Lestat

I am unfortunately stuck with that show too, regardless of how aggravatingly terrible that it is. Once I start watching a series I almost never drop it, simply because then I'd feel as if the time I spent on watching the episodes before my wish to drop it is wasted.

I wouldn't have a clue, to be honest. I find myself attracted more towards men, than to women, but I've had the occasional odd crush on women before. I never had sex before so I wouldn't be able to truly judge between the two sexes, but the idea of having intercourse with women makes me feel rather icky regardless of the occasional sense of attraction. I'm not really ready to stamp a label onto myself yet, or maybe I will never be. I'll just see who crosses my path and makes me happy. edit: also what miyuu says above, I am more attracted to feminine men than anything. Sadly most androgenous men turn out to be gay, aha.

1: Do you buy multiple versions of releases, or buy at all? (Judgement-Free-Zone) I do, but only for two artists; who are Kamijo and Kisaki. I never even really play my CDs, some of them even end up in my drawers with the plastic still sealed around them. For me there's just something nice about having them. 2: Do you collect cheki or other non-music related items from bands? I do. I currently have about 150 cheki, mostly related to UCP. There's also posters and some photosets (which I stopped collecting, by the way, I am just not selling what I own right now), but they mostly came with CDjapan's releases. 3: Follow them on Ameblo, Twitter? I am not really active on Ameblo anymore, but whenever there's an interesting post linked via Twitter, I click on it. Their use of social media is mostly around Facebook and Twitter, so it's natural I follow them there. 4: Would you follow them on the street? I would totally depend on the environment and whether or not they are surrounded by friends. I would not necessarily follow/stalk them, but perhaps (if I were capable of any proper Japanese), politely greet them and be on my way. 5: Dig through their trash? (Judgment-Free-Zone) No. I am not one to lurk at the bottle-necks from water-bottles I catch. I just drink from them because things are extremely hot around, and then toss them away (as an example). To think there are actually people who would chew on or frame used gum... it makes me shiver. 6: Does Visual Kei or other forms of your musical taste influence your style or personal life? It doesn't. I've never been one to dress extravagantly since it just looks ridiculous in your personal life when you are trying to represent someone who is to fit in this society, in my opinion. On stage it would be fine, but not on the streets or at home, or in a professional work place that isn't related to music or fashion. 7: Desire to move or visit Japan influenced by music? Visit, yes. If Kisaki ever gets it in his head to travel overseas, then no. Because then I've seen all of my favourite VK artists. Although seeing them a multiple amount of times wouldn't hurt, aha. 8: Do you read dirt-sheets of bands, like rumours, gossip, etc...? It's hard to avoid them, really. Almost everywhere I look around for information on my favourite artists, there is dirt on them. It somewhat aggravates me as their personal lives are completely non-related to their career, but we all know over-zealous fangirls like to pry into things. There is sex everywhere. I really don't need to know how many STD's they've had or what size their junk is, it kind of spoils everything. 9: Ever fantasize about being friends with band members? (JFZ) Of course. Fantasizing is healthy, on a normal degree. Or well, normal— at least where you aren't so terribly desperate as to send them inappropriate things or begin to live in the illusion that they actually know of your existence. Or stalk them aftward. 10: Do you want to be in a Visual Kei band (or any other kind of band)? No.

I think it's capable of destroying more than just the vagina. Fur + leather = sweatfest. I'll be dead by July 4th. The venue in Paris is across the Moulin Rouge. If he wears that...

A little teaser for what is to come next. It appears he'll be taking quite the advantage of being aware he is handsome in this one. Although that's not a new thing.

I ordered Sacred Xanadu through Cure's mail-order, however I haven't received notice yet that it's arrived at FromJapan's. I hope it'll be there somewhat soon. I'll upload it when it arrives, if someone doesn't ninja me.

KAMIJO - Throne

I'm uncertain if I ever left mine in this list. http://www.last.fm/user/PIXYFALSE_

No. For me it's the opposite, pretty much. As soon as I started listening to VK, my friends dropped me because they thought it was ridiculous and started judging me solely on my music tastes.

What's wrong is that I can't count.

^ guilty as charged. Metallica's 'Garage Inc', and basically their entire post-thrash discography. Only the first three albums are recommended. Slayer's 'World Painted Blood', just no. Basically a ton of thrash albums of pioneer-bands that are post the year 2000.

Does anyone have a copy of this, physically? I've been looking all over to grab one, and the one that's up for sale on auctions.yahoo, doesn't accept purchase through a shopping service as my bid instantly got taken down when they realized it was through FromJapan's service. I'd very much appreciate it if someone could help me obtain a copy as it's 凛's only official release I haven't been able to get yet.

I'd have to go for Shotgun Messiah on that list, they were absolutely fabulous. Kreator - Slave Machinery ＡＵＢＥ - Drastic XヴァージョンX Boogie HeXen - Chaos Aggressor Moran - Element Artillery - Final Show BUCK-TICK - ドレス Toxic Holocaust - 666 Nuclear Assault - Fight To Be Free D - EDEN Versailles - After Claudia Drat. That's a struggle. I'll just take both of my favourites for the hell of it.

If you learn to appreciate other people, you will learn to appreciate yourself a lot more, too, because the opinion I conjure of you on first-hand impression gives me the idea you aren't exactly lovable to yourself either. Handing out random compliments to other people, will make your own day better, too, because seeing someone appreciate your word can quite honestly change your entire day. Asking someone who is upset what the matter is and you give them a moment to explain themselves, and you will feel good about yourself that you've been able to give them the opportunity to be listened to. If you think that it is 'stupid and pointless' to sympathize with other people and instead you feel at your best when burying them six feet deep by outing your annoyances or calling them ugly, then I think you're not at all acting in the right way and you need some assistance to chance your vision of the human race.

The most interesting thing is that I am rewatching DBZ because I never quite finished it when it aired on television. Other than that: Black Bullet Captain Earth Fuuun Ishin Dai Shogun Kamigami no Asobi JoJo's Bizarre Adventure: Stardust Crusaders I don't like to watch too much at once.

^ I think it is more about simply not letting yourself be influenced too greatly by other people who bully you (even though that's extremely tough). If you remain civil with them where they are rude and don't let things get to you, they will eventually grow tired of their own attempts at wanting to stand above you, and they will realize they aren't as great as they themselves claim to be and stop their mindless idiocy.

I guess he should at least be somewhere in his mid-thirties. I'd really just prefer seeing him in an oversized, cheap business-suit working his ass off 15 hours a day in a dusty office, having dropped his musical career, rather than this, it's idiotic. And he had such great potential too, such a waste.

It's sad that he decreased from being such an extravagantly good vocalist to one of the biggest flops in VK. This man turned into a joke.

Kisaki is a pretty big Kamijo fanboy regardless of the fact they've been best friends for ±15 (?) years already. He can't shut up about him, pretty much.

Sodom - The Enemy Inside

Carcass - Mount of Execution

Oh, my. I'm entirely with Muma on this one. The only mature relationship I've been in (after my sixteenth), lasted only about a month and a half because I didn't want to rush in to sexual activities, and my ex then cheated on me whilst he was on a weekend-trip with friends, just so he could pry it into a hole. But then again, I was sort of delighted that relationship had ended, because the guy was nearly hysterical — overly loud and present, a clown, mostly, and very simplistic. I think the reason why I haven't been in a relationship since is because I simply am not a person who goes out or has friends whom can introduce me to new people. That, and in addition I seek to bond emotionally, and on a nearly spiritual level. Someone with whom I can share my views and visions on humanity and our existence with. Someone with whom I can expand my insights on intellectual conversation to which applies a certain depth. I am terrible at small talk or just generally accepting another's interests if they do not equal my own, thus I have a difficult time challenging myself to dive within the blue yonder and hopelessly become lost in emotion with another person, as I simply haven't found someone like this yet.

It started approximately seven to eight years ago in high-school and lasted about three years until I moved to a better class, although I suppose it still left somewhat of a mark on me. It was, I think, the worst kind of bullying: being ignored. I've been sat on, walked over, bumped into all the time, being shoved away during gym-classes when we had team-play, and a lot of similar stuff to that. My teachers of course didn't do anything about it and when it finally got to its worst I sank into a deep depression due to which I lost about three months of memory during the time I sat at home and was visiting a psychologist. I failed classes because of it and was almost kicked out of high-school because I couldn't keep up and according to the school advisor I didn't have a viable reason for being absent a lot. I didn't have any friends to lean on, or those who could support me, and I was all alone. My best friend at that time took the side of the bullies and abandoned me. I think that somewhat awakened my current heavy social anxiety and the signs of Asperger's syndrome I wasn't previously showing, which became clear was my issue after all this happened. I am now very socially awkward, I can't look people in the eye, I stammer a lot, tremble when talking to others, grow stomachaches, headaches, have anxiety attacks in crowded places or when I have to speak in public which leads to blacking out or vomiting, and all sorts of other negative consequences. So please, people. If you know any victims of bullying, no matter the age, gender, looks or characteristics, stand up for them.

In the end I think it's just each an individual's attraction of its own. Perhaps I myself, as a woman, am more attracted to elegantly shaped men to a near androgenous state, with wide hips and slender torso's without excessively showing muscle-mass, because I don't have the slightest desire to bear children now, or in the future, which is perhaps why I don't seek men with broad shoulders, muscular arms or a square jaw. For me it's just unattractive.

I think all guys should work on their tush a little more. I don't see why it's alright for guys to be attracted to a girl with a nice, round ass, but the other way around it seems odd or strange when girls like a guy with a big butt.