CELESTIAL CIEL
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CELESTIAL CIEL got a reaction from Cantavanda in It's so hard to like something that also likes the person you adore. I'm about to qui
She moved to Japan this October just bc she's hardcore bangyaru. She's into modern vkei (I'm more into 90s vkei...), and I started to listen some bands she likes, gyaro, morrigan, etc, I rrrreally loved them... I know she loved lareine/versailles, Luci'fer luscious violenoue and her projects, and it was a huuuge part of my "childhood"... So I can't listen to bands I used to like, from my past or something I discovered because of her tastes, and it makes me closer to kill myself, I'm exhausted. I'm tired of losing everyone I love and everything that could be my protection. I'm a real loner, but when I meet someone I want to keep, after a couple peaceful months everything is burning down. Like if I never deserved all this love and attention and everything was just a sick narcissism with sadistic dreams of being the one and the only. I left my friends bc she seemed so disappointed when someone was trying to be a bit closer to me. I loved it, I really appreciate this, I don't need someone else if she makes me think she's close to me and it will never ends. I'm ready to be hurt, but something went wrong... and she seems so passive aggressive when we're talking. It lasts about a year, and we were friends for a couple of years before...
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CELESTIAL CIEL got a reaction from dovesi in is everything that bad if I was looking for a certain thing and google advised me to
@Manji 卍 now I want to phone them just to talk... It's quite strange to realize that there's something I can't tell even to my parents, like, thoughts about killing myself and how miserable I feel myself because of absolutely sick addiction to my only friend...
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CELESTIAL CIEL reacted to ahnchc in Still makes me laugh every time I see it oh dear
lmaaaoooosdofsokskksks 1:48 takes me out every single time
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CELESTIAL CIEL got a reaction from Arkady in That moment when your old favorite bandoman from the old days™ is not lost in the Big
yay bingo
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CELESTIAL CIEL got a reaction from merchenticneurosis in Sooo, the new Starwave band. Whooooooo?
Whooo lives in a pineapple under the sea?
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CELESTIAL CIEL reacted to platy in sometimes i hate tumblr because of that type of girls who thinks that they're (gay) v
i'm not ready for it... [2]
Takashi and Tomo are not fucking, no matter how many times Yoshiatsu tries to intoxicate them with helium balloons...🤢
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CELESTIAL CIEL reacted to colorful人生 in sometimes i hate tumblr because of that type of girls who thinks that they're (gay) v
*sigh* I remember when I tried Tumblr for a bit. Then, after I posted something about a particular vocalist, a role-playing account replied "Thank You". I gtfo of there, lmao.
I'm sorry, but I just find all that a bit creepy imo.
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CELESTIAL CIEL reacted to Tokage in sometimes i hate tumblr because of that type of girls who thinks that they're (gay) v
ummmm sweetie, some???? people???? have???? fun???? to COPE?????
(nah jk, fuck that whole ''roleplaying real people''/''writing romantic fanfic about real people'' stuff, it's awful)
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CELESTIAL CIEL reacted to suji in sometimes i hate tumblr because of that type of girls who thinks that they're (gay) v
rp blogs are The Worst
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CELESTIAL CIEL got a reaction from Rakuen in it's extremely hard to wear plastic tree tshirts and bags when you remember all this
Well, their "leader" is actually a two-faced bitch and their second leader is that person who told me drink less when I decided to say sorry right before my last suicide attempt. I really love them and we were friends, but sometimes I think I want to die bc it's too sad.
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CELESTIAL CIEL got a reaction from dovesi in it's extremely hard to wear plastic tree tshirts and bags when you remember all this
It's personal, anyway. Nevermind.
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CELESTIAL CIEL got a reaction from merchenticneurosis in Amazeballs Finnish post-punk/goth jams, they're still active but throw like 2 gigs a
(*w*) sounds sweet!
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CELESTIAL CIEL reacted to suji in I'd like to win in a lottery to fly to see this ensemble... ✝️
i'd love to win the lottery just to go to japan 💔
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CELESTIAL CIEL reacted to merchenticneurosis in It's so sad that russian goth scene is dead... but I'm really happy that this band is
I'm digging, sounds great!
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CELESTIAL CIEL got a reaction from merchenticneurosis in It's so sad that russian goth scene is dead... but I'm really happy that this band is
@merchenticneurosis
of course! the band have had many lineup changes, and the last lineup is the most stable.
i like this period, the sound is more hysteric than their early works.
this one is from their last album^^
one of their early lineup, with totally different sound (but still good, i think...)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oMfnVhX39cU
I'm not sure they're easy to get, but I have their discography and i could upload it.
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CELESTIAL CIEL got a reaction from merchenticneurosis in Here i am with a facemask lying like a dead carcass, well here i come Tokyo!
have a marvelous time in tokiwo!!
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CELESTIAL CIEL got a reaction from Manji 卍 in So, where's Karma's new band "Rands"?!They disbanded before even debuting?!well, that
https://www.instagram.com/karma_rands/ (also new twitter https://twitter.com/karma_rands)
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CELESTIAL CIEL got a reaction from Manji 卍 in didn't know that Madame Edwarda is a kind of japanese Bauhaus.what i was missing
madame edwarda is pure art, and i can't say their sound is close to bauhaus, but they both share very specific genre so they sounds similar in some ways...
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CELESTIAL CIEL got a reaction from lichtlune in didn't know that Madame Edwarda is a kind of japanese Bauhaus.what i was missing
madame edwarda is pure art, and i can't say their sound is close to bauhaus, but they both share very specific genre so they sounds similar in some ways...
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CELESTIAL CIEL got a reaction from Himeaimichu in didn't know that Madame Edwarda is a kind of japanese Bauhaus.what i was missing
madame edwarda is pure art, and i can't say their sound is close to bauhaus, but they both share very specific genre so they sounds similar in some ways...