Ada Suilen

Someone sent me an audio file on MPEG... wtf is that?
I actually get sent audio file in the weirdest formats and the lowest bitrate possible, why can't people rip shit properly, it's 2019.

Hmm, perhaps I got the opportunity to experience Japanese music at the right time. Not only Visual Kei. I don't think it would have turned out the same way if the current state of Japanese music had been the rule in my time. Hard to imagine myself without it since it has had an impact in me to this day that today's whole Japanese music scene hasn't.

Okay, I am FREAKING THE FUCK OUT. Someone hacked my email and sent me an email saying they have access to everything from my computer. To prove they weren't fucking around, they even sent me my password (which I had actually changed before they sent they email as I knew I had been hacked). They told me if I don't send them $900 in bitcoin, they'll publish everything they found to fuck-knows-who. I don't have anything illegal or any nudes of me/anyone I know but I do have some private things on here that I'd rather didn't get shown to everyone and pinned to my name. Now... here's the thing. They might actually leave me alone if I pay them but I think they might do it anyways. I don't know what to do and calling the police would probably be a bit useless because this person wants dollars so they must be in a different country, so the UK police probably can't do much. Wtf do I do? Sorry if this seems a bit... odd, but I'm 100% serious and I'm actually a bit scared.

Happy b-day Shmilly! ❤️

Happy b-day Tetsu! ❤️

I’ve been getting into Miyavi recently and honestly, No Sleep Till Tokyo (the song) is a lowkey a banger
 
I’ve taking a liking to What’s My Name and Real. Gagaku is a kick ass album as well. He sounds fucking hot in Girls, be Ambitious 
 
He seems really cool live as well. Would love to see him sometime 

That new Slipknot album J A M S

My craving for Eurobeat today has never been stronger lol

So, some dumbass took down a pole in my street and I had no energy through hours. No internet, no social media, no visual kei... how did I manage to survive this hell

I was almost beaten to a pulp last night by a drunk "friend" and if three or four other guys had not intervened I'd be probably badly hurt right now.
 
I spoke up about it and I've been harassed for the past 10 hours by people whom I have never seen yet hate me and want me to die.
 
I can't imagine how much harder it must be for rape victims to deal with that hate. Now I understand why many don't want to speak up. The cyberbullying could leave marks as deep as the abuse itself.  

Happy 20th to one of the most influential Visual Kei albums of all time.
 
Here's to you Gauze!
 

https://youtu.be/VbfC4lrNulE

Ever have those days where you can just hear better and pick up new tiny details in songs you've been listening to for years?

Internet is the biggest paradox of modern society,where i have the opportunity to stay 24/7 connected with people,but still feeling suffocatingly lonely for having no one to "talk" with. Where I have access to an infinite number of information,but still feeling lost because I lack something to focus on, or to make me feel genuinely interested. I've been trying to work on it,but hell, it's so damn hard...

Tried the latest ARCHEMI, ENVYL and gave キズ and ヴィルシーナ another shot and I'll keep the latter, as well as bringing back MAMIRETA. 

Uhhh just take care of yourself darling husband Ruki 💋💋💋💋 I miss you so much my honey, I love you always and I love you soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much 💋💋💋💋💋

They put Kagrra, on spotify. I didn't notice until today ;_;

my wife’s uncle and his wife invited us to a barbecue tonight.  it’s been a bit of a rough week for us, and i’m almost certain that they didn’t invite anyone else bc one of them has v severe social anxiety.  i’m kinda excited tho.  my family never really did stuff like this.  maybe now that we live closer to hers, things like this will happen more. 

Stranger Things 3 was probably the best fucking thing I have watched in my life. Best season of the show BY FAR!
 
Also, the girl who played Robin is really cute 
 
( ᴜ ω ᴜ )

Happy b-day Piass! ❤️

Happy b-day Komorebi! <3

my wife’s bird really loves chaotic, loud music so about a year or so ago i played the b.r.n pv for her.  to this day, she still gets excited when she hears that song.  also she loves watching pv playlists.  this is the only video i have of her being a vk bird. 😂😂

Part of being an adult is accepting the fact that not everyone will agree with you, some people are morally repugnant, some are just stupid, others are blissfully ignorant but we all have our flaws as that's what makes us human.

Happy b-day Jig! ❤️

The meaning of the song Regret by The GazettE describes how I feel atm