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I didn't know they literally shrink if you stop taking estrogen, might have decided they were too big for one reason or another (attention, the pain of finding bras that fit, back pain, etc). I mean I doubt it's a case of transitioning and changing your mind, if so it's horrifying if some things are missing. Most likely a case of getting breasts and slowly transitioning and staying pre-op for some time. Shit isn't cheap and once you cut them off you're not getting them back. 

CHARGEEEEEE is such an epic drummer.
 

Also, be glad you don't live in Saudi Arabia where they're still executing people for witchcraft 😵

Yeah it's not going anywhere, but at least it was civilized.

Just making sure, there's some crazies who think all Japanese should repent for things their great grandparents did. 👌

Japan, the Japanese police force or the Japanese government because those are three entirely separate things. The citizens of Japan don't have any sins to atone nor do any people of any country that are just living their daily lives. This whole thing about a pseudo-religiousity and all of us alive now have sins because of what our ancestors did is ridiculous. If you're talking about the strong armed and kangaroo court system of law in Japan that's fine, same with you inept governmental bodies, but your everyday Japanese citizen has nothing to feel bad about.

I'm surprised that there's no artist page.

Required listening for any VK enthusiast.

Looking forward to it, he's a really nice guy.

Someone has a birthday today~
 
 
 

I grew up in the era of nu-metal, then through anime discovered J-Rock and through J-Rock happened upon J-Metal and VK. I was into VK for a good 5 years before the world of Japanese hip hop ensnared me and I stayed with that for probably 5 more years until I came back to VK. My musical tastes are cyclical, I'll listen to something for a while, then onto the next thing, but it's always Japanese, never American or Kpop or anything like that. These days I find myself into the goth and nuwave Japan has to offer and VK is the last thing on my mind as I've replaced the VK on my phone with the likes of Auto-Mod, Roses of Dead Essences, SPEECIES, XA-VAT, ZIZ, Etc. VK is in my blood however and all it will take is a band I care about to bring me back in and the cycle will start all over again. I've never understood the appeal of KPOP, and it's not a language barrier because I loved TRAX and I used to be a big fan of Se7en and Rain, but KPOP is just way too fucking popular, from what I've seen on Twitter it's a fan base of gen Z trolls and it's cringe as fuck and it seems to be based on pushing merch even more than VK and who the hell can keep up with all of these giant groups members anyway? That guy stole the blue hair idea from KOHH first as well.
*Old man rant over*

I grew up in the era of nu-metal, then through anime discovered J-Rock and through J-Rock happened upon J-Metal and VK. I was into VK for a good 5 years before the world of Japanese hip hop ensnared me and I stayed with that for probably 5 more years until I came back to VK. My musical tastes are cyclical, I'll listen to something for a while, then onto the next thing, but it's always Japanese, never American or Kpop or anything like that. These days I find myself into the goth and nuwave Japan has to offer and VK is the last thing on my mind as I've replaced the VK on my phone with the likes of Auto-Mod, Roses of Dead Essences, SPEECIES, XA-VAT, ZIZ, Etc. VK is in my blood however and all it will take is a band I care about to bring me back in and the cycle will start all over again. I've never understood the appeal of KPOP, and it's not a language barrier because I loved TRAX and I used to be a big fan of Se7en and Rain, but KPOP is just way too fucking popular, from what I've seen on Twitter it's a fan base of gen Z trolls and it's cringe as fuck and it seems to be based on pushing merch even more than VK and who the hell can keep up with all of these giant groups members anyway? That guy stole the blue hair idea from KOHH first as well.
*Old man rant over*

Intresting I'll have a sample

Gratitude goes a long way.

moon's gonna be in pisces in a few days which is v. good time for meditating and reflecting on your childhood issues, hope this helps!

That's pretty harsh 
just the word ignore gives me childhood anxiety 

Click on your username at the top of the forum, you get all kinds of settings. There's a section "ignored users", in the field "Add new user to ignore list" add the username of the person  you want to ignore and then you get to select which parts you want to ignore, voila. 
 
I agree that ignoring topics would be nice too~ 

Well it worked before.. and yes it was popular I guess?

Just now I saw TOKIYA wearing an eye patch and now I'm wondering about all of the artists with eye patches. Off the top of my head, HAKUEI almost always wears one, I  believe Kyo (DIR EN GREY) has, I think Kirito has, but not sure. Any visual examples with pictures would be great too.

TOKIYA (SHIVA ex . Crimson Shiva)

HAKUEI (PENICILLIN, machine, etc)

I have got to say that everything I've cherished in this lifetime hasn't grown well and plundered into a abyss of simple creed and jokes games I've grew up with or the people I've known all changed drasticly but in search of what matters in this world I feel iddylic when I visit this forum its been a long time since I found a forum with interesting people and friendly individuals all of them never hesitant to reply back when ever I write something on my mind I'm honored to be a part of forum that is preserved in times of discrimination and hate, anguish, fear, and loneliness. 

It's part not wanting to see him like that and part ignorance, they had deliberately lied to us and said that he'd only be there a few days, he died there not even a week later. The cancer had gone all through him by then and he had gone outside and walked around and fell and broke his arm and they put it in a sling because it wasn't going to heal anyway and I spent all of my waking hours the last six months of his life taking care of him and the last thing I said to him before I gave him some liquid morphine they had given him for pain was to get some rest. I woke up the next morning to find out that he'd fallen during the night and was taken back to the hospital in the morning; my grandmother having stayed up with him all night when he had woken her up yelling. Clearly I was passed out because taking care of someone with cancer, watching them wither away and lose 100 lbs, literally from 238 to 138 the week he died and looked like a holocaust victim is mentally taxing and stressful, made worse by him losing his mind and wondering where his parents were (obviously they were long dead). I really didn't want to see him like that and I don't think either of us could have stood me having to leave him there; he being to himself and talking up until about a day or so before he died and they sedated him to the point that he never woke up.
 
The worst part is probably because we had gotten there right after he had died, maybe 5 minutes too late and I never got to say goodbye or tell him I loved him, etc and the man raised me like a son since he had no children (my mother is from another man) and my father had been out of the picture until I was 15 so he was basically my dad. I won't continue to go at it, but man it's so much harder than you realize, you're waiting for them to die, you're just wanting them to be out of their misery and they linger and linger and then, yeah. If you ever have a loved one who's terminally ill don't wait to say goodbye because you might never get the chance. 

As a kid Ive always wanted to be a doctor 
Not because of the hours and the pay because everywhere I see people who are hopeless stone faced doctors waiting untill it's lunch break and comeback 3 hours later when theres patients suffering and sad because no one cares my father was very happy when one of the doctors payed close attention when I was a kid there was a crater a whole in my chest doctors said it would be a fatal bone structure or my metabolism somehow gone extremely advanced in a way my bones were rapidly growing I can't remember how much we waited for the xray when it was my turn they gave me a appointment 1 year prior it was clearly serious because no one would tell what was wrong when one of the doctors got mad because all of the staff went for their lunch breaks he held one of the xray and did the job himself after 20 mins he told me he was glad that it wasent anything dangerous my father since then praying to that man for good health and fortune 
One of the many reasons for me to be a doctor and a philanthropist 
As time grows shifter it's always nice to see people doing what's right and people having the courage to share their thoughts and emotions 
 

The Pokémon channel released a video of Pokémon if it were released in the 50's (in America) in the style of 50's cartoons. This should be a thing. 
 
 

November can't get here fast enough.