CELESTIAL CIEL
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finally bought a laptop((´∀｀)) happy happy~
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reunion of the local cali/garists :'з
drunk, both depressed, but still awesome.
w/ @madmandance
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It's your birthday, and I hope you'll die. Or your fav bands will disband, and your fav bandoman will hate you and you'll be blacklisted.
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My self esteem was killed and I'm dead inside and too tired to move on. The whole year I was trying to hold on even if since the last February I don't remember any good moments or nights without tears. It's a huge story behind this words and I'm too weak right now to try to tell what going on even it's about a month since the turning point. I'm not sure I deserve any good words, and any chance to be someone's friend, or soulmate, or lover, or I don't really know what can be above.
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The suckiest thing that everyone who tried to talk with me, or be closer, or told me that this relationships are rotten from the beginning, everyone was ignored and deleted from my life because I was sure this could be a huge gesture of love and feelings if I can forget about everyone for her. I'm such a jackass, I know, and there's no logic in such things, but everything was ruined and there's no way back.
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Death isn't that bad. The worst thing is when you decided to leave me. And it happened today. Double suicide, anyone? I can't do it alone, I'm scared.
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oh shit i'll never say something about kaisans of someones fav bands, everytime i do it my toxic words comes true lol :'D auuuu wtfff this is superweird
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hey happy birthday!! (❁´◡`❁)*✲ﾟ*
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i think it feels like jealousy when you went to your fav band liveshow, met gyas from your country and you don't really interested in any interactions with them.
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me: mom i have to tell you i need money to move...
mom: WOW I THINK WE NEED TO TRIP TO VIETNAM
me: mom i'm moving to japan this october, so can we please save money for...
mom: V I E T N A M M M M Mwhat the hell is wrong with you oshietekure yo
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Drunk and thinking about what if medieval people met visual kei bandmen and they would be terrified, or ...
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no idea how to recover my laptop, so i wanted to find one of v/a i ripped years and years ago, but can't find download section. errr merry kissmyass. i hope it's something like a bug of mobile version or something.
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I miss Eiji's DENTAKU... My laptop is dead and I have no idea where can I get some marvelous pico pico bleeps...
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I found some good old 駄菓子菓子 and oh god, they were so aggressive and rough, so I feel myself a little bit better. Many years have passed since days that were filled with my angura obsession.
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I hope your fav band will disband, so you could get your priorities straight.
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It's so hard to like something that also likes the person you adore. I'm about to quit vkei and die alone just because I love her so much, I'm so tired of being rejected. I can't keep my tears from falling. This year was really awesome... But God why, do I really deserve this pain.
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I can feel your exhausting pain through your writing. Even though I don't really understand how a music taste can destroy an entire relationship, especially if she's interested in Japan herself. But I don't need to understand, I just hope you will feel better soon!
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It's not about tastes, it's about how hard to like something that also likes that person, when even listening to some bands just brings nothing but pain, and there's a lot of things around that makes me feel worse, because I can't stop thinking about her. When I listen to bands we both like, when scrolling mh news and notice new bands she probably already know... Aah. Is it real madness. IDK...
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