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^ haha XDDDDDD That made my day!

Thanks Mr. Panda.

Luckily I was the fourth (and last kid) in my family, so taking photos of me was old news. Don't have much pictures of me hanging around the shelves~ I have actually couple of old school pictures which were pretty embarrassing, but I will never show them to anyone (not even mom has seen them...)

So let's see, the first one was taken in -96, when I was almost two years old and was in hospital because of leukemia:

The second and the third ones are from -97 (3 years old):

The right one:

Aaand the fourth one is where I am with my sister. I am the smaller version. The year was -00, and I was 6 years old.

Won't show any other ones though, maybe later when I can scan these. The embarassing pictures are too rainy/bad quality and you can't see anything from it, sorry Mr. Panda.

And now:

 

A year ago:

 

I am lucky to say that I have never had it as bad as for some people. And to tell you the truth, it was never really "direct" bullying, but it still has affected me mentally lot. Only once, when I was 15, I was "bullied" directly. Some people would say that it had been physical, but I am not really sure? (we had some sort of race where each of us had to run around a line of people, and couple of the guys were throwing sands and rocks on me while I was the one running)

My experiences pretty much only consists to sneering and other stuff, which were always about my looks. After years of that experience ended me up with full closet of unused clothes (some of which I am still too scared to use because of being scared of people looking at me) and friends having to drag me to school when I have had a new haircut, new glasses or pretty much anything else. I don't know, it's not much compared to some people, but I have always been pretty sensitive so over the years I am scared of how other people see me.

Sorry, it might sound a bit stupid or weird, but it's not bad at least. Luckily people see me as a nice and smiley person, so people have said that kind of stuff only once or twice directly into my face. If that happened more often, I don't even want to know how I would be right now. I mean, the "physical bullying" experience shocked me a lot, so if I admit that I am really paranoid about this stuff, but I really can't help it...

I think bullying form which hurts most is when your own family does it. (Only my dad who I see once in a year or two, so it's not that bad. It still hurts like shit though.)

//gawd, sorry, this sounds really weird/childish/naive/or something..... ;_;

Ooh, it's "rare" to find (old... and well, new as well) UVERworld's fans in MH! I must say that I really liked their ~05-08 era a lot, some of their songs are really important for me still. You mentioned DELUHI and ONE OK ROCK as well, nice! Did you go see OOR last year in their EU-tour?

Anyways, welcome to the forum!

My computer has been living on edge for couple of weeks now, so I went yesterday to buy Buffalo MiniStation Portable USB 3.0 Hard Drive.

Now my music and TV-shows are safe! Have to live with only macaroni for a week though until I get more money... But my babies are safe at least!

I really want to poke Pretsy's cheeks. ;___; Reminds me of chipmunk!

... for some reason I KNEW the moment I saw your nick that you were Finnish. Welcome to MH! Hopefully you will have nice time. 83

Aaa, are you serious?!? I can't wait!

Based on these options, I usually check the arms first. Plus I usually like arms and hands in general as well.

Hnng, the name...

But anyways, will hopefully buy these!

I still think this is the best one ever:

I still miss sai's best of chat from her Last.fm. 8<

Ah, if they came to Finland, I'd definitely go to their concert...

Whaaaaaaat... O.O

Yay, I have been feeling annoyed for a while ebcause there aren't cheap gyms (monthly pay) around my city and that I didn't have anyone to go with. Today I randomly came across some gym with a discount 29,90e/month! I also called my sister (who works out a lot. She's crazy about working out, she has a sixback already) about it and heard that she has been planning to get a membership from the gym for a while. So now I will also have someone to go with! :3333

I want to get fit like her too. 8< Slowly...

I don't think I have shown my baby on this thread before? Twix is almost 2 years old, mixed breed. Other breed is pretty much European Shorthair, her father's breed is unknown. She and her mom, Napsu (my sister's cat) looks pretty much identical. But anyways, this is my sweetie:

And this is her when she was about four months old~ :

O__O I assume you use US Netflix? I use UK's Netflix, and don't have anime there at all.

I was quite suprised when I realized that there isn't any general conversation about travelling at all, as I know lots of users on this site travel a lot.

Because this site concentrates on Japan, I am pretty sure most of us want to visit the place. So let's start with that; have you visited Japan, or will you? Have you even been abroad and if you have, where have you been? Which country was your favourite? Which country you would recommend to other people; why? Travelling budgets? City trip vs. beach trip? Any backpackers?

Also, I am quite interested about japan visitors travel budgets. How much did you use for flights, food per day, living and so on?

What, there is anime on Netflix? D:

girugamesh's concert in Kiev, Ukraine has been cancelled due to the current political situation in Kiev.

Cancelation of girugamesh show in Kiev, Ukraine at Bingo Club

We regret to inform you that the girugamesh show at Bingo Club, Kiev schedule on May 23rd has been cancelled due to the current political situation in Kiev. We apologize to all fans for any inconveniences caused but the band hopes to visit Kiev in the future when the opportunity arrises.

Please contact your ticket outlet for refunds.

These arrived just couple hours ago~ I must say I was reeeally suprised, because FJ shipped these on monday; usually it takes over a week to arrive!

BIGMAMA - Haha ni okuru uta
ムック - Suisou
ムック - Gerbera (Limited Edition)

And d.i.a's shirt.

One kittyafro coming up ~ I now think that you look better with a bit longer hair, CAT!

Mine are usually music like SiM and Maximum the Hormone. Need to get the adrenaline to pump. ;PP

For running I have a energetic Kpop playlist, because of the beat and tempo.

Wow, haven't really listened their recent music at all, but it's awful to see another big name go on hiatus. :x

(But then again, these news made me to listen their old stuff for the first time in over five years, or more. Maybe I will try to listen to their "new" stuff too.)

Haven't visited this thread for a while! It's time to change that;

I fucking hate money, bills and loans. *cries herself into sleep*

Today starts the "money celibacy". After I have paid the FJ-shipping in few weeks, I won't buy anything from internet or any sweets and non-food. WHY THERE ISN'T ANYONE WHO WANTS TO OFFER ME A JOB.

Fucking shit...

/rant