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Aferni

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  1. Aferni

    Oh wow.
  2. Aferni

    Such the comedian you are. Ahahahaha.
  3. Aferni

    Just when things couldn't get worse, they got...worse....this must be what hell is like
  4. Aferni

    『不滅 片想い』 Without that someone to talk to whom you basically lived for, you realize the complete emptiness and the complete meaningless of life. Everyday seems slower, time halts only to slow down incredibly making each second even more agonizing. You realize how long every single day is, those days of carelessly talking all day and exchanging sweet nothings are over. Those days you escaped from caught back up to you, proving that you cannot outrun them. You drown but not in water, you suffocate but you indeed have air, you die but your blood is still flowing, your heart still beats and yet you still walk and talk. But not as you once did, everything becomes different even your hands. You look at yourself and notice that what you are looking at isn't you, you died and you're staring at the shell that once was. You can notice the emptiness in your own eyes, you can feel your chest sinking, you can feel your stomach churning and twisting. It becomes hard to swallow, it becomes hard to wake up, to even think of tomorrow. And all you are left with is questions and unrequited feelings. Feelings that will never be shown to you ever again by the one you love. They've shed you like a snake sheds its skin, those questions you have remain unanswered. If answered the result may crush you even more. Longevity of the relationship only makes the end harder, you've been through lots with this person and then like that...you're easily tossed away. Then you remember that only garbage is thrown away that easily, then you become self aware of what you really are. Garbage. And where does garbage belong? In the trash. We are all Born dead. The end exists Before anything begins.
  5. Aferni

    Got dumped again....what is wrong with me.... "Hey, I left you alone these few days and I made up my mind. I'm breaking up with you. The blame or the problem is not you, so you should not feel guilty about doing something wrong. Dont blame yourself nor take the guilt for the breakup. We can stay friends if that is something you would be ok with you but if you dont want to then I understand"
  6. Aferni

    I am Garbage, and garbage belongs in the trash.
  7. Aferni

    Lyrics:悠希 Composition: Lycaon この手は不器用に 残滓と戯れる 終わりの舞踏台に ボレロを滑らせる 僕には何故 翼が無い 君を抱いて 悲劇の歌を踊ろう やがてくる 最後の夜 今ここで踊ってみせよう 愛しても 愛しても この翼じゃ 届かなくて 朽ちてゆく 悲鳴を上げ 終幕のエンドロール 消えないで 消えないで 優しげな 君の声が 冷たくて 愛しい 月夜の沈む晩に 鳴くのは 迷い猫 奏でる悪魔たち 踊るは天使たち あぁ 君を愛した果てに儚い歌が泣き続けた 僕には何故 歌えない 君を抱いて 悲しい夢と踊る やがてくる 最後の夜 今ここで踊ってみせよう 揺れながら 揺れながら いつかみた 君を想うよ 懐かしい光を背に 今この手で終わらせよう 愛してた 愛してた 君がいた あの場所へ 飛びたとう 舞い上がれ
  8. when are they gonna do something with this...
  9. Aferni

    I've come to the conclusion that I'm a loser, a pile of rotting horse shit. I am and always will be alone, I deserve a violent death, I deserve a split skull. My brain torn to shreds, my throat snapped, my arms broken. I deserve to be shoved off of a cliff, to be shot multiple times until unrecognizable, slow painful torture. I'll leave the world how I came, alone. Live alone die alone. Die as I've lived, a filthy unwanted heathen . A Shit stain, a tragic mistake, bile, a whiny baby, a pussy, nothing but an insignificant fly. A germ, scum, maggot, worm, pathetic excuse for a sack of flesh.
  10. Aferni

    Listening to TBS like...
  11. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KgT_5vw6nc8
  12. If they disband, I'm burning my house down.
  13. Aferni

    Nothing at all. People these days suck terribly.
  14. Aferni

    I MISS THESE GUYS HOLY SHIT PLEASE COME BACK
  15. Aferni

    I really started to hate born when they released Satisfaction, But....The Stalin(the mini album) and Alterna grew on me....the song did. well the be- fuck it...I love and hate the song i hate it so much I love it with all my heart. Lol i sound fuckin retarded but I love Alterna
  16. Aferni

    I love your taste in music, enjoy your stay here!
  17. Sorry for the lack of material, but here are 3 new covers! Mejibray's Messiah~! DEATHGAZE - USELESS SUN and one of my fave NEGA Tracks, Muddy Cult.
  18. GUYS OMG IM SORRY I MISTOOK THE WRONG PREVIEW VID FOR THIS ABLUM PLEASE EXCUSE MY DUMBNESS IM SO FUCKIN STUPID
  19. Have you heard the previews? dear lord they are gonna slay, no doubt.
  20. Aferni

    SCREW THAT EMOTIONAL CRUD I WAS TYPING... Bonsaijodelfisch and BoringHorror have killer soundclouds...check them out omg, y'know if you haven't already.
  21. I love all of the staff, the staff is love, the staff is life.
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