hyura

@Keiyuu requested me to translate Lepra recently, so here it is.
It's the first song La'Mule ever made, first released in '96 and always held a special place in the bands' repertoire. It was also rereleased by the name of Desert Moon in 2000. That title actually fits the romantic colours of the song much better since the only topic vaguely related to lepra would be 'something that fell into pieces'.
This translation is based on the lyrics for the original demotape, but they weren't changed too much later on.
 

 
Lepra

月夜に浮かんで 綺麗すぎた君の涙
tsukiyo ni ukande
Flowing in that moonlit night
kirei sugita kimi no namida
Your tears, so beautiful
受け止められなかった
uke tomerarenakatta
I could not make them stop
あの頃の夜に 僕は僕に問い続ける
ano koro no yoru ni
I keep asking myself
boku wa boku ni toi tsuzukeru
About that night back then
答えのないままで
kotae no nai mama de
But my questions remain unanswered

紛らわす為に過去をかなぐりすてた空へ
magirawasu tame ni kako wo kanaguri suteta sora e
I wanted you to forget the past and threw it off into the sky
もう帰らないように
mou kaeranai you ni
So that it would never return
逃げ出した心 隙間うめるように
nige dashita kokoro
To fill the gap
sukima umeru you ni
It left in your heart
君と歩き出そうとしたよ
kimi to aruki dasou toshita yo
I just wanted to walk away with you

破片集めたら 全て同じ思い出
kakera atsumetara
When the pieces assemble
subete onaji omoide
All of them one memory
いつか空が降りはじめて 心を縛りつけて
itsuka sora ga furi hajimete
Then one day the sky will start to pour
kokoro wo shibari tsukete
Crushing your heart

君の涙が流れつづけ
kimi no namida ga nagare tsuzuke
Your tears will continue flowing
にじんだ空へはきすてる
nijinda sora e haki suteru
Spat out by the leaking sky
｢過去の想い出に負ける｣と
"kako no omoide ni makeru" to
"Haunted by memories of the past"
君は言いつづけたね...
kimi wa ii tsuzuketeta ne...
That's what you kept saying...

破片集めたら 全て同じ思い出
kakera atsumetara
When the pieces assemble
subete onaji omoide
All of them one memory
いつか空が降りはじめて 心を縛りつけて
itsuka sora ga furi hajimete
Then one day the sky will start to pour
kokoro wo shibari tsukete
Crushing your heart

君の涙が流れつづけ
kimi no namida ga nagare tsuzuke
Your tears will continue flowing
にじんだ空へはきすてる
nijinda sora e haki suteru
Spat out by the leaking sky
｢過去の想い出に負ける｣と
"kako no omoide ni makeru" to
"Haunted by memories of the past"
君は言いつづけたね...
kimi wa ii tsuzuketeta ne...
That's what you kept saying...

もう少し僕が強ければ そんな曖昧な言葉も
mou sukoshi boku ga tsuyokereba
If only I had been a little stronger
sonna aimaina kotoba mo
Despite such vague words
愛し続けてくれた君の涙を 僕はぬぐえなかった
aishi tsuzukete kureta kimi no namida
You were always loving me and still
boku wa nuguenakatta
I could not dry your tears
 

You look beautiful, digi! : o
Also a little bit like you're advertising deodorant. XD Dem perfect armpits~
 
We recently bought a fuji instax camera and between lots of random shots of cats, cars and action figures a novelty appeared:
Official Hyura cheki.
 

 
I look chubby, despite hitting underweight recently.

You look beautiful, digi! : o
Also a little bit like you're advertising deodorant. XD Dem perfect armpits~
 
We recently bought a fuji instax camera and between lots of random shots of cats, cars and action figures a novelty appeared:
Official Hyura cheki.
 

 
I look chubby, despite hitting underweight recently.

One month old pic, because I am sick at the moment and look like shit >_<
 


 
 
Also agree, Hyura is kawaii as fuck <3

You look beautiful, digi! : o
Also a little bit like you're advertising deodorant. XD Dem perfect armpits~
 
We recently bought a fuji instax camera and between lots of random shots of cats, cars and action figures a novelty appeared:
Official Hyura cheki.
 

 
I look chubby, despite hitting underweight recently.

You look beautiful, digi! : o
Also a little bit like you're advertising deodorant. XD Dem perfect armpits~
 
We recently bought a fuji instax camera and between lots of random shots of cats, cars and action figures a novelty appeared:
Official Hyura cheki.
 

 
I look chubby, despite hitting underweight recently.

The latter one can kind of work, I suppose, but only in a smaller group. As a member of another VK community with ~40 users that puts potential users through an interview/peer-review process that has had over 300 uploads without a single one leaking to blogs, it can certainly work. Though I guess it only takes one person to make the whole thing come tumbling down. As far as here goes though, I'm pretty sure nothing can be done. Maybe public shaming? Find people reposting uploads on blogspots and change their avatar to a big floppy penis and their sig to something like "I love donkey dicks".

You look beautiful, digi! : o
Also a little bit like you're advertising deodorant. XD Dem perfect armpits~
 
We recently bought a fuji instax camera and between lots of random shots of cats, cars and action figures a novelty appeared:
Official Hyura cheki.
 

 
I look chubby, despite hitting underweight recently.

You look beautiful, digi! : o
Also a little bit like you're advertising deodorant. XD Dem perfect armpits~
 
We recently bought a fuji instax camera and between lots of random shots of cats, cars and action figures a novelty appeared:
Official Hyura cheki.
 

 
I look chubby, despite hitting underweight recently.

My train of thoughts on this topic:
it's because most people never learn how to get up after they fall. Success never ever comes easily, and people might think otherwise because successful people often give out that vibe of carefree-ness and liveliness. But maybe they just learnt how to get themselves back up. How to stay persistent. It could even be the "fake it till you make it" mindset. 
But there are two characteristics truly successful people with almost no exceptions have: A healthy dose of self-criticism and the ability to organize themselves well. I'm talking about people who are successful on both important plans of life: personal life (family, love, self-fulfillment, spirituality, hobbies) and professional life (what people usually take as "success", but it's really not success without the other part as well). 
Both self-criticism and good organization helps them overcome their flaws, just as you said - lack of confidence, persistence, skills, knowledge etc. You can not succeed if you're not willing to work on yourself. The moment you notice you lack something, start working on getting it. I realize my drawings aren't as good as those of my idols, analyze my idols' works, and figure out what I need to work on and start doing it straight away. I realize my japanese skill has been decreasing recently, go through a random text, figure out that my vocabulary isn't broad enough, pick up a dictionary and start learning new words. Beginning something is the hardest part. Once you begin, you probably come to a point where you're just lacking persistence. That's where organization skills come in handy. Organize your time and your day so that you don't really notice you're working on self-development. Draw several studies of a body part you're not so skilled at during a boring class. Subscribe to a "japanese word of a day" e-mail listing on a language learning website. 
The elevator can only be used on your way down. To go up, you have to take the stairs. One step at a time.
 
And don't approach success in a "I want to be successful" kinda way. Approach it in a "I want to be the best version of myself possible". People don't notice you because you want to be noticed by people. People notice you because you noticed yourself.
 
/my philosophy/

Wow, I only saw this thread now. : o
So I'm a bit late to the party.
 
Kisaki bashing used so be a popular sport so as his fan I feel like a traitor to say this but:
Well. Kisaki was also the guy who took random pictures from google and uploaded them to his blog to look like he had a life.
So yeah it doesn't seem that unlikely for him to invent those releases or even bands afterwards to make his history more colorful.
 
The 'Beyond the kingdom' book has the same release- and live-history infos that were already posted and no pictures of either bands.
It doesn't say much about Laybial in the history part at all either, only that they were a 'positive punk' band and toured other cities as well. KISAKI left them very fast.
It has, however, some stuff about Levia: appearently they were extremely popular in wakayama, even referred to as 'super band', that's why they played so many oneman lives (pretty unusual for a young band like that!), they often appeared in the local press and played as OA for major bands. The sound was aggressive.
 
I also looked through my old mags and found some 'Kisaki photo gallery' in a minikomi from '99!
No photo/mention of levia, but two pictures of Laybial. One of them is commented with '1994.5.30 Umeda Guild, Even between the photos I have this one is pretty old. Because this band is currently with Matina there's propably lots of people who are like 'what?' now. The details are secret.' ... So the live history of that band seems to be legit I guess. ;D
The other photo is dated 1994.9.21... which is technically when he was already in his next band. : o So no idea.
 
 
I doubt those tapes would disappear just like that. : o 200 and 300 presses is not that few and Kisaki was a famous guy from early on, at least from La'Sadies he made it pretty big in the indies scene, so at least a couple would have made their way to second hand shops and the like. Just like with many other tapes from old nobody bands whose members got famous later on.
 
What does it say on that Levia tape? ;O; I'm curious.
 
edit: there is a blog entry here where kisaki says he visited Levias guitarist in Wakayama who is now married with the woman who was their staff at that time. : o But the photo is some UCP people. XD (at least not stolen from google!)

My cat approves this
 

 
(yeah, that's really my cat)

Great work!

As a German, I like that name. XD

As a German, I like that name. XD

Chopped the hell out of my bangs and waxed part of my manry brows away. Today was a good day. 
 
(no it wasn't)

Hello~
Some time ago I translated all of Madeth gray'lls lyrics to German and reading through those translations again I thought that their stories are so cool I should do it once more, this time in English, and share them with everyone who might be interested. orz
This time I also want to include all the small poems and stories printed on booklets and CDs that aren't directly related to a song and arrange everything in a way to make the tragedy a little more coherent because all the songs are loosely connected.
 
I'll post every song individually and add a list with the links here to keep things tidy. ;D
The structure is a somewhat chronical order, but if there are multiple versions I'll mostly choose the newer ones, because Hisuis writing improved quite a lot over time. There will propably be 6 acts, even though I know a classical drama should only have 5...
 
 
Prologue
0.  楽園の黒霧 - Black fog in paradise

Act I : 狂死楽園 - Mad Death Paradise
1.  呪ワレシ華ノ生命… - A cursed blossoms life...
2.  missantroop
3.  黒装束の調べ - Melody dressed in black
4.  狂死曲 - Mad Death Rhapsody
5.  狂死楽園 - Mad Death Paradise
 
Act II : 狂気に満ちた殺人劇 - Murder play abound in madness
6.  白昼夢の惨劇 - Daydream Tragedy
7.  血染めの喜劇 - Bloodstained Comedy
8.  オペラ座の悲劇 - Disaster at the opera house
 
Act III : 十字架の結末・・・ - The end of the cross...
9.  十字架の結末・・・ - The end of the cross...
10.  パラサイト - Parasite
11.  廃人狂イ人形 - Mad cripple puppet
 
Act IV : 罪深き冥華と追憶の懺麗死儀式 - Graceful confession ritual of sinful dark flowers and reminiscence
12.  Le　MISERABLE
13.  MOTHER COMPLEX
 
Act V : 魔鏡に映る呪われた罪人達と生命の終焉 - Cursed sinners reflected in the devils mirror and the demise of existence
14.  生命の終焉 - The demise of existence
15.  Zwei   堕胎者ト盲目ナ中絶児･･69日目ノ阻害 - Zwei    An abortionist and a blind aborted child.. termination on the 69th day
16.  「マリア」ガ眠ル懺悔ノ「柩」 - 'Maria' sleeps in a 'coffin' of repentance
17.  黒死蝶ノ花束 - Bouquet of black death butterflies
18.  追憶 - Reminiscence
19. Lucifer
to be continued...
 
 
I'd very much appreciate any help finding mistakes. D; Neither English nor Japanese is my native language and the lyrics are so bizarre it's not always easy. Please note that in some songs the imagery and scenes described are very graphic.
 
Hisui mentioned in Interviews that he started to write grotesque and apocalyptic lyrics after surviving the great Kobe earthquake that killed 6434 people in his hometown, including his girlfriend.

i dont think i ever posted this pic on here. i look pale as hell and slightly girly but ayyyy idgaf
 
[egg hell]

Decided to get myself photographed with my newest corgi pup (now I've got three of them!)
 

You are right, I just listened to the samples from the new mini-album for the first time:
 

 
They are actually a lot more Luna-Sea-ish than the previous mini-album (I posted this here a while ago.)
 
Naoto's voice is a bit deeper, but when he hits the high notes he totally sounds like Ryuichi too! In the video at 1:12 min, when he sings "zutto" - that's an A++ Ryuichi! XD

Hello~
Some time ago I translated all of Madeth gray'lls lyrics to German and reading through those translations again I thought that their stories are so cool I should do it once more, this time in English, and share them with everyone who might be interested. orz
This time I also want to include all the small poems and stories printed on booklets and CDs that aren't directly related to a song and arrange everything in a way to make the tragedy a little more coherent because all the songs are loosely connected.
 
I'll post every song individually and add a list with the links here to keep things tidy. ;D
The structure is a somewhat chronical order, but if there are multiple versions I'll mostly choose the newer ones, because Hisuis writing improved quite a lot over time. There will propably be 6 acts, even though I know a classical drama should only have 5...
 
 
Prologue
0.  楽園の黒霧 - Black fog in paradise

Act I : 狂死楽園 - Mad Death Paradise
1.  呪ワレシ華ノ生命… - A cursed blossoms life...
2.  missantroop
3.  黒装束の調べ - Melody dressed in black
4.  狂死曲 - Mad Death Rhapsody
5.  狂死楽園 - Mad Death Paradise
 
Act II : 狂気に満ちた殺人劇 - Murder play abound in madness
6.  白昼夢の惨劇 - Daydream Tragedy
7.  血染めの喜劇 - Bloodstained Comedy
8.  オペラ座の悲劇 - Disaster at the opera house
 
Act III : 十字架の結末・・・ - The end of the cross...
9.  十字架の結末・・・ - The end of the cross...
10.  パラサイト - Parasite
11.  廃人狂イ人形 - Mad cripple puppet
 
Act IV : 罪深き冥華と追憶の懺麗死儀式 - Graceful confession ritual of sinful dark flowers and reminiscence
12.  Le　MISERABLE
13.  MOTHER COMPLEX
 
Act V : 魔鏡に映る呪われた罪人達と生命の終焉 - Cursed sinners reflected in the devils mirror and the demise of existence
14.  生命の終焉 - The demise of existence
15.  Zwei   堕胎者ト盲目ナ中絶児･･69日目ノ阻害 - Zwei    An abortionist and a blind aborted child.. termination on the 69th day
16.  「マリア」ガ眠ル懺悔ノ「柩」 - 'Maria' sleeps in a 'coffin' of repentance
17.  黒死蝶ノ花束 - Bouquet of black death butterflies
18.  追憶 - Reminiscence
19. Lucifer
to be continued...
 
 
I'd very much appreciate any help finding mistakes. D; Neither English nor Japanese is my native language and the lyrics are so bizarre it's not always easy. Please note that in some songs the imagery and scenes described are very graphic.
 
Hisui mentioned in Interviews that he started to write grotesque and apocalyptic lyrics after surviving the great Kobe earthquake that killed 6434 people in his hometown, including his girlfriend.

Hello~
Some time ago I translated all of Madeth gray'lls lyrics to German and reading through those translations again I thought that their stories are so cool I should do it once more, this time in English, and share them with everyone who might be interested. orz
This time I also want to include all the small poems and stories printed on booklets and CDs that aren't directly related to a song and arrange everything in a way to make the tragedy a little more coherent because all the songs are loosely connected.
 
I'll post every song individually and add a list with the links here to keep things tidy. ;D
The structure is a somewhat chronical order, but if there are multiple versions I'll mostly choose the newer ones, because Hisuis writing improved quite a lot over time. There will propably be 6 acts, even though I know a classical drama should only have 5...
 
 
Prologue
0.  楽園の黒霧 - Black fog in paradise

Act I : 狂死楽園 - Mad Death Paradise
1.  呪ワレシ華ノ生命… - A cursed blossoms life...
2.  missantroop
3.  黒装束の調べ - Melody dressed in black
4.  狂死曲 - Mad Death Rhapsody
5.  狂死楽園 - Mad Death Paradise
 
Act II : 狂気に満ちた殺人劇 - Murder play abound in madness
6.  白昼夢の惨劇 - Daydream Tragedy
7.  血染めの喜劇 - Bloodstained Comedy
8.  オペラ座の悲劇 - Disaster at the opera house
 
Act III : 十字架の結末・・・ - The end of the cross...
9.  十字架の結末・・・ - The end of the cross...
10.  パラサイト - Parasite
11.  廃人狂イ人形 - Mad cripple puppet
 
Act IV : 罪深き冥華と追憶の懺麗死儀式 - Graceful confession ritual of sinful dark flowers and reminiscence
12.  Le　MISERABLE
13.  MOTHER COMPLEX
 
Act V : 魔鏡に映る呪われた罪人達と生命の終焉 - Cursed sinners reflected in the devils mirror and the demise of existence
14.  生命の終焉 - The demise of existence
15.  Zwei   堕胎者ト盲目ナ中絶児･･69日目ノ阻害 - Zwei    An abortionist and a blind aborted child.. termination on the 69th day
16.  「マリア」ガ眠ル懺悔ノ「柩」 - 'Maria' sleeps in a 'coffin' of repentance
17.  黒死蝶ノ花束 - Bouquet of black death butterflies
18.  追憶 - Reminiscence
19. Lucifer
to be continued...
 
 
I'd very much appreciate any help finding mistakes. D; Neither English nor Japanese is my native language and the lyrics are so bizarre it's not always easy. Please note that in some songs the imagery and scenes described are very graphic.
 
Hisui mentioned in Interviews that he started to write grotesque and apocalyptic lyrics after surviving the great Kobe earthquake that killed 6434 people in his hometown, including his girlfriend.

Hello~
Some time ago I translated all of Madeth gray'lls lyrics to German and reading through those translations again I thought that their stories are so cool I should do it once more, this time in English, and share them with everyone who might be interested. orz
This time I also want to include all the small poems and stories printed on booklets and CDs that aren't directly related to a song and arrange everything in a way to make the tragedy a little more coherent because all the songs are loosely connected.
 
I'll post every song individually and add a list with the links here to keep things tidy. ;D
The structure is a somewhat chronical order, but if there are multiple versions I'll mostly choose the newer ones, because Hisuis writing improved quite a lot over time. There will propably be 6 acts, even though I know a classical drama should only have 5...
 
 
Prologue
0.  楽園の黒霧 - Black fog in paradise

Act I : 狂死楽園 - Mad Death Paradise
1.  呪ワレシ華ノ生命… - A cursed blossoms life...
2.  missantroop
3.  黒装束の調べ - Melody dressed in black
4.  狂死曲 - Mad Death Rhapsody
5.  狂死楽園 - Mad Death Paradise
 
Act II : 狂気に満ちた殺人劇 - Murder play abound in madness
6.  白昼夢の惨劇 - Daydream Tragedy
7.  血染めの喜劇 - Bloodstained Comedy
8.  オペラ座の悲劇 - Disaster at the opera house
 
Act III : 十字架の結末・・・ - The end of the cross...
9.  十字架の結末・・・ - The end of the cross...
10.  パラサイト - Parasite
11.  廃人狂イ人形 - Mad cripple puppet
 
Act IV : 罪深き冥華と追憶の懺麗死儀式 - Graceful confession ritual of sinful dark flowers and reminiscence
12.  Le　MISERABLE
13.  MOTHER COMPLEX
 
Act V : 魔鏡に映る呪われた罪人達と生命の終焉 - Cursed sinners reflected in the devils mirror and the demise of existence
14.  生命の終焉 - The demise of existence
15.  Zwei   堕胎者ト盲目ナ中絶児･･69日目ノ阻害 - Zwei    An abortionist and a blind aborted child.. termination on the 69th day
16.  「マリア」ガ眠ル懺悔ノ「柩」 - 'Maria' sleeps in a 'coffin' of repentance
17.  黒死蝶ノ花束 - Bouquet of black death butterflies
18.  追憶 - Reminiscence
19. Lucifer
to be continued...
 
 
I'd very much appreciate any help finding mistakes. D; Neither English nor Japanese is my native language and the lyrics are so bizarre it's not always easy. Please note that in some songs the imagery and scenes described are very graphic.
 
Hisui mentioned in Interviews that he started to write grotesque and apocalyptic lyrics after surviving the great Kobe earthquake that killed 6434 people in his hometown, including his girlfriend.

Hello~
Some time ago I translated all of Madeth gray'lls lyrics to German and reading through those translations again I thought that their stories are so cool I should do it once more, this time in English, and share them with everyone who might be interested. orz
This time I also want to include all the small poems and stories printed on booklets and CDs that aren't directly related to a song and arrange everything in a way to make the tragedy a little more coherent because all the songs are loosely connected.
 
I'll post every song individually and add a list with the links here to keep things tidy. ;D
The structure is a somewhat chronical order, but if there are multiple versions I'll mostly choose the newer ones, because Hisuis writing improved quite a lot over time. There will propably be 6 acts, even though I know a classical drama should only have 5...
 
 
Prologue
0.  楽園の黒霧 - Black fog in paradise

Act I : 狂死楽園 - Mad Death Paradise
1.  呪ワレシ華ノ生命… - A cursed blossoms life...
2.  missantroop
3.  黒装束の調べ - Melody dressed in black
4.  狂死曲 - Mad Death Rhapsody
5.  狂死楽園 - Mad Death Paradise
 
Act II : 狂気に満ちた殺人劇 - Murder play abound in madness
6.  白昼夢の惨劇 - Daydream Tragedy
7.  血染めの喜劇 - Bloodstained Comedy
8.  オペラ座の悲劇 - Disaster at the opera house
 
Act III : 十字架の結末・・・ - The end of the cross...
9.  十字架の結末・・・ - The end of the cross...
10.  パラサイト - Parasite
11.  廃人狂イ人形 - Mad cripple puppet
 
Act IV : 罪深き冥華と追憶の懺麗死儀式 - Graceful confession ritual of sinful dark flowers and reminiscence
12.  Le　MISERABLE
13.  MOTHER COMPLEX
 
Act V : 魔鏡に映る呪われた罪人達と生命の終焉 - Cursed sinners reflected in the devils mirror and the demise of existence
14.  生命の終焉 - The demise of existence
15.  Zwei   堕胎者ト盲目ナ中絶児･･69日目ノ阻害 - Zwei    An abortionist and a blind aborted child.. termination on the 69th day
16.  「マリア」ガ眠ル懺悔ノ「柩」 - 'Maria' sleeps in a 'coffin' of repentance
17.  黒死蝶ノ花束 - Bouquet of black death butterflies
18.  追憶 - Reminiscence
19. Lucifer
to be continued...
 
 
I'd very much appreciate any help finding mistakes. D; Neither English nor Japanese is my native language and the lyrics are so bizarre it's not always easy. Please note that in some songs the imagery and scenes described are very graphic.
 
Hisui mentioned in Interviews that he started to write grotesque and apocalyptic lyrics after surviving the great Kobe earthquake that killed 6434 people in his hometown, including his girlfriend.

missantroop

私の中で消えゆく空よ
Watashi no naka de kie yuku sora e
To the sky, vanishing inside of me
今は何も信じられず
Ima wa nani mo shinjirarezu
Now that I can't believe in anything anymore
一人眠りたい
Hitori nemuritai
I want to sleep alone
刹那すぎる悲劇の物語は
Setsunasugiru higeki no monogatari wa
The tale of an unbearibly painful disaster
冷たい雨に消えていく
Fades away in the cold rain
Tsumetai ame ni kieteyuku
いつまでも貴女だけを愛しているから…
Itsumademo anata dake o aishiteiru kara
Because I love only you, forever...
そして僕も貴女の
Soshite boku mo anata no
Eventually I'll come
側へ…
Soba e...
By your side...
 
憂鬱な目覚めに　鏡を見つめれば
Yuutsu na mezame ni
When I wake up depressed
Kagami o mitsumereba
And look into the mirror
忘れたい事実が　無情に映し出される
Wasuretai jijitsu wa
I see the reality I wanted to forget
Mujou ni utsushi dasareru
Heartlessly reflected

悲しみに抱かれて　僕は一人孤独に
Kanashimi ni idakareta
While I was, embraced by sorrow,
Boku wa hitori kodoku ni
By myself and
脅えながら　君だけを凝視めていた
Obienagara
Afraid of loneliness
Kimi dake o mitsumeteita
I gazed at only you


造花の花は　哀しい物語に咲くでしょう
Zouka no hanabira wa
The blossoms of artificial flowers
Kanashii monogatari ni saku deshou
May bloom in sad fairytales
その花はきっと貴女の死顔にも似て
Sono hana wa kitto anata no shigao ni mo nite
And I'm sure those blossoms resemble your dead face

忘れられない夜に　冷酷な貴女が
Wasurerarenai yoru ni
In that night that I can't forget
Reikokuna anata ga
When I was stained
最後に見せた綺麗な毒色の嘘に染まりゆけば
Saigo ni miseta kireina dokushoku no uso ni somari yukeba
By the beautiful poisoncoloured lie you coldheartedly revealed in the end

私の中で消えゆく空よ
Watashi no naka de kie yuku sora e
To the sky, vanishing inside of me
今は何も信じられず
Ima wa nani mo shinjirarezu
Now that I can't believe in anything anymore
一人眠りたい
Hitori nemuritai
I want to sleep alone

切なすぎる二人の終りは
Setsunasugiru futari no owari wa
Our unbearibly painful end
冷たい雨に消えてゆく
Tsumetai ame ni kieteyuku
Fades away in the cold rain

この夢が醒めないうちに　貴女の幻と
Kono yume ga samenai uchi ni
As long as I don't wake up from this dream
Anata no maboroshi to
I want to be kissing
永遠に接吻けていたい
Towa ni toshizuketeitai
This illusion of you forever

悲しみに抱かれて　僕は一人孤独に
Kanashimi ni idakareta
While I am, embraced by sorrow,
Boku wa hitori kodoku ni
By myself and
脅えながら　君だけを凝視めていた
Obienagara
Afraid of loneliness
Kimi dake o mitsumeteitai
I only want to gaze at you

愛しすぎる貴女の姿を思い出せば
Itoshii sugiru anata no sugata o omoidaseba
When I recall your unbearibly dear figure

なぜか涙は止まらず
Naze ka namida wa tomarazu
Somehow my tears won't stop
悲しすぎる貴女の終わりは、
Kanashi sugiru anata no owari wa
And your unbearibly sad end
冷たい雨に消えてゆく
Tsumetai ame ni kieteyuku
Fades away in the cold rain

そしてまた朝が来ればあの憂鬱が
Soshite mata asa ga kureba ano yuutsu ga
And then, when another morning comes I guess
僕を悩ませるんだろう
Boku o nayamaseru'ndarou
I'll suffer from depression again

いつまでも君の為に唄うよ
Itsumademo kimi no tame ni utau yo
Eternally I will be singing for you
流した涙の数だけ幸せに……なろう
Nagashita namida no kazu dake shiawase ni... narou
I'll find peace just by the number of tears I shed...