ficsci 50 Posted November 2, 2013 but at the same time... how to find a niche?! Constantly stuck between wanting to be REALLY good at something and wanting to be good at ALL the things, but then the logical side of your brain takes over like 'yooooouuuu....suck. And are not being realistic in the slightest and go master one of your interests and become FUCKING AWESOME AT IT.' Then the short attention span kicks in... 'NEW SHINY THING OVER THERE! GO. TO. THE SHINY.' or that's at least how it is for me Dude I can relate I think in the long run, if you have an interest that you know you'll keep obsessing over for the rest of your life, it's better to invest time and energy into it. If you don't, you might regret it later when you're older. Since you're also naturally inclined to be interested in a lot of things, there's no helping about getting into other stuff. But I think you'll be able to find a balance between getting really good at 1 thing and doing other stuff eventually. As long as you keep doing the 1 thing you like most... when you find out what it is ^^ Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
orangetarts 249 Posted November 2, 2013 but at the same time... how to find a niche?! Constantly stuck between wanting to be REALLY good at something and wanting to be good at ALL the things, but then the logical side of your brain takes over like 'yooooouuuu....suck. And are not being realistic in the slightest and go master one of your interests and become FUCKING AWESOME AT IT.' Then the short attention span kicks in... 'NEW SHINY THING OVER THERE! GO. TO. THE SHINY.' or that's at least how it is for me i am one with the short attention span, man. ugh. I feel like i just...dont put enough effort into ANYTHING. i am so fucking lazy ugh. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
ficsci 50 Posted November 6, 2013 VK people and eyebrows... Lol Is all I have to say 1 orangetarts reacted to this Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Kaye 296 Posted November 6, 2013 My life is a drama series. That's all. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Ito 2438 Posted November 6, 2013 Then you could at least do us all the favor of filming it. God, come on! XD Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Muma 97 Posted November 9, 2013 attempting to listen to everything and nothing at all i don't want to fall back into the musicless void but it's where i've been for the most part of my life Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
usuxorz 30 Posted November 11, 2013 I find it weird that my bf will randomly visit my amazon wishlist, even though I haven't updated it since before we started dating. O_o;; Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Muma 97 Posted November 13, 2013 If you had a line of chocolate squares, all the way from 100% coco to 1% coco, would you be able to taste the difference in between? I don't know what the 1% one would taste like though, but probably like shit... Back on topic, for example, no matter how long you stare at the hour hand on a clock apparently you'll never see it move because it moves too slowly. Kind of same with the missing blue analogy, where if you have a line of all the shades of blue but with one missing, can you picture the missing shade? Without going into detail, the ultimate answer for me is that the difference will be so minuscule that you wont be able to see the difference or hence even spot the missing shade hence a pseudo problem. I'm probably just bullshitting now, I can't even remember why we had to use that as an analogy in philosophy, and I don't remember writing down that conclusion i'm just warping it to however I see fit... 1 Ito reacted to this Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
orangetarts 249 Posted November 15, 2013 Cosplay is a really expensive hobby omg. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Ito 2438 Posted November 15, 2013 Cosplay is a really expensive hobby omg. Try doing cosplay photography XD admittadly, I use my photography for more than just cosplay, but damn if it isn't the most expensive shit ever. Me: "oh, those new Prophoto B1 studio lights look awesome...how much" Internet: "I'm not quite sure yet" Me: "Ok, just let me know" -days later- Me: "Internet, you got that price yet?" Internet: "Oh yeah! They are....lets see here...Only $2000 per light!" Me: "fuck." Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
bonsaijodelfisch 328 Posted November 15, 2013 audio... wow, this mixing desk looks nice, how much? only about 1,5 million, but it's only so cheap because half of the channels aren't working since 1978... (and then we haven't even started with video.... ) 1 Ito reacted to this Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
orangetarts 249 Posted November 17, 2013 My roommates are so great and I love them so much.I feel the need to just tell them that all the time. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Guest mitsubana Posted November 19, 2013 ordered new single from ANSIA's official overseas website. Hopefully it'll arrive soon haha they are the one band that keeps me into visual kei Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
hyura 465 Posted November 19, 2013 The only way to balance my happiness/math study ratio is to buy happiness in the shape of CDs, clothes and nice weekend trips. Unfortunately my money/need for happiness ratio won't let me. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
cruel-crucible 89 Posted November 19, 2013 I'm getting really tired of being woken up/disturbed by my landlord's daughter who keeps crying and whining and screaming and singing and just UGHHHH. I'm just hiding in my room all the time, fighting the urges to strangle the kid. I'm looking for a new apartment, but damn, Copenhagen is a nightmare when it comes to this. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Seimeisen 4406 Posted November 22, 2013 I'm going on a trip next week... and daaaaamn wishin' I could bring my kotatsu with me, but there's no room for it in the house I'll be staying at. :/ Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
RoseOfHizaki 131 Posted November 23, 2013 Cunt parade - that is all.... Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Muma 97 Posted November 24, 2013 apparently Vaseline is a solvent for latex... Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Muma 97 Posted November 25, 2013 squirty cream is surprisingly disappointing you think you've piled up as much as you can on your spoon but it's all air... (╯°□°)╯︵ ┻━┻ Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
No.47 22 Posted November 26, 2013 I think I reach a point in my life where I'm just done with VK. I feel like I heard all this shit before. Does anyone know any bands that are worth checking out that don't fall under the VK group. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Kaye 296 Posted November 26, 2013 I think I reach a point in my life where I'm just done with VK. I feel like I heard all this shit before. Does anyone know any bands that are worth checking out that don't fall under the VK group. Depends how heavy or soft you want to go but NOISEMAKER, ONE OK ROCK, Coldrain, Crossfaith, MY FIRST STORY, ANOTHER STORY, AIR SWELL, BOOM BOOM SATELLITES, OLDCODEX,.. --- Just noticed it's been little over a month since we wrote down that list of things to do together. Still makes me kind of sad knowing that we haven't met since. It confuses the hell out of me. 1 orangetarts reacted to this Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
orangetarts 249 Posted November 27, 2013 Put 'kurt jrock' into google image search. I think its been confirmed that I am their biggest fan. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Guest mitsubana Posted November 28, 2013 I am slowly starting to feel burned out with my passion for visual kei. I keep going on and off of it. It is frustrating. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
No.47 22 Posted November 28, 2013 ^ there nothing wrong with that. I used to be crazy about that stuff in high school...now its just "what the hell are these guys wearing?" *"why the fuck are they posing like that in the video?" I still have my favorite few bands that don't let me down, like merry, Lynch and some throw back bands from late 90s to 2008. All in all you just might be out growing it. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
kyoisKILLINGME 195 Posted November 28, 2013 i haven't been getting much sleep lately...like i would stay up until the next day.... this isn't healthy... i mean i used to go bed at 1am and wake up at 9am or something...wtf is happening to me .__. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites