AliceParanoid

I know what you mean.

I'm usually the one borrowing from people - we need kind people like you to keep up the bad habits

Well I already like gave away half of a package haha.
The thing is: I don't have a problem with giving friends sometimes one but I even gave strangers already aswell ect. 
But I wanted to change it cause of money lmao haha

Ya I get it, I'd probably do that too if I carried any with me. I don't want to make too big of a habit of smoking, so that's why I don't even buy any. 

life of ruin awaits-- no, congrats I mean !!

Congratulations!

Yeah I'm ready now but I still have some emotional damage left by this topic probably, since I was just 'forced' to stop cause of some fcked up shit which happend to me. 
He is since this time the only guy which I trust and who makes me feel good when I'm by him -Really good friends aswell for sure, but they do it in a diffrent way then him.- 

Well take your time (and I really mean that), and enjoy your fresh start.

I will & I hope so much that's it will work out with him since he is just so 'perfect'[Nobody is but he is for me :D] but this will then come with time. 

@AimiGen7acid is always measured in microdoses anyway, but in general the only way to know the potency for real is by how others say it is loll, so listen to someone who's done it AND knows it's your first time if you can loll. 

I would recommend it in general , just make sure your situation is good.. don't really even make any additional plans honestly it's not gonna matter if you have nothing to do!

I'd just be aware though there will LIKELY be times during when you don't feel all good. tweaking out a little is fine, just shit like going in a different room or changing the channel may be all it takes to straighten out. You can go back and forth between being scared for hours and still not consider the trip bad at the end of the day.. 

It's really not for everyone but lmk if you want some more personal, poorly described anecdotes or whatever I have maany from the spring of my youth D:

@AimiGen7well ofc. I wouldn't take too much for the first time, since I had already a really bad trip on Extasy once and don't want to have such again haha. 

 

@ElazmusOfc the Set and Setting has to be good - and there should be a safe person who isn't on drugs. 
I just don't have one, so atm. I sadly can't try it. 
So yeah I will see when I will finally try it out lol. 

Have fun!!!!

We're still working on it, don't worry. Zeus has been busy answering questions here so this thread may be helpful 

Oh okay, thenks. 
Didn't saw it 0:

From my personal experience, they are fascinated by it. They ask and want to know a lot. And don't get me started with their reactions when I explain them what "douching" is! LOLOL

You should never resort to self-harm at any point in your life. Keep your head up, life is tough. It's not worth hurting yourself over.

Please don't! I don't know you and I've never been in this situation so I don't know what the write thing to say is, but I know a lot of people that have eventually moved on better (emotionally) and they always regret cutting or their relapse. Recently this showed up on my YouTube recs and maybe it will help give you some support for what you're feeling. <3

Paderborn. Near 'Bielefeld'[This town acutally doesn't exsit] and Dortmund. haha

I know that's Sweden is like hella expensive. 
But as much as I saw it the scene[Or people with alternative style and all] are widley accepted there and are out there aswell. 
Don't know how true this is but it looks always like it. 

yeah, we are very accepting towards basically everyone. 

Ahh okay. So it is really like this [Always heard and read it but never got it confirmed from an acctual Sweden Human haha] 

welcome to hell! it just goes downhill from here!

I will only buy them from Ramiel -Do I say now and will probably buy 748584574 from other Bands aswell haha-

sounds good! i feel like I should up my game too, maybe I'll follow your example

Well the sweater is fckn aweomse and features Silten Hill on the Front & the shoes are just so awesome. Yuuki from Lycaon would defintly wore them haha 

Well I already read things about the life in the country and all and known smne there already. 

I mean it should be kinda normal to research atleast about the country tho.

My principal moving would be for a job, if it's really interesting and the place seems nice, I would.

Nice is = accessibility, life quality (food, air), spirit openly (safety bkz stranger).

oooooooh set fire to em