Gesu

Tried to do things right, changing my habits, abandoning my vices, but I've just climbed to fall from a higher place.it was extremely frustrating,but not the first time that I fail,not at all. I'm a "problematic person" since I was 14 when my mother and grandmother died. Nothing works my way since then,I always fail

To say it quickly,I had a nice job and frequenting a nice university ,but I couldn't deal with both anymore bcuz  of "depression" or whatever that was ,it was compromising my behavior and my productivity,so I decided to quit both.Finded a job that I hated, but easy to "execute", something that I wouldn't need to do any mental effort.However,I really hated that job,but after 2 years taking it and a lot of bad things I finally decided to quit this job as well and "turn the page",but again I'm struggling with negative self talking again and anxiety,I'm scared.

I've already said here that I've deleted all the other social media accounts I had few years ago, exactly because I was tired of "shocking" people with these "heavy" posts.tired of my own drama. nowadays all I have is this "small" place in this forum where I can say what's in my head,and honestly,it seems to be enough cuz there's a lot of response,it almost feels like a brotherhood. that's just 1% one percent of all the negativity that's going on in my head,and usually I save it to myself but i was drunk and ended up saying that and fell asleep afterwards.

Are you getting help for this? I'm sorry, I know that's probably something you've been asked a million times before, but I've seen a lot of stuff like this from you and I can't help but worry. Besides, professional help is going to help you more than any of us can. You can talk to me if you need to and I might be able to do something, but I doubt I'm going to be able to do everything.

Life is sometimes a mess, I hope you'll find help, thats very serious.

Takeru (ex.EVE now Clack inc.) and Masashi (ex.FolloW) would definitely agree with this statement😉

You never need an excuse to be thirsty on main

when we all 眠る, where do we 行く? 🤔

it happens dont worry, im sure you've heard it before but things do get better. The thing about hitting a low is afterwards its all uphill. So stay strong. 

It be that way sometimes. Hope ya feel better.

Same here. If you compare pictures of him now with pictures of him about twenty years ago, his facial structure hasn't changed a bit, so there's no way he's had work done. I'm less than half his age and I already want to know his secrets for when I get older!

Same here. If you compare pictures of him now with pictures of him about twenty years ago, his facial structure hasn't changed a bit, so there's no way he's had work done. I'm less than half his age and I already want to know his secrets for when I get older!

I still can't believe he's forty-one. I'm almost tempted to believe he secretly doesn't age, lol.

Whoa that's amazing! He looks incredible👌

Now I have an image in my head of some miserable old git sat at home all day, trawling through the J-rock side of YouTube and disliking whatever pops up. For some reason, I imagined my brother's area manager at work. He seems that way inclined.

basically the vocalist is a dickhead and a pedophile

And they Honestly see this as Marketing....

I feel very uncomfortable

Delete this asap

I'll make a donation of ¥500,000 if I can punch him in the face 

such electronic shit sounded outdated even in 2013 when the song was released but its 2019 and i still listen to it sometimes
 
and this. cant resist his voice :c
 
 

i think your current dark color looks good, but you should totally try out anything you want! what's youth without experimenting with your looks .w.

That's because, you don't care about making a mistake while being drunk. So you think lesser 😛 
 
 

@Arkady Luciano is a really basic name in Brazil, so to make it a little more edgy I'd make it Lucian. 
 
I also considered Valentine as a boy's name, but all my family said it was a stupid idea 🙄 as far as video games and anime go, Anima (FFX) is unisex and badass. (depending which country u live in) 
 

I'd love to name one of my kids "Rayquaza" the Pokémon but I don't like "Ray" it sounds too normal and everyone will probably call them Ray lol. Other daughter names would be Celeste or Cheryl. "Ultimecia" from FFVIII would be epic too.