Nisimaldar

Due' le quartz - Requiem ;_;

I hate that versailles blocked me from their facebook page
 
 
rude af

My main issue with the visual kei scene isn't really represented in the options here, and it's something you generally get more in touch with once you get to Japan and get to experience the scene.
Firstly, the fact that a large majority of visual kei musicians more or less openly admits they don't have any artistic or personal integrity, they don't care what they produce and they don't care that their sound is exactly like every other band out there, because they know that as long as the members are pretty enough there WILL be fans, and they WILL pay you money for "company" and "favors" so that you can survive comfortably and keep rehashing the same song for a couple of years until you feel like calling it quits and do something more worthwhile with your life, or more likely, go into full time hosting business now that you have a decent circle of clients already.
 
This sort of leads me into my second issue and it's the bangya culture. It's generally really vile, and the way the girls not only talk about the musicians but also each other is quite disgusting. If the bangyas decide that a member has done something they do not approve of, that doesn't live up to their perfect ideals that they hold them all to (because god knows the fangirls don't live up to any of them) they can easily start enough shit to cause a band to break up or force a member out of the band. The issues doesn't end there though, because the few foreign bangya that exists generally adapt to this mentality and lifestyle too. They openly shun other foreigners who dare attend the lives of "their" band and ruin their "specialness", they participate in this completely daft saizen system where a designated person basically decides who gets what spot at a concert so everyone can enjoy playing ten year olds doing the "you're not allowed to play with us"-games... And the obviousness of what really drives people to be fans of these bands become so apparent when they get to this level, and it's certainly not the music.
 
To be honest, in a lot of ways I never realized how bad this was until I got there and could see it all for myself, and that's despite a 13 year stint in the scene by now.

I put the picture in a spoiler because you can see a bit of my boobies, like, the beginning of my cleavage.
 
I only have one tattoo. At least, for now lol. I wanted to get a bat since... Forever. As far as I remember as a kid I always liked Halloween and creepy stuff. Plus, I'm an insomniac and I think bats are really cute. I may dress mostly in black everyday but I don't consider myself "goth" or anything like that. But I'm definitely the spooky kind and I always look like someone going to a funeral or something like that. I got it for my 21st birthday, so it was in october 2015. I haven't done it before just because... Well, I have no valid reason lol. I was just too lazy I guess.

My next projects are including getting an ouroboros on my ribs, dir en grey is my favourite band and uruoboros is my favourite album by them so yeah, DEG tribute tattoo will be done one day.
 
I also want a sphinx butterfly under my boobs, in dot work like my bat. And Femurs crossed inside of my arm. I want a Victorian skeleton lady on my arm, and a crow skull on my upper shoulder. So, my left arm will end up in a macabre sleeve lel. I'm also thinking about a "kawaii death", like, the death with a crown flower and making the peace sign with her fingers and a quote below like "rest in peace".
 
A black betta will probably end up on my tight too.
 
I'm not really into colour tattoo, I prefer black ink. I was thinking about getting a jellyfish in white ink, but my tattoo artist said that white ink tends to turn yellowish as the time goes by... So I'm not really sure about this one.
 

My new Tatoo inspired by DC Characters Harley Quinn
 

Oh, I remember this. Back in the day I thought those were space capsules and Kyo was leaving us for a more trve planet.
 
One of my biggest wtf moments was MUCC getting two new band members for what felt like 3 minutes before they were like "lol jk".

Oh, I remember this. Back in the day I thought those were space capsules and Kyo was leaving us for a more trve planet.
 
One of my biggest wtf moments was MUCC getting two new band members for what felt like 3 minutes before they were like "lol jk".

Wow, I missed the word on Danchou having a sex tape out... but after seeing his nude pic that is nothing I want to see again. Also WTF seeing Miku's (An Cafe) n00ds scarred me for life. 

Is this the same time he was caught on television shopping with a girl for a washing machine? lol  
 
They have become a guilty pleasure but LADYBABY's existence is one of the most WTF things to hit me recently.
 

well my icon is me an roji from like 5000 years ago (2014) but here is a more recent photo of me

¯\_(ツ)_/¯

I haven't posted any pics of me for kind of a while because I really haven't done anything too exciting lately. Oops. 

 
Tried to be Karma looool

 
And that old vk aesthetic because I hadn't done it in a while

^ask them here, you might get a reply back
 
also, im insanely excited for where diru go with this upcoming single, they're becoming better and better so who knows what cool new style they go in omfg jkHASJJLGHSL

YOU'RE SNOOZEFEST MATERIAL FIGHT ME BRO!!!

Does Dir en grey know they're participating in the new X Japan album?

I braced myself before going through the thread and I've already been somewhat hurt by someone's personal scale of attractiveness (how black people are on the dead bottom of their scale) and it brings back to how the world treats the black woman as one of the most unattractive beings that have ever walked this planet. As a black woman, it's constantly thrown in my face how I don't fit into societal norms of beauty, and though I haven't had much dating experience, I'd like to date someone who shares partially the same struggle as me, or in other words another person of color.
Also remember that "racial preferences" can intersect with fetishizing (and don't even challenge me on this).

preferences= (for the most part) thinly-veiled racism
 
rant:
/rant over

Already got those backstage passes tho

Shinya is so beautiful, I don't know if I want be him or be with him... The struggle is real.
I'll buy the dvd, cut together the clips of Shinya and play it 24/7 in one continuous, creepy Edward-Cullen-I'll-watch-you-when-you're-sleeping loop.

10 Types of J-Music Fans
 
 
 
 
The Casual That moment when you actually try to talk about visual kei with someone.
 
 
Pros: Potentially interested in learning more.
Cons: Unfamiliar with anything else an artist may have done.
 
 
 
 
The Expat
I'm into plush dolls. Native women are so overrated...
 
 
Pros: Did you need that ameblo post translated? They know a guy...
Cons: Will probably find a way to make every music discussion about j-music.
 
 
 
 
The Hoarder
The visual kei ward will be fresh af bby
 
 
Pros: They definitely have that super rare live distro file you've been looking for in flac.
Cons: It's just on their hard drive from 2001 packed up in storage.
 
 
 
 
The Otaku
How otakus share rarez
 
 
Pros: Deep and knowledgeable about music, may have variety in taste, love spreading music
Cons: Can be very difficult to find common ground musically, don't like sharing, neurotic habits
 
 
 
 
The Historian
Visual kei alone would take up half the chart but historians disagree on how many different sub -keis there should be.
 
 
Pros: A walking encyclopedia of obscure musical knowledge
Cons: Doesn't know anything about anyone you would care about
 
 
 
 
The Elitist
Start by listening to some real music n00b
 
 
Pros: Actually has dope music taste (on occasion)
Cons: Spends too much time being an asshole, too selective, not open to new things
 
 
 
 
The Shadow
Is it safe to come out?
 
 
Pros: The coolest peeps in the scene for sure.
Cons: Rarely ever advertise themselves as a J-Music fan
 
 
 
The Bangya Believe it or not they're sitting in assigned order.
 
 
Pros: They actually support the movement.
Cons: Describe going to lives as 参戦 (lit. "going to war").
 
 
 
 
The Hype Beast
This new visual kei band's releasing a 7-TYPE live distributed 30 copy single campaign based on the days of the week all recorded, mixed, and mastered in the same day! Pre-ordered all seven already!
 
 
Pros: They're on top of everything that's happening
 
Cons: Listens to Instigate the Grief and THE RUDIE SATAN PARK for pleasure.
 
 
 
The Tanuki
qurl you won't believe what i just found about about satsuki...
 
 
Pros: They got all the details about everyone
Cons: All but one of them are a lie (and they might not know which)
 
 
I hope you enjoyed the read! Are there any you think I missed? Comment and leave them below.

Shinya is so beautiful, I don't know if I want be him or be with him... The struggle is real.
I'll buy the dvd, cut together the clips of Shinya and play it 24/7 in one continuous, creepy Edward-Cullen-I'll-watch-you-when-you're-sleeping loop.

^ Oh, it appears to be the same for me. The first JRock CD I ever bought and listened to was Coll:set which came out roughly 10 years ago.
My random thought though is that Gackt's instagram is a an unhealthy mixture between hilarious and ridiculous. Bros n sisters.

^ Oh, it appears to be the same for me. The first JRock CD I ever bought and listened to was Coll:set which came out roughly 10 years ago.
My random thought though is that Gackt's instagram is a an unhealthy mixture between hilarious and ridiculous. Bros n sisters.

^ Oh, it appears to be the same for me. The first JRock CD I ever bought and listened to was Coll:set which came out roughly 10 years ago.
My random thought though is that Gackt's instagram is a an unhealthy mixture between hilarious and ridiculous. Bros n sisters.

I think it's done xD