So far the past three months have been nothing but agony, and today has been no better. I woke up to an argument with my aunt over what I don't understand, it seems like all she wants to do is antagonize me. I've lost my sketchbook, I had to spend another 100 dollars because my phone finally gave out on me, I accidentally cut my finger open today and got blood all over my pants, dropped my pizza whilst exiting Dominos, and on top of that I'm so alone..it hurts. I can't help but cry because it feels like I will never be enough for anyone I fall for because I always end up being ignored and lied to. I want to disappear honestly, I cant even sleep now because my aunt and her boyfriend are up arguing about dumb shit.