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Twitter: https://twitter.com/pallisappinen
IGN: sappnh
Discord: Ssshappy#1007

I swear I felt my heart breaking when I read about this site's time to be buried. While I haven't been active here for years now, so freaking many of you will always have a special place in my heart. While I must admit that I have forgotten so many names, I still remember all IRL meetings, good ol' MSN and Skype chats and all the amusing drama. I have lost so many nights of sleeping when I have had much nicer time chatting with you all, or browsing threads. Even after years I still automatically click the bookmark of this site at least once a month, and it always makes me smile to see so many familiar names. I have gained so many IRL and online, even Facebook friends, even got my first relationship out of this site. 😅

As I said, I have pretty shitty memory so I don't remember names, but I'd like to think that everyone who matters to me, and has helped me with problems and even growing up, you know who you are. I love you all so goddamn much, and I sincerely hope we will stay in contact at least once in a while. And if we happen to come across each other  IRL, let's smile and remember all of the lovely happenings we have had all these years. 

... Okay, a short shoutout to: @WhirlingBlack, @Karma’s Hat(wtf happened to Disposable duuuuude), @Ro plz, @Jigsaw9, @Biopanda, Val, @CAT5, @paradoxal, pretsy and Craig. There's more of you, but here's a start. 

See you all ❤️

(DAMMIT, I never hit the 1k msgs that I have been meaning to do for years. I guess time runs out for everything unless it's my grandma, she's a tough lady.)

I am fairly sure I have had this same pfp since TW became MH. Tatsurou from MUCC

Just upping this in case people have come across FGO and play it now or just are interested in starting. I am still *very* active, even after two years of daily playing.

Come to the dark side everyone, there's gacha. 

10 hours ago, CAT5 said:

Lion tribe

 

Logged in for the first time in like a year and HELLO kittycat, looking cool like always!

I am definitely going to see them in autumn. To Helsinki it is!

1 hour ago, karai · ebi said:

Haha I had that problem the first month I started playing too.

I'm finally stuck though, which I guess is a good thing, because I can only participate in events lol.

 

Here's my line up and FC if anyone wants to add, I got a lot of space on the list

222,529,218

 

I sent you a request! :D I am on my 5th day of playing (on JP server), so any support help is <3.

Started playing on FGO's JP server as well. Can't.stop.playing. I feel like I am even having dreams of FGO. Is this what addiction feels like?

I got a job~! Now I have to start practising swedish way more Even though it has gotten lot better in just two months.

(I will work in a hotel, where I have to speak in three langauges. If I was brave enough, I would try to learn japanese hotel vocabularly but my boyfriend keeps telling me not to and refuses to teach some stuff because he would want me to speak keigo.)

Hehee, I got Jack on my first summon! Let me tell you that my boyfriend was definitely not jealous... :"D Anyways, I added you!

On 7.12.2017 at 3:45 AM, Flame-X said:

I've also been playing that quite a lot.

I wish the Christmas event had continued in the American version. At least Japanese version has it now :"D

Current line-up:

18 hours ago, jiji94 said:

On an unrelated note, I just start birth control because my monthly gift has been nothing but trouble since I've gotten older. I'm not getting any PMS signs until the day of and the pain has gotten worse, so my doctor finally talked me into trying it. Idk if it's supposed to work right away, I noticed after the first pill I felt weird af but my mood has been substantially better??? I have horrid moodswings. Omg is this shiz gonna help with breast pain before periods? I can't even hug people, it hurts so bad.

 

I'm pretty horrified by the shaming of people for taking birth control. 

Effects can be completely different with everyone. As for me it has gotten my life a lot easier! :"D Pretty much no pain at all, shark week has lessened to (at most) three days, no mood swings etc. Plus nowaways I use pills so that shark week happens only six times/year. 

You will notice the lasting affects after about a year of using, the first three months at least might show stuff that may not stick with the rest of time. Like I said, it's different for everyone. All I can say that try using this specific pill for ~3 months or more before you try changing it to other one. Different pills might have different affects.

Affect... Effect :x

After just a couple of days I feel like I am a bit addicted to Fate/Grand Order.

And to Castle Cats!!! 

I have been extremely anxious for two weeks now. I cut contact with mom 1,5 years ago and we are meeting tomorrow. But I really, really don't want to because I have this huge feeling that everything will be exactly the same as before. 

Three weeks and this LDR will become much, much shorter. As in same apartment. DD:

Can't tell any names, of course, but two of the bands combined has over 600k listeners on Spotify!  Would have expected a manager or someone to bring the applications, but looks like some people want to do it by themselves.

I have interesting internship place... I make other people's Visas and apply for them! So far it's super fun, plus it's different kind of customer service that I am used to. I have worked in grocery stores for years where the main thing is RESULTS. It was funny how in this place they complained that it was really busy day - I felt like I could have naps between each customer. Also, in the past four days I have made visas for three different bands for their tours :DD

6 minutes ago, saishuu said:

There are schools who actually accept JaME as work experience? brb updating my resume

Of course? Just noticed that the paper we usually get from work "proof that you have worked there" is called recommendation letter. Sounds awful... Here it's pretty clear that you get one from every job. 

But yeah, I got that and added JaME on my CV. Looks good in CV because working with languages  and volunteering work. (+ for how long I have worked there)

Oh school... I spent whole July wanting to go back to school. Three days of school and BAM, I was permitted to not go to communication marketing (??) class because of my work experience (JaME) and previous degree. So now I have month free from school. At the end of September I have one class left abd the only thing I have to do before graduating is internship.

That was fast.

 Did anyone check the leaked episode? 

Kaverin kanssa oli puhetta että mekin taidetaan mennä aluksi terassille, suunnitelmat on kuitenkin vielä täysin auki. +16 astetta... en mä uskalla vielä innostua, kumminkin perjantaina herätessä sataa lunta vaakatasossa.

Hyvää joulua!

^Hhhhä, et oo tulossa? D: Tyhmä!

I took my boyfriend with type I diabetes to a hospital today because he had been throwing up all morning. Apparently now he has a high fever. While I know he is in a good care there, I am stressing so much. I can already tell that as he's staying there overnight, there will be no sleeping for me...

And all of this happened before 11am, waiting for more stuff to happen.

Thank fuck my classes were cancelled for tomorrow. I have had the worst month ever and because of hormones, I have been crying for a whole time couple times per day. Time to go to bed, open a bottle and get fucked up