Manji 卍

I feel you, if you're in a bad place it can be counterproductive to surround yourself with exclusively "negative" messages. I'm naturally drawn to it too, at least you're self aware! I've made efforts to branch out into other shit sometimes, it helps me tbh.

yea,it feels weird when you realize that your essence is dark,like despising the positivity and the enjoyment of people's company. this is not a good way to live.