Friends were always important to me since childhood, but I can't explain why there are so many betrayers around me.
I'm definitely not a lucky person or what, but my first disappointment was in the kindergarten, and the last was this spring.
I give myself entirely to relations with people but it seems I'm just a bad friend or bad person or something else can be wrong with me, I always suffer.
My friends have always found someone better than me.
I don't need to have a lot of friends, it would be nice to have someone who will understand me and who will need me more than someone else.
Relationships with friend are even more heartbreaking than relationships with lovers, if you can change your lover for some reason (I mean that kind of relationships between people who hang out together and make 'love' for a while just for fun, you know what I mean), but your friend will be with you and will like you who you are...
It's okay to have person you like more than your friend, but I always in this situation, when friendship became useless for my friends when they are in love with someone. Sometimes they remember about me and come just to talk about their cool life when it's no place for me. It's some kind of miracle but after it I still want to find someone who will be able to care about friendship and lover at the same time, but this time I must to say: I never had a friend in real life, I'm sure there a lot of betrayres around andI hope I will meet a person someday who will be my friend till death do us part.
Well I have great online friends which I met irl (and with some of themeven twice and more), I like them but I'm not sure it will lasts forever, but we are all that kind of persons who prefer online friendship and love because there was too many heartbreaking moments in our life.