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he'll respawn in 3 days. no worries.

lol that's another way to see it

oh wait yeah then you better stop.  in that case if i had to choose i'd better try to quit drinking than smoking tbh, drinking without smoking is a waste anyway. 
being busy with smth you're really interested in really helps btw, like, i won't drink if i know i have to do my homework, but im lucky i realised i love studying before it was too late. finding something you can really dedicate yourself to is not easy, especially when you are not feeling okay. just being super busy doesn't work - we all know how nice it is to reward yourself with some beer after an awful day.
you know i've never self-harmed, but i feel you in some way, coping with pain can be really difficult. i've heard therapists can help but if things were so easy you wouldn't bring up such themes in the first place huh?

being sober is overrated

My mother quit finally in her 50's, and she had a hard time adjusting. For quite a while, she used nicotine vapes to wean her off, and slowly went toward non-nicotine vapes. 
It's a process, and a hard one. And don't worry if you slip up, because trust me, everyone slips up at least once. 

I didnt smoke much ever but I did chewing tobacco because of sports, but I've been off it for such a long time I cant remember what cravings and the first few months felt like 

Just don't smoke,
 
I only smoke sometimes, and its totally not difficult for me to not to smoke at all....
 

tbh i can't give a good piece of advice cuz i have like shifting phases of when i really want to smoke a lot and when i almost don't smoke at all. wish i could help tho, abstinence must be tough...hope you'll overcome it eventually〜

Well, this is what happens when you try to make a Hollywood movie out of something. You sensationalize it and distort it because it fits the "story narrative" better than the truth. 
I treated it like a parody and then it was actually a fun watch, but if anyone thinks this is even remotely close to the truth then it's a problem. Like how Euronymous was portrayed like a nice sympathetic person when in fact everyone who knew him at the time says he was quite the asshole and couldn't care less that he was killed, lol.
 
Oh and don't get me started on having a fat jew playing Varg. That HAD to be intentional given his inclinations, lol. 

more like SHITLORDS of chaos amirite    

If they're not gonna stay true to the source material, why don't they just make something completely original? When this kind of thing happens, people don't get angry because it's bad. People get angry because of the lack of respect and commitment, and rightly so.

Hey, no problem  Happy to hear that you’re doing well! Keep it up!

Proud of you, and glad to hear it's going well! I'm here to talk if you ever need to

Sorry,guys,I didn't even see the comments on this,thank you so much for the support.only 2 weeks on this journey of abstinence and the results has been great so far. With some difficulties of course,but totally worth it

Sorry,guys,I didn't even see the comments on this,thank you so much for the support.only 2 weeks on this journey of abstinence and the results has been great so far. With some difficulties of course,but totally worth it

Good luck to you mate 🙂

It's hard at first, but I believe the end result is rewarding. Good luck! Hope everything works out ^^

Good luck, I hope everything goes well for you  

Didn't expect they'd release a new EP so fast

yes please more ME lov on MH ♥

You mean like the point when the human being turns into a lifeless piece of meat? I think there's a certain part of death that is naturally incomprehensible to us...

I'll be always grateful to vk artists for allowing me to discover the post punk scene while introducing some of their most memorable artists and works.
 
I have the same opinion of yours, and also feel the same way respect the vk scene nowadays. Original VK (even when it wasn't called that way) imported the same "ethos" of post punk; thus the classics acts still sound fresh and genuine despite having 20 or 30+ years old, and in the other hand, newer acts can only become more and more industrialized, to the point of looking ridiculous when looking for the attention of kogal and young girls obssesed with anime and game characters. So VK as a canal of true artistic expression, with its charge of social inconformism, like post punk was, is pretty much dead.

@colorfuljinsei I really hate any kind of religion,but it's tough for me to be "totally" atheist,cuz I already saw a girl possessed right before my eyes. So, unfortunately the "beyond" isn't necessary a fantasy. If I had absolute sure that hell or things like that doesn't even exist, I'd be certainly dead by now,but this kind of thought keeps holding me back

@colorfuljinsei I really hate any kind of religion,but it's tough for me to be "totally" atheist,cuz I already saw a girl possessed right before my eyes. So, unfortunately the "beyond" isn't necessary a fantasy. If I had absolute sure that hell or things like that doesn't even exist, I'd be certainly dead by now,but this kind of thought keeps holding me back

I used to not be, until I considered a possibility we might instead of being in oblivion, come back endlessly and be forced to live again and again.
 
I mean even if it's not technically us and we're not really aware...but coming back to live as a human ever again who may be in even shittier conditions, or be ignorant, uncreative, cruel or unquestioning of how fucked society is, is way scarier than death.
I'm not religious, but I can't not think of it that way as a transfer of energy or something. And what if all the people who've claimed to regressed to their past life in deep meditation aren't just in elaborate hallucination, no thanks. Oblivion for me.