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Bruh, Imma keep it real with you. Cuz most ppl simply ain't gonna tell you this shit. You feel guilty for a reason. That girl developed feelings for a reason. You're not oversensitive. And there's nothing wrong with you. If anything, you're just sensible.
 
Fuck what this world tries to tell you about having "friends with benefits" and "casual" sex. You know why that girl developed feelings? Cuz ain't shit casual about having a WHOLE 'nother human being inside of you! Fuckin' a chick and expecting her not to catch feelings is like putting your hand in a fire and expecting not to get burnt. It's that inane.
 
Bruh, i mean...sex is a POWERFUL force - it's literally the reason why we're all even here in the first place. It's THAT central to our very existence...and depending on how you approach it, it can either be destructive or regenerative....functional or dysfunctional...good or bad.
 
And from what I can tell, when you take something as foundational and deeply ingrained in our existence as sex and try to detach it from emotion, from love, from responsibility, from respect, from family, from children....and you basically turn it into a cheap drug, well then...you're practically inviting dysfunction at that point.
 
Now obviously, I would not presume to give you advice on this issue, and you have the free will to do whatever you want, but do keep in mind that freedom of choice does not equal freedom from consequences, and your own experience testifies to that.
 
But anyways, bruh...don't get down about that shit. If you can, just learn from it and keep it movin'. I hope all goes well for you from here on out! 
 

True. I entered this arrangement because I was sick of hurting people/being hurt in relationships. Everything was going well; we were both attracted to each other, got on really well, and communicated our different life goals from the get go.
 
However she now has the feels. She has admitted fault and has understood my reasons for drawing a line in the sand. However I just can't help feeling guilty. I really don't think I'm cut out for anything until I sort my head out, not even NSA relationships.
 
So yeah, I should clarify that FWB probably does work. Just not for oversensitive people like me. 

"My absurdly high IQ, essentially, prevents me from enjoying music as the commonfolk do, so I choose rather to pontificate on the inadequacies of the prevailing tastes in the community and rationalize my own empirically superior preferences (by which I was informed were empirically superior by other empirically superior individuals via the most prestigious of subreddits), thereby falsely elevating my own sense of self-worth and triumphantly masking my insecurities in my own music taste."
 
also
 
"Chorus deficits"
 

"My absurdly high IQ, essentially, prevents me from enjoying music as the commonfolk do, so I choose rather to pontificate on the inadequacies of the prevailing tastes in the community and rationalize my own empirically superior preferences (by which I was informed were empirically superior by other empirically superior individuals via the most prestigious of subreddits), thereby falsely elevating my own sense of self-worth and triumphantly masking my insecurities in my own music taste."
 
also
 
"Chorus deficits"
 

Not sure what to expect, but hell, it's HIZUMI, and I've always fucked with Defspiral, so shit, i'm wit it.

I am so stoked for this, I don't even care how they'll sound, I just wanna hear Hizumi sing again XD

OMG it’s true!!!! 2019 finally got good.
 
I am seriously lost for words right now.

I'm on a nostalgia high from this news - I am stoked to hear how this will sound - will he be screaming?  Probably not - which is unfortunate since he had an epic scream - although it blew out his voice.  Either way - I am looking forward to hearing the project.

I'm glad HIZUMI is back on the scene. Even if it isn't with D'espairsRay, I want to hear him sing again. I love his voice. Hope this project is a bit more inspired than late-era D'espairsRay. I doubt we're getting anything close to [coll:set] or MIRROR so I'll set my expectations accordingly.

Not sure what to expect, but hell, it's HIZUMI, and I've always fucked with Defspiral, so shit, i'm wit it.

Vocals HIZUMI (ex-D'espairsRay)
 

Programming 岸利至 (KISHI) (a.b.s.)
 

Guitar MASATO (defspiral)
 
 

 

 
http://nul.tokyo/
 
The band has formed on 2019.05.25 and will perform their 1st live at SHIBUYA REX on 2019.08.16.

back in early 2013 kai switched the forum software from phpbb to ipb (supposedly on jan 19, 2013). the conversion between the two forum software structures didn't seem to be 1:1 so some members had their accounts created on that day. not sure about what happened on sep 3, 2010 though.
 
i could be wrong but there seems to be a gap between the past years (~2008-2010) when the forum was split in two: the new TW and MH as a fork. MH had to start anew from the old DB from 2007, so it looks like the current forum doesn't have threads from 2008-2010 ish from TW. can anyone confirm this?

onmyo-za have never changed their style musically and visually in their entire career IMO. and I like the fact that they have never disappointed either. they stay the same and never produced anything bad.

The trick to avoiding social shame is to have two completely separate music libraries. One is essentially "J-rock and visual kei" and the other is "everything else". When I'm given the aux for a car ride, or asked what I listen to, I pull from the "everything else" group. When someone is feeling adventurous, or I know the tastes of the person I'm talking to, or I'm on MH, I go into my J-rock collection. Every once in a while I'll sprinkle in some visual kei/J-Rock with other international recommendations, people fall for it, and are none the wiser. I keep up on contemporary music just enough to hold a conversation about Green Day or J-Cole, but that's it.

This separation is more logical than physical, but it helps a lot. It's almost a non-solution to your issue, but people are never gonna stop teasing you for liking visual kei, so the best you can do is give off an image that you listen to music from all over the world so you can lose that weeb label.

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meanwhile....
 

 
 
I wouldn't be half as annoyed at pitchfork, if they at least supported artists that are actually talented, creative, and empowering as much as they push this degenerative nonsense.

Everyone's debating pro-choice and pro-life, but it seems like not many people are willing to discuss all of the of issues that lead up to abortion in the first place.

Imma give the album an obligatory listen, but I can't say the samples did much for me.

Everyone's debating pro-choice and pro-life, but it seems like not many people are willing to discuss all of the of issues that lead up to abortion in the first place.

Everyone's debating pro-choice and pro-life, but it seems like not many people are willing to discuss all of the of issues that lead up to abortion in the first place.

Everyone's debating pro-choice and pro-life, but it seems like not many people are willing to discuss all of the of issues that lead up to abortion in the first place.

Everyone's debating pro-choice and pro-life, but it seems like not many people are willing to discuss all of the of issues that lead up to abortion in the first place.

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