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I'm here to revive this thread since this is one of my favorite songs.

 

This song was featured in a live limited release called "kagerou no jiten ＜otona no shoten＞".

and if you own a copy of it you can see what all the "kore", "sore", "are" were about.

 

 

So he's like "Oh, I know you are actually ashamed of this, you are not pure because of this, and you are filthy because of this".

 

Basically the song is about how people fantasize about famous idols to the point that it becomes an obsession to them, sexually, not very romantically and delusionally speaking.

(「いつも以上に興奮覚えました」 → It means he got more aroused than usual after he watched a drama scene played by the idol on tv)

So since the idols get a lot of attention, people get jealous of it as they can't get noticed by the famous person in question.

(他のブタ野郎よりもずっと「キミのことは理解するハズだから」→ "I'm suppossed to understand you more than those jerks" refering to other fans)

Also this obsession leads to becoming an stalker, and in Japan idols get harassed by stalkers pretty often.

(1. 全部知ってます。→ "I know everything about you".

2. 頭の中はキミで溢れている。→ "I think about you all the time" *sexual connotation.

3. 触りたい。→ "I wanna touch you" *sexual connotation.

4. キミも結局汚いメスなの？→ "Are you a dirty whore too after all?" refers to jealousy, since she gets a lot of attention, she knows a lot of men, who she may have messed around with, idols don't make their way just for their talent, you know.

5. 気持ちのイイのはいつもいつも僕だけだし　少しサミシイ今日この頃です。→ "I can only get pleasure by myself, so it feels a little lonely to be like this right now" pretty much what happens to people when they masturbate thinking about someone who they want to be with but can't be be with, in other words, he can't sleep with her so he can only masturbate to feel good but it doesn't feel that good because he wants her really bad.

6. 僕は根暗な狂いセオリスト → "I'm an introverted crazy theorist" means actually "I'm an introverted harcore fan who day-dreams a lot", a theorist is someone who constructs theories, in this case it's used as someone who contructs a fake reality based on their twisted thoughts/obsession).

 

Daisuke it's representing it as fan x idol thing, but it's pretty much headed to the fact some bangyas get delusional af, just like what happens in "mousou nikki" for example.

But obviously, it's not only a vk thing, it happens in all types of industry, from j-rock, j-pop, to even av idols.

It exposes how some people act due to a delusional obssesion towards a person *regardless of which industry they're in* who is/may be "out of their league" but still hold into a little hope.

(キミはとっても人気者だから　ボクのコトなんて知らない知らない。→ "You are so famous you don't even know about my existence").

(キミとボクは理想の二人だから → "We're perfect for each other" as in hoping they will get together someday).

 

That's pretty much how I see it.

On 2017/7/12 at 9:54 AM, Komorebi said:

Hi! welcome to the forum. I'm sure you'll enjoy it and will find lots of interesting suff, such as posts about your favorite bands maybe. Have fun

Thank you!

I'm selling the following CD's:

 

 

- Biological Slicer ($15)

- 火炙りの数え唄 (Hiaburi no kazoe uta) ($10) *clear plastic logo plate included

 

If anyone's interested please send me a pm.

"Who the f*ck is Pink Hallelujah????"

[EMERGENCY SALE] everything 15% off til Friday

17 hours ago, PsychoΔelica said:

Do you still have the fan?

I do

15 hours ago, koroshiyaichi said:

Thanks!

Yes it's Atsushi Kaneko's , my favourite mangaka! I'm also a huge fan of maruo's work

 

It's from deathco, right?

Niceeee, I think I made a new friend. hahaha

11 hours ago, jaymee said:

 

I applaud your excellent taste in music ♡

 

 

Oh, that's so sweet ♡♡♡♡

蜉蝣 -  XII Dizzy

蜉蝣 - 白い鴉

蜉蝣 - 縄

Dir en grey - Garden

Dir en grey - 24個シリンダー

Dir en grey - かすみ

BUCK-TICK - 月世界

BUCK-TICK - MISS TAKE～僕はミス・テイク～

BUCK-TICK - ROMANCE

deadman - lunch box

deadman - ドリスからの手紙

Laputa - 揺れながら・・・

Laputa - Virgin cry

ゴールデンボンバー - 死 ん だ 妻 に 似 て い る

 

3 minutes ago, AimiGen7 said:

Ah. The style looked a lot like Maruo's work.

Somehow 

I'm a maruo/ito die hard fan lmao

3 minutes ago, AimiGen7 said:

Welcome to MH!

Also, is your profile pic from a Suehiro Maruo manga? If so, you have good taste in Eroguro~

I'm pretty sure that's not from Maruo, but Kaneko Atsushi

Welcome to MH!!

Nice to see a deadman fan

Welcome to MH!

I hope you enjoy being here

Updated.

11 hours ago, Akrus said:

What bands are you into??

On 7/5/2017 at 4:12 AM, Akrus said:

Hi!

Hiiii haha

DID SOMEBODY SAY METRONOME AND FLOPPY??? This is awesome haha

 

Welcome to MH!!

So glad there's picopico fans

Update: SOLD.

17 hours ago, PsychoΔelica said:

Is that really you on the picture? :-)

 

No, that's not me, that's Daisuke

Welcome to MH!

Welcome to MH!!

I understand how you feel, so take your time to feel comfy, there's no rush ( *˙꒳˙* )

Thank you I'm already enjoying my stay. 

I mostly listen to oldies (90's and early 2000's).

Such as Kagerou, Laputa, SHAZNA, Merry Go Round, Deadman, Emmurée, cali≠gari, Kuroyume, Buck-Tick, Kyokutou Girl Friend, dir en grey, Noir fleurir, Missalina Rei, NOi'X, Plastic Tree, Sex-Android, Anti-Feminism, Metronome, Himitsu kessha codomo A, the Pumpkin Head, etc.

 

I'm into iryou, tbh.

 

Also thanks for the warm welcome.

This is the list of all the stuff I'm selling in mint condition/sealed:

 

 

★CD's★

The Gallo:

 

• Incubus (reserved / 1 available) $15
• Kokkeiron -NEO JAPANESQUE BEAUTY AND DESTROY- (1 available) $15
• Nero ~1st press~ (1 available) $15

• Nero ~2nd press~ (1 available) $10
• Kyokutou romantan yume (1 available) $5
• Kyokutou romantan hoshi (1 available) $5
• Tokyo harenchi dai circus -shinsekai- (1 available) $15
• Mudai (1 available) $15

• Daimaou (1 available) $10
• Maou (1 available) $10

 

Rono☆Cro:

 

• This is RoNo☆Cro (Type A) (1 available) $15
• This is RoNo☆Cro (Type B ) (1 available) $10
• Fuyu no wanko (Type A) (1 available) $10
• Fuyu no wanko (Type B ) (1 available) $10
• Enwa Multiverse (Type A) (1 available) $15
• Enwa Multiverse (Type B ) (1 available) $10
• Wafuu Dressing (1 available) $15
• ABGD ~ai no katachi~ (1 available) $10

 

Wing Works:

 

• Vad Man (Type A) (1 available) $10
• Vad Man (Type B ) (1 available) $10
• STARGAZER MEMORY (1 available) $10

 

Urbanity:

 

• 羊のナターシャ〜Nataliya of the sheep〜 (1 available) $5

 

★DVD's★

Royz:

 

• Lost Tears (1 available) $20

 

★Promotional DVD's★

【$2 each】

 

Smile Berry:
• Haifu DVD (2 available)

 

Shiva:
• Haifu DVD (1 available)

 

Mono:
• Haifu DVD (1 available)

 

Chloroform:
• Haifu DVD (1 available)

 

★Cheki's★

【$3 each】

 

• Minami (Rono☆Cro / 5 available)
• Masaki (Chloroform / 1 available)
• Junji (Kiryu / 1 available)

 

★Post card sets★

The Gallo:

 

• Diavolo -signed- (1 available) $15

 

★Flyers★

【$1 each】
(*If you buy something else you get a flyer of your choice for free)

 

- Krad (1 available)
- Smile Berry (1 available)
- i.Rias (1 available)
- Marblehead (1 available)
- Rigeru (1 available)
- Jiluka (1 available)
- Diaura (1 available)
- Lips (1 available)
- Astaria (1 available)
- Melvel (1 available)
- Realies (1 available)
- ViV (1 available)
- Umbrella (2 available)
- Mono (1 available)
- Air Dignity (1 available)
- Kameleo (1 available)
- TRA TRA TRA (2 available)
- Dialite (1 available)
- SALIVAN (4 available)
- Neologic (1 available)
- GIVALDE (1 available)
- ZeR0 (2 available)
- Lin vs CELL (1 available)
- The Black Swan (2 available) 
- Ragend (1 available)
- Arvise (1 available)
- Blesscode (2 available)
- Sonoraaid (2 available / signed)
- FoLLoW (2 available)
- Tokami (2 available)
- Scarlet Valse (2 available)
- Dangan nolimit (2 available)
- Synk;yet (2 available)
- Vexent (2 available)
- Lin (2 available)
- Misaruka (1 available)
- Reign (2 available)
- WeeD (2 available)
- Luccica (5 available)
- Shiva (3 available)
- Urbanity (2 available)
- Raindia (2 available)
- BUGSCREAM (1 available)
- Shounenki (1 available)
- Serah (1 available)
- Qualius (1 available)

 

 

*All items are shipped from Mexico by my girlfriend.

 

 

If anyone's interested please send me a pm.

I'm Tetsu and my friend told me about this site, so I thought it was a good idea to join.

I hope to make good friends here .

Also, I'll be selling stuff if anyone's interested.

Sorry, for making this so short, I'm not good at introducing myself.