures)
Bass: detto (@dof_detto)
birthday: 07.13
(ex. eve, 江戸川パラドクス)
Drums: Johannes (@dof_Johannes)
birthday: 06.08
(ex. CROW, ichigo69, mellow pinky, meth., cocklobin)
Their Releases:
Albums:
reincarnation (1st press - sold out)
2015.10.28

reincarnation (2st press)
2015.10.28

Singles:
フラスコを振ると天秤揺れた 【会場限定盤】
2014.12.20

フラスコを振ると天秤揺れた 【通信販売限定盤】
2014.12.20

混沌とした世界の中で足掻き続ける生命とは
2015.5.8

hope 【通常盤】
2015.5.13

hope 【通信販売限定盤】
2015.5.13

What are your thoughts about this band?
How much are you excited for the new album?

Yes, they sound different from the visual kei bands that acts those days. Maybe it's this which catch me to this band.
Also, I will change the DVD content when I got some news about it, and thank you for this remind.
So nice to hear you are addicted to this band too

Love this fucking band, they sound so unique and Johannes is....awesome xD
 
Pretty sure the DVD for second press is live footage, though it says 'subject to change' but I hope it is haha.
 
SUPA EXCITED! SO MUCH SO I BOUGHT BOTH PRESSES!

See told ya YTRed sucked

This is fuxxing awesome <3

Adding that I also identify as genderqueer (more specifically, agender) but still go with female pronouns because I'm not really open/comfortable about this yet and because that's just the most comfortable thing for me. I'm usually not too comfortable talking about this, but it looks like a lot of people here feel similarly, so I'm glad this is sort of a safe place. I don't really identify as female or male, but it's more of a "neither" instead of "both" sort of thing. I do have dysphoria because I have a VERY feminine body (this is basically my body type), so it makes it very hard to be the kind of androgynous I'd be comfortable presenting like.
 
I discovered visual kei when I was about 15 or so. It was a really big deal to me. Before then, I had that weird lurking feeling of not wanting to be female or male, but I didn't know how to present in a way that was comfortable for me. I did have an interest in fashion and makeup and I wanted to be attractive and beautiful, but I didn't really know how to put all of that together in a way that wasn't specifically female. So of course, the initial allure of visual kei was that it was all of those things. Really enjoying the music solidified my interest in it. I had always been very skinny, which was awesome for my situation. Unfortunately, I rapidly put on a lot of  weight when I was 19 and that caused a lot of changes to my body shape. It was a huge blow because at that point, I had found the thing that finally made me comfortable in my own skin and it was being taken away from me again. I also didn't know that identifying as non-binary was a thing until I was like 25, so the feelings I was struggling against were very private and alienating. I haven't been able to lose and keep off the weight, so I'm still EXTREMELY uncomfortable with myself and most of the time I feel like I have no business in a style meant for skinny attractive men, but I don't really know what else to do with myself. 
 
I'm also often very afraid to be open about my identity and have it misunderstood as "taking my visual kei obsession too far" because that's not true at all. I already felt like that for a long time before I knew anything about being genderqueer or even what being trans was. The previous talk of visual kei fans "faking it" to be cool is exactly what I'm talking about here. Also, it's possible to come out and take steps towards exploring your identity within a particular group or scene, but still not be out with your family, work/school, and friends outside of that group/scene. Many people don't realize that you don't just come out all at once. You come out over and over and over again to different people. You come out in different ways and at different times based on a lot of situation factors. I don't think it's fake at all to present as male and ask for male pronouns within a group, but still be in the closet in other parts of your life where coming out could be a very dangerous or complicated struggle that you're not ready for. 

See told ya YTRed sucked

Wish I could watch the video ;____;

See told ya YTRed sucked